In My Mind Only

“Well, then what is it?” I took a deep breath. It was now or many, many years from now. I know nothing can become of us. We’re going in completely different directions and he’s so determined to get where he’s going.

“I love you,” I said.

“I know,” He answered. I gave a small laugh. Yeah, that sounds about right.


[Written for pan-and-a-fan]

1. My Student

2. The Start of a Vacation

3. Unbearable

4. The Planning of a Plan

5. Contact

6. Trying to Know Him

7. Family Night? (Part One)

8. Family Night? (Part Two)

9. Nickname?

10. Power Outage

11. A Whole New Side

12. Reminiscing (Frank's POV)

    There's self-harm towards the end of this chapter, a perhaps triggering moment. You can skip past it if you don't want to read it. I understand <3

13. How Do I React?

14. Starting

    Eat ice cream while reading this. You'll thank me later.

15. Day One

16. Day One Part Two

17. Day One Part Three

18. Day Two

19. I'm Leaving

20. On A Jet Plane

21. I Don't Know When

22. I'll Be Back Again

    Mentions of self harm towards the end of this chapter. Skip it if you'd like ^^

23. Where Did You Come From? (Gee's POV)

24. Where Did You Go?

25. It Definitely Wasn't on Purpose

26. Over the Rainbow

27. Gerard Way is a Hopeless Romantic

28. I Knew This Confession Was Coming. Didn't You?

29. Champagne Supernova

    Tiny ounce of smut

30. Gone With the Wind

31. Nothing Has a Point (Liar)

32. Alive and Well?

33. Until Then, Then?

34. Frankie Is A Tease

35. Diluted (Frank's POV/)

    //Shitty smut, obvi//

36. Smoke Rings

37. Resolution?

38. Graduation

39. The Letter

40. Epilogue