The World Is Ugly, But You're Beautiful To Me

I jumped off the bridge and committed suicide.
I've always believed when it was your time to die you would die.
It mustn't have been my time yet.

I was pulled out of the water by this one crazy, wonderful guy who'd made an attempt to talk me down before I jumped.
Frank Iero.
He jumped after me and he saved me.
He brought me back to life even though I had drowned.

You're probably wondering how he was able to save me weren't you?
Well it's rather simple when you're mortally challenged.
In other words he’s a vampire like the rest of the members in the band My Chemical Romance.

It was interesting what happened after I was brought back to life.
At first I was some suicidal girl who woke up on the tour bus of her favorite band.
I was invited to stay until the next town.
After that I became friends with them.
The band took me shopping.
I helped them get a baby fox from under the bus.
My dead best friend showed up as an angel.

It was around this point things became a little crazy.

I stayed at The Bloody Evangeline with them which is a hotel haunted by a homicidal ghost, who succeeded in temporarily killing me I might add.
Gerard the lead singer got me to walk onstage so he could sing me a late happy birthday while my angelic dead best friend who is also invisible recorded the event on my cell.

Frank took me on a sorta date where it ended with me getting hopped up on Skittles then going back to the hotel and being the first fan to see the music video for I’m Not Okay.
I found out the band were vampires…and invited Frank Iero to bite me.

A toaster broke the bus and we had to pull over which resulted in my fox running away.
Then to top things off I made out in the snow and fell in love with the rhythm guitarist.
And my whole life is apparently a lie.

Now I’m in Blackford the town I ran away from trying to stop my angel friend from destroying it.

My life…there you go.

1. Chapter 1: A Kiss Goodbye

2. Chapter 2: We Are So Far From You

3. Chapter 3: Say Goodbye

4. Chapter 4: I Miss You So Far

5. Chapter 5: The Hearts You Broke

6. Chapter 6: I've Been Holding On Tonight

7. Chapter 7: Give 'Em Hell Kid

8. Chapter 8: Struck Down

9. Chapter 9: I Love You More Than I Did Yesterday

10. Chapter 10: Tell Me Where We Go From Here

11. Chapter 11: I Can't Begin To Let You Know Just What I'm Feeling

12. Chapter 12: Made From The Sharpest Things

13. Chapter 13: Say A Prayer

14. Chapter 14: I Can't Always Just Forget Her

15. Chapter 15: The Red Ones Make Me Fly

16. Chapter 16: The Blue Ones Help Me Fall

17. Chapter 17: If I Fall Down

18. A Note From The Author

19. Chapter 18: Nobody Knows All The Trouble I've Seen

20. Chapter 19: It Isn't That Much Fun, Staring Down a Loaded Gun