Only One Way

"Shit, Frank wake up!" Gerard shook me awake. "Wha-whats goin on?" I said groggily stretching my arms. The sun was warm and bright in my eyes.
I sathere confused for a moment before I remembered the night before. I warm fuzzy feeling spread through my body, but it quickly disappeared when Gerard said "fuck it's already ten thirty." Panic spread through me. "Is Mikey gonna be up?" I asked, my breathing heavy.
"He usually sleeps till noon but since it's your first night living here he's probably gonna get up early to cook pancakes or some shit." " fuck!" I yelled "get in the car, now!"
I hopped in the car and Gerard took off, speeding down what I now know was the mountain I chased Gerard to. We got back to town in just fifteen minutes. But instead of going straight to the house Gerard stopped at a gas station.
He was in and out in five minutes, carrying two mountain dews one coke and a bag of those little Debby doughnuts. "cover story" is all he said.
I felt a wave of guilt at those words. We really need to tell Mikey. But when we got to the house and Mikey looked at us with his soft yet slightly suspicious eyes I just couldn't do it. I couldn't hurt him like that.
"Where were you two?" He asked coldly "getting drinks" Gerard replied cooly, though I could see the guilt in his eyes. "For an hour?" Mikey asked and Gerard stayed cool "we got to the gas station the you and I always go to but they were out of doughnuts so we drove to the other one on the other side of town."
"You know there's other gas stations in town right?" Mikey asked calmer. "Yeah" Gerard said shrugging and tossed Mikey the coke and me one of the mountain dews.
"Gee your gonna kill yourself drinking those all the time." Mikey chastised "I'm fine with that." Gerard replied and took a long gulp.
After we ate the pancakes Mikey made we all settled down on the couch to watch t.v.
But after two shows Gerard headed upstairs with Mikey on his tail. It was quiet for awile but then I heard a thump and glass shatter. I moved to go up but then I heard soft yelling, well as soft as yelling could get
"DONT EVEN LIE TO ME GEE! you know that blanket you take whenever you're gonna fuck someone in your car? Yeah well I checked for it this morning and IT WAS GONE." "Mikey I-" "GOD IF IT WAS FRANK IM NEVER FUCKING FORGIVING YOU." "IT FUCKING WASN'T FRANK MIKEY!" Gerard was finally able to say. " it wasn't Frank, i-i went out last night and fucked that Hannah chick we met last month." "I thought you deleted her from your phone?" Mikey said, voice a little lower then before but still not quite normal.
"She texted me last night, but it was a one time thing. I'm sorry for upsetting you Mikey." "It's fine Gee, I'm sorry for yelling, I should have known that you wouldn't do something like that to me." The guilt rushed back at Mikey's words and my heart panged in my chest.
He's so sweet, why am I doing this to him? I thought. god I'm such a horrible person.
i grabbed some whiskey out of the cabinet, ran up to my room fast so they couldn't see me and locked the door. I opened the bottle and took a long swig, feeling it burning my throat on the way down.
This was gonna be a long night

Notes

Soo yeah, sorry