Only One Way

I was trying to figure out all of these stupid feelings when he pushed through the bookstore doors "oh hey Ger- I started but couldn't finish because he started kissing me, what's crazy is I started kissing him back. We stayed like that just making out until he pulled away running his hand through his hair "Oh shit I-i'm sorry, fuck don't tell Mikey please" he looked up at me with pleading beautiful eyes. "Gerard i-" I started before being interrupted by him "No, just don't, i-i gotta go." He practically ran through the door just as suddenly as he came in, and I just stood there like an idiot wondering what the hell I was gonna do next

1. Bookstore

2. Disappeared

3. Meeting Mikey

4. Coffee Date

5. What Did I Get Myself Into?

6. Walmart Bathroom

7. Contentment

8. Blood and Tears

   TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of self harm

9. Chasing Gerard

10. Stay with us

11. Tease

12. Moving Day (1)

13. Moving Day (2)

14. Midnight Memories

15. Suspicion

16. Blood on the bathroom floor

    TRIGGER WARNING: alcohol and self harm

17. Waiting room

18. Thinking

19. Goodbye Gerard

    TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of self harm

20. Mrs. Way

21. Mothers Reasons

22. Mikey's favorite place

23. Storage room

24. Cooking lessons

25. Sick

26. Home's where the heart is

27. What it's like to love

28. No talking

29. Cheaters and liars

30. Alcohol and hospitals

    TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of alcohol abuse

31. How it's supposed to be

32. Gerard fucking knew it

33. Not exactly making love

34. Unsettled

35. Gerard's shitty past

    TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of physical abuse

36. Abused

    TRIGGER WARNING:physical abuse and rape

37. Please be okay

    TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of rape

38. Worrying

39. Survivors