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Gerard’s POV
Lyn-z wanted to talk to me, so I asked her to come where I already stood. I was in the park between her house, and my own, smoking, and waiting.
I dropped the butt of my cigarette just to pull another out of the pack I held in my pocket. Lyn-z sounded upset, and with all that was going on, it stressed me out even more. I had planned to break up wither her today, and then go talk to Frank later. But now, Lyn wanted to see me too, and it made me lose my fucking cool.
As I stood waiting, I saw a familiar face; I didn’t expect to see, Josh. Josh had come to my school, after his parents divorced; Josh had gone to a new school and spent time with his dad. We spent quite a bit of time together and the sight of josh brought a smile across my face. Not necessarily because I had anything I particularly wanted to say but because it was part of my old life. Yes I liked it here, but I missed my old home, my old school, and my old life.
“Gerard?” Josh called.
“Hey man,” I took another drag, dropping the rest, which was about half. I gave josh a brief hug, patting his back.
“Didn’t expect to see you here,” he smiled.
“Yeah, I’ve been living with my gram,” I sighed, “Long story.”
“Well, we’ve got time, at least I do,” he chuckled to himself.
“Yeah, I actually don’t, for once. I’m actually waiting for my girlfriend,” I took out another cigarette lighting it and letting out a puff of smoke.
“Oh really?” Josh smirked raising his eyebrows at me. “Dude, it’s not like that. You know I’m not into sex, I’m into the pills and booze,” I chuckled because it didn’t seem much better, if at all. “In fact, here she is,” I could feel my expression become concerned, I wasn’t sure if I was ready for this.
“That’s your girlfriend?” Josh bit his knuckle as Lyn approached us. “I’m gonna go,” Josh motioned and began to leave.
“Do you know him?” Lyn-z pointed her eyes almost accusing.
“Yeah,” My expression became confused, “Why?”
“No reason,” Lyn0z stared after Josh sternly.
“he went to my school last year,” I chuckled, I didn’t believe her no reason excuse but I wasn’t in the mood to press.
“What school did you go to?” he head snapped to look at me.
“Just some public school down south a bit,” I put my hands in my pockets with a shrug. “look I really need to talk to you.”
“Me first.”
“Sure,” I was kind of disappointed, I didn’t want her to say something to make me feel guilty about what I was going to do, but it’s what she wanted.
She took my hands as we stood there silently, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath; I took that brief moment to look at her, like really look at her. I know she was probably struggling with something mentally but she was still beautiful. I wasn’t about to pressure her so I just waited patiently.
As a few moments passed, I took her to the park bench to sit, she was postponing my turn to speak, and so I let her.
“Gerard?” Lyn-z finally spoke; I just rubbed her arm hopefully letting her know everything was ok. I really wasn’t going to be able to break up wither her now. I know frank will hate me, but I’ll have to just do it another day. I nearly smiled at the thought but then I realized I might get slapped. “I’m pregnant,” she breathed, my went blank.
What? How? As I went over all of it in my mind the blank expression quickly turned into any angry one.
“Whose is it?” I grumbled. Taking my arm from her shoulder and supporting myself on my knees.
“G- Gerard, it doesn’t matter, right? I love you, and you love me, right? We can get through it I promise. You promise too right?” Her excessive use of right’s showed how much confirming she really needed.
“Lyn no!” I hit her as she tried to grab mine, “Goddamnit! Who’d you fuck?!”
“Her eyes looked horrified, afraid, “Josh,” she muttered.
I leaped off my place on the bench to find the twerp, I knew where he would be, and he was standing outside the park smoking a cigarette unexpectedly. I know I was going to break up wither her already, didn’t mean this pissed me off any less. She was still my girlfriend, and I still cared about her. If she had kissed another guy, that would be one thing, but she slept with him. That was past my boundaries, and what I had done. I sprinted out the mouth of the park. I stopped to look around, to my right, under the street sign, stood josh.
He turned around to face me as I recomposed myself and walked over calmly, “hey man,” He smiled, “What’d your girlfriend need?”
“Oh…” I grimaced, “don’t act like you don’t know”
The smile melted off his face, especially when my fist collided with his face. I threw him against the wall hitting him repeatedly.
“Gerard stop!” Lyn-z’s voice was faded in the distance, even though I could feel her next to me. She pulled on my shoulder trying to get off of him.
I was pulled back to reality, lyn-z’s voice was streaming in my ear, as the reoccurring thump of my fist against the guy pinned against the wall.
I pulled off of him, I had caused quite a bit of damage to josh’s face, but not to the point where he needed medical attention. I pulled off of him and when he tried to come off whe wall I shoved him back.
“go live with him,” I backed away slowly off the curb, “make that happy family you always wanted. Don’t you dare come back unless he’s fucking killing you!” I turned around and took off in a jog to go to frank’s house.
