Return To Me, My Love

Frank and I continue to make out heatedly for a few minutes, my shirt being dropped on the floor followed by his and just as my hands wander down his stomach, my fingers fumbling with the button on his jeans Frank suddenly pulls back and pants out "Fuck" under his breath. I stare up at him confused and he pants again before saying "I don't have any lube with me." "We can make do" I tell him, panting harshly as I finally get his jeans open, making quick work of the zipper and once I have them open I push Frank over onto his back, my hands tugging at his pants as I shift onto my knees over him and once I have them off I throw them aside and sink my mouth down over his rock hard dick, his taste invading my mouth and making my own dick throb in my pants. I continue to bob up and down on his length for a few minutes, building up a steady rhythm while my hand gently fondles his balls and Frank groans deep above me before panting out "Fuck, your mouth, ooh babe can't believe how fucking good you are," his hands coming down to tangle in my hair, making me groan around him as his nails gently scratch against my scalp, sending shivers of pleasure down my spine. A few seconds later as I pull back for a proper breath Frank sits up, his hands quickly grabbing my hips and flipping me over onto my back before gripping my pants and tugging them down, my hips lifting up to help him get them off and once I'm naked Frank shuffles around until hes straddling my shoulders, his dick just hovering above my lips as he sinks his mouth down onto my dick, sliding all the way down until I'm almost in the back of his throat, only a few centimetres at my base not enveloped in his warm wet mouth and it's the furthest he's ever taken me before, his throat tightening around me as he gags a little but he doesn't pull back, continuing to slide down just a little further until his nose is pressed into my balls, the sparks of pleasure shooting up my spine from the sensation so great I feel my toes curl and I clench my hands in the sheets to keep from cumming immediately. A few long seconds later Frank starts to slowly slide his way back up my length as he pulls back and I feel the streams of saliva running down my balls and I groan again before tilting my head up and taking his dick in my mouth again, bringing one hand out of the sheets to reach up and grab a handful of his ass, using my grip to pull his hips down, forcing his dick further into my mouth wanting to return the favour and I take him as deep into my throat as I can handle, trying my best to relax my throat and Frank groans around my dick, the vibrations causing my toes to curl again and we both get lost in trying to bring the other undone, trying to outdo each other as we lick and suck and moan around each others lengths, both of us bucking our hips and fucking into each others mouths until Frank eventually loses control and his whole body starts to shake above me as he starts to cum, flooding my mouth with it and after the first few spurts he pulls his hips back, one of his hands quickly coming down to grip himself and he finishes cumming all over my face while I lay back and take it, loving every second of it as he keeps moaning around and sucking on my dick. After his final spurt Frank lets go of his length, his fingers coming down to rub against my chin, collecting some of his cum before he brings his hand down and shoves those two fingers into my hole, using his cum as lube and I moan loudly before leaning up and taking his still mostly hard dick back into my mouth, gently sucking and licking at it, cleaning up all the cum left behind as Frank continues to fuck my ass with his fingers, my hips still bucking up and fucking into his mouth until he whines and pulls back to tell me he's too sensitive and I pull back, Frank pulling his fingers from me before moving off me completely and I whine a little in disapproval at the loss of contact as he shifts around to kneel between my legs and he chuckles softly to himself before saying "You're so needy baby, such a slut for me," his mouth and fingers returning to me and it only takes another few minutes until I'm bucking my hips frantically as I cum, the waves of pleasure shooting through my body as Frank continues to finger and suck me through it making it impossible to stay still.

I lay on the bed panting for breath for what feels like hours, my body shaking and tingling all over in the aftermath of what may have been the best orgasm of my life and Frank lays beside me, holding me against his chest as he presses soft kisses all over my face while one of his hands gently strokes through and plays with my hair. I whine softly, my body still feeling over sensitive as another shiver runs through me and Frank tightens his hold on me as he makes a soft soothing noise in my ear and I slide even closer to him, our bodies pressed together as he starts pressing soft kisses into my hair, whispering sweet nothings in the otherwise silent room and when I finally manage to come down he pulls back enough to stare into my eyes before saying "Baby I know you wanted to have sex just then and while I want that too I'm glad we didn't because I don't think we're ready for that to fully happen again yet. I love you so much Gerard, you mean more to me than anything ever has in my whole life, I would die for you and when I said I want to be the man you deserve I truly meant it and I know that even though we might be in a better place right now I'm still not what you deserve yet. I want to be a better person for you, I want us to work to a point where we can be together again fully, where I can have you come home and be there with me for good and where I won't ever hurt you again, physically or emotionally. I think back to what happened in Paris and it fucking kills me babe, I can't believe I could ever hurt you the way I did and I will spend the rest of my life trying to make up for what I've done. You're so amazing baby and after everything I've ever done you're still here loving me and I know I don't deserve that so I just want to say thank you for loving me like you do and for sticking by me through everything." I take a deep breath, Franks words running through my mind and I can't seem to form a coherent thought so I lean up and seal my lips to his, my tongue sliding it's way into his mouth and he immediately kisses back, the kiss soft and slow and sweet and when we finally break apart I lay back and stare up into his eyes as I say "Frankie, I love you but this touring thing is so hard, I need you home with me so we can work on things." Franks face pulls into a frown as he says "I know but baby there's nothing I can..." "I need you home with me Frank, nothing is going to get better unless you're there with me every day making an effort and working with me" I tell him, finally voicing what I want and Frank sighs before pulling back and climbing off the bed.

Frank paces back and forth across the room a few times, his hands running through his hair and I sit up and pull the blanket across my lap right before he turns back to me and says "Gee you know I can't....." "You can" I tell him, taking a deep breath before saying "No one is holding a gun to your head and forcing you to be on this tour. I need you home with me, I need a husband who's there every day. I love you Frank and after everything you've put me through I still want you but I want you home, I need you in my life consistently, not just when your schedule allows time for me. I want to be your number one priority and......" "You are babe but you're being a little selfish right now" Frank tells me, swallowing hard when he sees the look of anger cross my face and I climb off the bed, wrapping the sheet around my waist and as I make my way to the bathroom, grabbing my bag as I cross the room I turn and say "Maybe, but that's what I need and if you're not willing then maybe this isn't going to work out after all," Franks mouth dropping open as I walk into the bathroom and close the door, locking it behind me before crossing the room and starting the shower.

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