Return To Me, My Love

I freeze, completely shocked for a few seconds before I regain the ability to move and I brace my hands against Ian's chest, gently pushing but he refuses to go, letting go of my shirt to slide his arms around my waist and pull me tight against him, his fingers digging into the small of my back as he gently sucks on my bottom lip, catching it between his teeth and when I part my lips to gasp at the sensation he forces his tongue between them, sliding it into my mouth and I pull my head back as much as I can, turning it to the side and breaking the kiss. "Ian stop" I pant out, pushing against his chest again and he leans in and starts mouthing at the side of my neck. "You want me back in your life right?" He pants against my skin and I whine before nodding and he pulls back, one hand coming up to roughly grip my chin and force my head to turn back to face him, his face so close to mine I can feel his breath wash over my lips. "Then it's you and me, together for real, or nothing at all" he tells me and I feel my eyes well with tears as I stare into his eyes and Ian leans in and presses one last peck to my lips before saying "You have until tomorrow to decide," his hands leaving me and he crosses the room and leaves, the door slamming shut behind him. I feel my knees wobble before I collapse back down onto the couch, my chest going tight as what just happened dawns on me and just as I lean forward, my head dropping into my hands the door opens again and I head footsteps approach as Frank says "Baby, are you ok?"

I take a deep breath before bringing my hands in to rub over my face, wiping up the stray tears on my cheeks before I look up and Frank sighs before coming to kneel at my feet. "Ian being a dick again?" He asks, his warm hands resting on my knees. "Yeah" I mumble out, figuring it's for the best if Frank thinks Ian was just saying stuff to me. "Don't let him get to you babe, if he's gonna act like this then fuck him" Frank continues and I nod, sliding one hand down to rest over his and Frank flips his hand over and curls his fingers up through mine. "I'm so happy you're here, this has been the best surprise ever" Frank tells me, his mouth pulling into a huge smile as he tries to lighten the mood and I can't help but smile back as I say "I missed you so much." "I missed you too babe, how long are you staying for?" "Uh I don't really.....I didn't book a ticket home so...." I trail off, just now realising I should have planned this visit more carefully. "Well if you don't have any other plans, it would be cool if you wanna hang out and we can go back to New York together, I mean if you wanted to spend that much time, if not we can get you a ticket home" Frank says, his eyes locking with mine and I can tell he's fully leaving the decision up to me. "Maybe we'll just see how it goes?" I offer, Franks smile falling just a little as he nods before he pushes himself to stand and once I'm on my feet too we leave the room hand in hand, making our way outside where there is still a small crowd and a few kids scream my name as Frank and I make our way to the waiting van, heading back to the hotel with the rest of the guys.

After we get back to the hotel Frank takes a shower and when he's done I go into the bathroom to take my own, smiling when I see the I Love You written inside a heart drawn in the fog on the mirror and when I'm done I make my way back into the room, towelling my wet hair but I pause in my step as I see the room is empty, Frank gone and I feel my heart sink a little as I continue my way over to my bag, dropping the towel on the floor and grabbing a shirt. I settle back on the bed, turning the tv on and ten minutes later the door opens and Frank steps back in, a sheepish smile on his face as he says "Sorry babe, the guys wanted to talk about tomorrow and I didn't think it would take that long." "It's ok" I tell him, turning my attention back to the tv and Frank frowns as he come over, kicking his shoes off before climbing onto the bed and settling beside me, his hand reaching out to gently cup my cheek and turn my head towards him. "Are you upset?" He asks, his forehead still creased and I shake my head as I say "No, it's fine." "You hungry? We could order in food" Frank offers and I smile as I nod, my stomach choosing that moment to rumble loudly and Frank chuckles to himself as he climbs off the bed, crossing to where the room phone is, pausing to ask if I want anything in particular but I just tell him to surprise me, turning my attention back to the tv as he makes the call and when he's done he joins me back on the bed, sliding up next to me and pulling me into his chest as we lay together watching tv.

Twenty minutes later the food arrives and Frank gets up to let the guy in, taking the tray and bringing it back over to the bed and we sit together and eat, sharing everything and by the time we're done Frank is staring at me with an all too familiar look in his eyes, a shiver running through me as I smirk to myself, making a show out of darting my tongue out to lick my lips and when I look over at him out of the corner of my eye again he's biting on his bottom lip, his pupils blown and I decide to just go for it, turning my head and smashing my lips to his, my tongue immediately forcing its way into his mouth and Frank opens up for me, his hands grabbing at me and I kneel up and shift around to straddle his lap, grinding down a little as I settle and pulling a groan from him. We kiss heatedly for a few minutes, our hands wandering each other's upper bodies and as I slide my hands down again, gripping the bottom of Franks shirt he pulls back and breaks the kiss, panting harshly a few times before saying "Babe, I think...." "I think you should fuck me" I tell him, our eyes locking and Frank growls softly before surging in and sealing his lips to mine again, tipping us to the side and slamming my back into the mattress as he scrambles over me and starts tugging at my shirt.

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