Married In My Mind

Realizing you have a thing for your best friend is never easy. When your best friend is also your rhythm guitarist with a serious girlfriend... good luck with that, dude.

In any case, Gerard Way thought he'd found the best way to cope with his unrequited love. He stumbled upon the world of MCR fanfiction after googling his best friend's name a few months ago. Since then he's written a handful of popular works of fiction under a cryptic pen name with hundreds of subscribers and comments.

It's not that Gerard wouldn't rather just be with Frank. It's just that for now he's found a way to indulge in his romantic fantasies in a community of people who don't think there's anything wrong with how much he wants him - without hurting anyone or interrupting his career. And he's a great writer.

No one is sure exactly sure who originally found out (or how) but does that really matter now? The entire fanbase knows about it. The band knows about it. Frank knows about it.

Gerard has to save his band and the most important friendship he's ever had.

**Fine Print:
-Triggers/Warnings: Drugs/Alcohol, Mental Illness (Panic disorder, depression/suicidal thoughts, night terrors)
-Entrely fiction//not real
-I am not Gerard Way, stop asking.

1. L-A-T-E

2. Definitely Not Metal

3. Rejected

4. OBLIVION

   tw: drugs

5. Hungover

6. Borrowed

7. Panic Attack

   tw: mental illness//panic attack

8. Watching You Die

9. Performance Anxiety

10. Staying Out Of Trouble

11. A Direct Violation

    NSFW

12. Built On Pity

13. Crashing The Penthouse Party

14. Shut Up

15. The Underworld

16. Transgression

    nsfw

17. Leaving Marks

    (Deeply NSFW)

18. Married In My Mind

19. To Die By Your Side/Dead-Wrong

20. Last Nail In The Coffin

21. You Don't Get A Prize For Being An Asshole, Sorry

22. Shipping It

23. He Loves Me Not, He Loves Me

24. Frankie Loses It

25. The Worst Boyfriend In The History Of Boyfriends

26. The Spins

27. Dead Girl

    ~11,000 word update