Counting Down The Days To Go (Frerard)

Dr. Johnson refused to look me in the eyes, no matter how intently I stared at him. He fiddled with his pen before sighing and looking to his clipboard.
"Gerard... I--"
"Tell me." He finally dared to bring his gaze to mine.
"6 months."
I felt sick to my stomach. Scratch that, I was already throwing up. The nurse ran to my side and held up a trash can as I emptied my stomach of the little food I had eaten. Once my stomach was completely empty, I wiped off my mouth and looked back to the doctor.
"I'm so sorry, Gerard. You're so young. You have so much to live for." I felt tears sting my eyes and I covered my face. I didn't dare look away from my palms until the clicking of loafers had faded.
182 days. 182 days and I will meet my doom.
What a great way to start off my summer break.

Teen Frerard, in higschool. Trigger warnings for self harm and life-threatening diseases.

story finished as of 7/23/14! thanks to all my readers <3

1. Frank

2. Just Met

3. Pouring Rain

4. Wonderful

   TW: Self harm mention

5. Fun

   sex.

6. Demolition Lovers

   TW: Self harm, domestic abuse

7. Straight to Video

8. Who?

9. Forever

10. Full Name

    more sex

11. Firetruck Red

12. Homophobia is Gay

    tw: homophobia

13. 'Till Your Breathing Stops, Forever

    fluff + intro to next chapter

14. Burden

    TW: Self harm mention, domestic abuse mention

15. Reunion

    I COULDNT THINK OF A NAME FOR THIS CHAPTER

16. Wake Up

17. Make the Most

18. I Love You

    COULDN'T THINK OF A CHAPTER NAME

19. Eventful

    sexy times

20. Bucket List

    kind of a filler but kind of relevant idk

21. Dance, Mr. Brightside.

    IDK I JUST DONT KNOW

22. So Long and Goodnight

23. You Love It

    shameless fluff

24. Out

25. Until The End of Time

    sexy times again

26. Scorpions, Halloween, and Kat

    Alternatively titled: I Kind Of Lied, Here's Another Chapter

27. Sure

    Alternatively titled: Oops, I Lied Again, Here's Another Chapter; I Was Bored And Had Nothing Else To Do So Here's Some Shameless Fluff And An Important Thing - A Song From Fall Out Boy

28. 3 A.M.

    Alternatively titled: Oh, Look! I Lied Again! Here's Another Chapter Written At Midnight!

29. Jack

30. Not as Much

    this was written at midnight okay

31. The Author Couldn't Think of A Name For This Chapter

    filler that's mostly dialogue bc why not

32. I Like It

    slightly sexual?? no actual sex though. that's next chapter.

33. I Did

    there actually wasn't sex in this chapter, i was too lazy to write an entire sex scene. sorry. not sorry. okay im kind of sorry.

34. Never Did I Ever

    SHORT FILLER BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY TO ACTUALLY WRITE SOMETHING

35. New Kid

    ANOTHER SHORT FILLER BECAUSE WHY NOT

36. Build God, Then We'll Talk (And A Few More Of Your Least Favorite Things)

    trigger warning

37. Wonderful Caricature of Intimacy

    short chapter just so i can say i updated twice in one night

38. Blur

39. The Author Couldn't Think of A Name For This Chapter, Either

40. They Are Not Like Tremors

    SHORT FILLER WITH NO REAL RELEVANCE BECAUSE I WANTED TO UPDATE

41. Come One, Come All, To This Tragic Affair

42. Silk Sheet, Blue Dawn

43. But You'll Be Faded Soon

44. I Couldn't Think of A Chapter Name!

    HAHA FILLER BC I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE

45. Ella and Homecoming

46. All Hallows' Eve

47. The End. (PI)

    Reuploaded bc it wouldn't show up for some people.

48. The End. (PII)

    Reuploaded bc it wouldn't show up for some people.

49. Epilogue

    Reuploaded bc it wouldn't show up for some people.

50. New fic!