I burst in through his bedroom door after brushing off his welcoming mother. I skipped steps all the way up the stairs. When I came into his room, “Your turn,” I pointed at him, “I broke up with Lyn,” I pointed to the door, “now you do the same with Jamia.”
“Gerard, calm down, I took care of it last week,” Frank stood putting the guitar beside him.
“Did you know?” I was still kind of in shock; I could feel the sad expression on my face.
“Know what?” Frank asked.
“Did you know she cheated on me? That she’s pregnant, she slept with my best friend from my home town.”
“I’m sorry Gerard,” Frank sighed, “you know the tattoo on my chest?” Frank pulled up his shirt to show the big piece of work on his chest, “used to be Jamia’s name, obviously, its no-”
“Frank, did you know?” I closed my eyes persisting as I interrupted him.
Frank nodded, “look, I’m sorry.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?!” I yelled.
“She told me not to,” Frnak mumbled.
“Jamia,” Frank stared at the ground.
“Frank how long have you known?”
“I found out last week,” Frank sighed. “Jamia said Lyn-z wanted to tell you herself, so I decided if she didn’t tell you when you broke up with her I would.”
“Fine,” I said, not really directing it at him, or anyone for that matter. It was mostly me accepting my position in this situation. “After what I just did, please tell me, are you going to break up with Jamia?”
“Done,” Frank said abruptly.
“What do you mean?”
“Gerard, I broke up with her when she told me Lyn was pregnant,” Frank made eye contact with me.
“Really?” I asked, Frank hadn’t told me he was even planning on doing such a thing, it kind of took me off guard.
“We’re free me,” Frank shrugged and whispered leaning against the wall like it wasn’t really that great.
“I beat the shit out of him,” my voice cut in much stronger and forceful than his, “I mean not enough to get myself sent to jail, but enough for him to know my fist well enough he wouldn’t want to meet it again.” I took a drink from the beer I had recently retrieved from the mini fridge.
“Why Gerard,” Frank gave me a look of pity, “you were breaking up with her you were leaving the relationship anyway why do you still care?”
“There’s still a soft spot in me for her frank. Imagine all the things she’s going to miss! It’s not fair to her, and he’s an idiot for ruining her future like that. She had plans you know?” My voice rose as I glared at the floor.
Almost immediately, Frank leapt off the wall to come to me. Frank sat himself down on my lap; he took my hands off the beer and the floor placing them onto his own face, “Look at me,” he whispered, I kept my eyes on his chest, “Gerard look at me!” The sudden change in frank’s voice caught my attention, forcing me to look at him, “You’re ok. She is going to be ok, and Josh, if you stay with me, will be oh- kay!” he carefully pronounced each syllable. “Shit happens, shit just now happened, but we don’t need to worry about that anymore. Gerard she is not your problem anymore, it’s good you care, but you can’t care to the point where you change.”
“I haven’t changed,” I whispered.
“I just watched you change, right in front of me. The Gerard I know wouldn’t beat the shit out of some guy.
I nodded in response, Frank was right, things would get better, and beating the shit of this kid’s father wasn’t going to make it go any faster.
Frank leaned in and kissed me softly starting slowly and gently, he moved his lips with mine. Just as Frank really began to get into it, and enjoy himself, I pulled myself away. “Frank, I can’t.” I whispered as if it wasn’t obvious, “not yet.”
Frank frowned, and then nodded to show his understanding, “I get it.” His words only sounded half hearted. He may have understood, didn’t make him like the decision anymore.
“I think I’m going to go for a walk,” I gave him a gentle nudge to get off of me so that I wouldn’t have to force him to do so. I picked up my beer and began to walk out the door. “I’ll probably go home after this, but I’ll text you to let you know.” I began to close the door without turning around.
“Okay,” frank sighed, and just before the door latched behind me, I heard a subtle, “I love you.”


I fucking love this so fucking much.
I love how you added real interviews, and real events, and dates,
and ugh, I just fucking love this so fucking much,
I spent my whole day reading this.
You made it sound like it is in fact what happened, if not somewhat close to what actually happen.
---sorry for the weridness, I just freaking love this.
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I just used up my entire day to read this entire story because its just so awesome :D
I really wish you could make a sequel (or maybe a short-story/epilogue type of thing?) I would love to see what happened with Lynz and Jamia. Oh, and also, I didn't get the ending. Are Gee and Frank together or not? Did they even get back together after trying to rebuild their friendship? Amazing story, I really loved the ending~
-xoxo Dani
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Thank you so much :3
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Haha :3 no worries! I love me some good mcr fics and this one is deffinaltey up there ^.^
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that was so fast. thank you so much! So many people are commenting that they like it and it's making me wanna leap off the computer and go hide away in my room and write. Thank you so much. I really hope I don't disapoint you and i really hope you keep reading! I'd love to hear more feedback from all these undercover fans! thank you so much.

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