The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

The next day Frank goes back to work and I lay around the house alone. I glance at the clock and see that Frank should have been home an hour ago and I start to get worried, wondering where he could be and if he's ok. Another half hour passes and I'm beside myself with all the worst case senarios running through my mind, just about to pull on a jacket and go look for him when the door opens and Frank comes stumbling in with some guy. I immediately grow wary, remembering the last time Frank showed up here with some random guy and Frank smiles wide before walking towards me. I can tell from the glazed over look in his eyes and the stench coming off him that he is beyond drunk and just as he's about to reach me he trips on the leg of the coffee table and falls, his face ending up in my lap. "Oh hey there" he slurs out as he starts mouthing at my dick through my sweatpants. I gently pull his head away saying "Frank, you have company." He giggles drunkenly before turning to look at the guy standing in the corner. "Oh hey Matt, when did you get here?" I shake my head and let myself smile just a little at his drunken stupidity and 'Matt' starts laughing hard. "I brought you home remember?" He says and Frank looks confused before he turns back to me and smiles wide saying "Gee baby I'm so glad you're here." I chuckle before grabbing his arm and pulling him off the floor and onto the couch with me. He snuggles into my side and starts licking my neck like a lollipop and I try to gently push him away as I turn to Matt and say "Thanks for bringing him home." Matt laughs and says "Hey no problem. Good luck with him." I smile and say "I think I'll just put him to bed, let him sleep it off." "Cool, just be careful with his chest, probably still pretty tender" he says before waving at me and saying "See you at work Frankie" and turning, leaving the apartment and leaving me in confusion. "What happened to your chest babe?" I ask and when I turn my head to look Frank is passed out, drooling on my shoulder. I shake my head fondly before standing up and scooping him into my arms, carrying him into the bedroom and laying him on the bed. I gently remove his shoes and socks and undo his belt, taking his jeans off and leaving him in his boxers and tshirt. I'm about to leave the room again when curiosity gets the better of me and I slide his shirt up, gasping when I see what Matt was talking about. Under a clear covering is a new tattoo, my name, right over where his heart is. I gently trail my finger tips over the plastic covering it, smiling wide and Frank jolts beneath my fingers and his eyes snap open. "Hey sexy baby" he slurs out before grabbing my wrist and pulling me down over him, sealing our mouths together. He slides his tongue into my mouth and I can taste the alcohol and cigarettes he's consumed. I pull away, Frank looking upset at the action, before I climb over him properly, straddling his hips and leaning in, sealing my mouth over his again, the kisses turning from sloppy to heated and biting. I groan out into Franks mouth as his hands slide up and down my back, stopping to squeeze my ass and I pull away panting out "Are you too drunk to get it up? Cause I think I'll go insane if I don't get you inside me right now." Frank chuckles and bucks up against my thigh, showing me just how hard he is already. "Fuck baby" I groan out before shuffling back a little and gripping his shirt, tearing it off him before grabbing the waistband of his boxers, sliding them down and throwing them away as I sink my mouth over his incredibly hard dick. "Ahh" he moans out and I deep throat him, needing both my hands and undress myself. When I'm naked I pull off with a wet pop and lick my lips, cleaning up all the saliva and precum before I climb back over him and postion myself, straddling his hips and gripping his dick in one hand as I slowly slide myself onto him. When the head is inside I stop and give myself a chance to adjust and Frank grips my hips, suddenly sobering up and says "Baby we should stretch you first." I shake my head violently as I pant out "No I love the burn. Love being stretched open for your big cock baby." Frank groans out at the dirty talk and squeezes my hips harder and I slowly slide down more, working my way down until he's fully buried inside me. Once I've adjusted I start a hard fast pace, riding his dick like my life depends on it.
