Only One Way

Gerard took me to his favorite place, where I told him I loved him. It was almost exactly like the first time, there was the pizza and it was the same meadow, only it was warmer and the moon wasn't full. That was fine with me though, as long as I was with Gerard.

"I'm so happy I can be next to you again." Gerard said, placing his arm over my shoulder, and snuggled closer to him. "Me too, I missed you so much." "I know Frankie, I missed you too." He moved his hand to stroke my hair and I closed my eyes and smiled.

We stayed like that for a few minutes before I said, "I love you so much Gerard." "I love you too."Gerard replied, then reached for something hiding under the blanket. I stood up and gasped as he got down on one knee.

"I know we haven't been together long, but I feel like I've known you my whole life, and we've already been through so much together. So, Frank Iero, will you marry me?" I was smiling like an idiot and when I tried to speak it came out as a squeak. I tried again and it came out clearer.

"I will, yes Gerard I will!" I squeaked again and threw my arms around him before I let him put the ring on my finger. He laughed and kissed me but when he broke away i pulled him back. We layed down on the blanket, kissing softly, and I was overcome with the need to me closer to him, as close as possible.

I slipped off his jeans and t-shirt, and he helped me with mine, but not lustfully. He did it softly and carefully, then looked me over before kissing me again. I slipped my boxers off and did the same to his, so we were lying on the blanket naked.

I held him as close to me as i could, his head was in between my shoulder and neck, and he was kissing my collarbone sweetly. He pulled away for a moment to fill me up, it burned a bit going in but I didn't mind. And he didn't do it in a lustful way more like he just wanted to be closer to me. He didn't pull out either.

this isn't what I'd thought our first time was gonna be like. I thought to myself, I thought it was going to be crazy and full of lust but honestly this was way better.
is this what making love is? I decided yes. Gerard was kissing my neck again and we were still clutching onto eachother. Our naked bodies as close as they could get.

Gerard pulled out, which I guess was okay because it was burning a bit. But I also didn't feel as close anymore. He moved on top of me and leaned down to kiss my lips, "I love you Frankie, so much." "I love you too Gee." He layed back down and brought me close. His hand was running through my hair.

I closed my eyes and smiled at the way our breathing aligned, I let Gerard's heart beat lure me to sleep. "sweet dreams Frankie." Gerard cooed "goodnight my love."

Notes

I want to give a big shout out to Originality-At-Its-Finest, you were the very first person to actually take notice of this and that little peice of advice has gotten me so far :) your comments always make me smile and this story probably wouldn't be this far without you so thank you so much. Thank you to all the people who read this, I'm so greatfull for all of you.