So I’ve written fanfic before, but never like this. This is a Frerard, but it is NOT smutty, so if that’s what you’re looking for, please leave, because I do not write smut.Okay, so now that’s cleared up, the actual summary. Okay. So we have our beloved Gerard Way, who is clinically insane. Not that that means anything to him, of course. He feels completely normal. But, no, those idiots in the white coats take joy in telling him that his brain doesn’t work right. So he has weird dreams. Everyone has those, right? Okay, and maybe he gets them when he’s awake, too. But, you know, it’s not like he’s stabbing anybody. He’s sick of being spoken to like he’s a little kid. So, screw it. Gerard is out. Gerard’s POV. **Trigger Warning** DISCLAIMER I’m sure I made this point in my last fic. But, in case you forgot, I am a ninja. And if I see this anywhere else, I will find you while you sleep. And you will lose your hair.I don’t own Frank Anthony Iero Jr or Gerard Arthur Way, yet, but I will get there one day. For now, anyway, I don’t own the characters, just the plot.

1. And as the blood runs down the walls.

2. Pills don't help but it sure is funny.

3. As Lady and I look out tonight on Desolation Row

4. These pigs are after me.

5. Heaven help us.

6. Let me be the one to save you.

7. I'm the only friend that makes you cry

8. Come on angel, don't you cry

9. So give me all you've got, I can take it.

10. Art is the weapon.

11. So shut your eyes, kiss me goodbye

12. Here's what I've got to say.

13. And in this pool of blood, I'll meet your eyes.

14. And the collision of your kiss, that made it so hard.

15. Blood, blood, gallons of the stuff.

    **TRIGGER WARNING**

16. Tell me where we go from here

17. Life was perfect

18. Save yourself, I'll hold them back

19. Just sleep

20. Singing songs that make you slit your wrists.

21. Quick note.

22. I lost my fear of falling.

23. The kind of human wreckage that you love.

24. When I'm here no longer, you must be stronger

    **Frank's POV**

25. It's really quite alarming.

    **Gerard's POV again**

26. But nobody cares if you're losing yourself.

27. Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say

28. Imsorryimsorryimsorry

    not a chapter im super sorry

29. I will be with you

    **Franks POV**

30. I will be with you (part II)

    **Gerard's POV again**

31. Author's Note!!

32. Never Let Them Take The Light Behind Your Eyes