I throw my head back and moan loudly, so loud the people in the next apartment can probably hear but I don't care, drunk on the feeling of having Franks perfect dick buried deep inside me, pressing against all the right spots to drive me absolutely fucking crazy. "Ahh fuck baby you have no idea how fucking insanely sexy you are" Frank pants out and I look straight into his eyes as I smile cheekily at him and he thrusts up hard, causing my eyes to slip shut as I bite my lip, the pleasure overwhelming. "Fuck baby get down here and bite me like that" he groans out as his hands push against my back, urging me to lay over him as he seals our lips together, our tongues fighting for dominance as we continue to work together. Frank shifts and drives straight into my prostate and I scream into his mouth before biting down on his bottom lip and he screams out in pleasure too. I pull away and lick his bottom lip, tasting a little blood and I pull away further to grin at him before diving back down and sucking his bottom lip into my mouth, sucking gently and causing him to groan and squirm underneath me. I pull away and release his lip and Frank grips my hips, tipping me backwards until my back hits the bed and he's kneeling over me, grabbing my legs and pulling them up and apart as wide as they'll go and starts fucking me hard and fast. "Ohh...ohhhh....fuck baby....don't you dare fucking stop....oh Frankie fuck me" I choke out as Frank fucks me hard enough that I can barely breathe. I feel my orgasm racing up on me and I choke out "Fuck baby...so close." Frank shakes his head before saying "No not yet" and he reaches down and grips the base of my dick, squeezing hard enough to cause me to yell out in discomfort. "Fuck" I call out and he squeezes for a few more seconds before releasing me. "Frankie what the fuck" I ask, his pace slowing and he smiles and says "Still close?" I shake my head, shocked to find I'm not and he smirks at me and starts thrusting hard and fast again. I get lost in the pleasure and forget all about it, moaning and screaming out his name as he fucks me so hard the bed shakes and bangs against the wall. I slump back into the mattress and throw my head back, groaning and clenching my hands in the sheets as I slowly feel my orgasm building up again. "Fffrankie" I stutter out and he nods and kneels back, pulling me up to straddle his lap and I immediately take control again, bouncing and grinding on his dick, our mouths sealed together, swallowing each other's groans of pleasure and just as I feel Franks dick twitching and pulsing inside me I slam down onto him hard and let myself cum, tensing around him and cumming hard enough that a small spurt ends up on his chin. I cum so much it runs down his stomach and pools in our laps and I can feel Frank filling me up with his own cum. We scream and moan into each other's mouths as we come
down, before Frank gently lays me back on the bed, laying over me, never breaking our kiss, his slowly softening dick still buried deep in my ass and we kiss like we don't need air, my fingers tangled in his messed up hair and his hands cupping my face. When his dick softens too much to keep it inside me Frank slowly pulls his hips back, sliding out of me and I groan into the kiss, feeling his cum leaking from my stretched, used hole. Frank smiles against my mouth as he keeps kissing me
and when we finally break apart our lips are sore and swollen and we are panting for breath. "Fucking incredible" Frank pants out as he continues to cup my face, staring into my eyes. "Best sex I think I've ever had baby." I smile up at him and he smiles back. I trail my hands over his chest, stopping when I reach the tattoo. "So" I say and he smiles wide and says "I love you so fucking much baby and I wanted the whole world to know that my heart belongs to you." I smile wide and pull him in for another kiss. When we pull apart again Frank takes my hand and pulls me off the bed, leading me towards the bathroom. I take a few shaky steps before my knees buckle and Frank catches me before I fall, chuckling and saying "Wow I really fucked you good huh" and scooping me into his arms, carrying me to the bathroom. I shake my head before wrapping my arms around his neck and when we reach the bathroom he sits me down and starts the shower. When we're both in I press Frank against the wall and attach my lips to his neck, sucking and biting. "Mmm" he groans out as he throws his head back, giving me better access. I make a big hickie before pulling away and pressing a soft kiss over it and pulling back, smiling at him. "I love you" he tells me and I smile even wider. "I love you too baby" I tell him and he pulls
me into his arms and I go willingly, sinking into his chest as we let the hot water wash over us, me wrapped tightly in the arms
of the man that I love completely, with everything I have.

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