Beyond The Filter

*Crystal's P.O.V*

I tried to liven my spirits as I walked down the run down alleyway that lead to the street for which my house is. I started singing 'Let It Go' for some unknown reason, I don't even like that fucking film, let alone the damn song. I tried to think of a new song, but all I could think of was a parody of the same song 'fuck it all, fuck it all, don't give a damn any more' and I found myself just occasionally just singing it outloud in the street. Good thing that people don't really come out around here. I started to regret wearing ripped jeans, but at least I looked... Different? I don't know. 
After a few minutes of contemplating what 'different' meant, I almost was home. Relief crashed over me and yet it still felt sad. I was dreaming up in my head of Gerard coming running to me, shouting his apologies, picking me up, spinning me around, like he has many times now, and making contact with our lips. Just the thought of his lips made me feel all warm inside-
GET A GRIP, HE HATES YOU, GET OVER IT. YOU'LL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS.  Fuck you brain! I tried my hardest to ignore it, I truely did, but I ended up crouching up against the wall about a minutes from my house, cradling my head. I haven't felt this low in ages. 
"FUCK!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. This needs to stop. 
"Oooooooooohoooo look who we have here boys! Just who we was looking for." fuck. Now I'm done for. 
"Shouldn't of set your emo freaks on me the other day, I've come for you now bitch!" said Jade with a grin. I tried to scream, to shout for Gerard, but nothing but stuttered words came out. 
"Get her boys," and that. That was the last sentence I heard before a shadow of guys crowded around me and darkness covered my vision...

*Gerard's P.O.V*

'Hey Crystal. I'm sorry I've been a dick, please respond, I really want to talk' - sent over 1 hour ago
'Please. I want to make it up to you'- sent 40 minutes ago
'I want you to understand'- sent 20 minutes ago
'Ae you okay?!'- sent 10 minutes ago
All unread
I started to pace around the room, humming to myself to keep me calm, under control. Frank was in the room, along with everyone else and they all had a face of worry. Apart from Mikey but, that's Mikey for you. 
"Has she got back to you yet?" Frank asked again. 
"NO! No Frank, like she didn't a few seconds ago and all the other 17 times you've fucking asked!!!" I shouted. I never really snap at Frank and I automatically start to regret it. 
"I'm sorry Gerard, it's just, shes my friend too and I'm worried, like we all are." he said as Ray nodded his head intently. I made a decision.
"I'm going to go find her, I'll keep you all updated, just have your phones on you." I ordered. I wanted to turn into one of my cartoon drawings I created. I made every one of us into rebellious characters dressed in bright colours with masks and ray guns. Mine was suited to look like a leader, someone confident and unafraid to save people that he loves. I'm going to find her, I just hope she's okay. 

*Crystal's P.O.V*

When I awoke, the pain didn't come immediately. It wasn't even there when my eyes awoke. It then came all at once, my legs, arms, shoulders, head, feet. And something didn't feel right. I looked around eventually and saw I was in an abandoned bus shelter, not far from my home. A sharp pain jabbed into my side and I realised it was my phone. I managed to move my arm and direct my hand to where my phone was. I pulled it out and looked at the messages. All from Gerard. It's been hours since I left and he must be worried. Pain shot through my body and my phone dropped to the ground. I sat up a little bit, and immediately regretted it. Not only was there a harsh pain everywhere in my body, but all my clothes were ripped up. Especially my jeans, they were even more ripped than before, I may as well not be wearing any. I moved my hand down my body and I suddenly realised what had happened. FUCK NO! His cant have happened. How could they?! She disliked me that much that she got her boys to fucking rape me?! I started to sob, quietly at first, but then loudly after a minute. My head swirled around with thoughts. What would Gerard think? What would my friends think? All the people at school? My brother?

Could I be pregnant?

No no no no no no no no. This can't be happening, it's a nightmare, a fucking nightmare. But it wasn't. 
This was real. 
I've never wanted to die so much in my life.

*Gerard's P.O.V*

Fuck! Why didn't I ask where she fucking lived?! I'm running down every street, every alleyway, every track, to find the girl I love. I need to find her and I would die trying. I won't give up. I can't give up. I stop and look at my phone, two hours since she left. I run down ghe road which then leads onto flats and the run down area. I don't like it down there, I feel so out of place here. But I must find her. I spot the girl I threatened the other day with a group of boys, high fiving and she had the most devilish grin on her face. I run over to her. 
"Where is she?!" i shout
"Oh you should go home. She isn't a great sport. The boys found her quite boring." she grinned and the boys laughed loudly. My eyes grew wide at the realisation. 
"Oh fuck..." I whispered as I took off at a sprint. 
"CRYSTAL! CRYSTAL! WHERE ARE YOU?! Oh god please reply!!!"
I stopped to listen for a reply. Please be okay.

*Crystal's P.O.V*

I heard a shout similar to my name. I opened my mouth to reply but only a groan came out. I can't believe this is happening. I stopped, gathered all my strength, every last ounce of my voice and cried out for that person. I did this multiple times before I started to feel light headed. Then, out of nowhere, a familiar black silhouette came at the entrance of the Bus station before I unwillingly blacked out once again. 

*Mikeys P.O.V*

I want my Gerard back. He always talked to me, looked out for me, cared for me. But lately, it seems as if he just forgot about me. And all for that Crystal girl. He's fallen hard in love. And in the process, forgetting about the one person that truely cares about him. I don't care if he finds her. I don't want to see her again. She's stolen my brother. 

*Gerard's P.O.V*

During the time I stopped, I started to hear moans of distress. It can't be. I can't believe it. I've never ran so fast in my life, but I sprinted towards the bus station entrance and finally found my girl. She saw me, attempted to get up, and blacked out again. Thank god I found her. But she was in such a state. 
"Babe, I found you! It's okay, you're safe. I said I would always keep you safe and I slipped up, I'm so sorry, I'm such a jerk. I'm here now though."
I cried into her limp body. After a few seconds, I laid her down onto my lap and pulled out my phone to call Ray. 
"Have you found her? Is she okay?! What's happened?!" shouted Ray. 
"I've found her, she'd in a terrible state so could you come down to pick us up at.... Desolation Row, the bus shelter."
" I'll be there in five. Well done Gerard," he finished and we hung up. I looked down at her, almost like sleeping beauty. 
"I'm so sorry Crystal. I love you. I haven't had the balls to say it. But you belong to me, I believe. It sounds so cliche but I do love you and I'm sorry. 
After waiting and checking up on her every half minute, Ray arrived and helped me carry her to the car. We all got in and I cradled Crystal in my arms. 
"Return to me Crystal."

Notes

More triggers to come. More action and probably some tears. Ive got a good plot coming to my head but I would like to know if you guys are still interested in this? Stay Ugly