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The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

Summary

Gerard's dreams are haunted by a mystery man he feels a connection to but can't seem to find. His deteriorating mental stability lands him in a mental institution where one of the other patients looks shockingly familiar. FRERARD


Characters

Bert

Bert

Gerard's long term boyfriend who leaves him due to his obsession with a mystery man he continues to dream of

Frank

Frank

The man Gerard dreams of and obsesses over

Gerard

Gerard

Dreams of a man he's never met and becomes obsessed. Has a mental break when his boyfriend of three years leaves him over his obsession and ends up in an institution where his whole life changes

Mikey

Mikey

Gerard's brother who has him committed hoping to be able to help him

Ruby

Ruby

Gerard and Franks adopted daughter

William

William

Guy Gerard meets through working at the coffee shop friendship later turns into an affair

Chapters

  1. Chapter One

  2. Chapter Two

    *this will now be written in Gerard's point of view.

  3. Chapter Three

  4. Chapter Four

  5. Chapter Five

  6. Chapter Six

  7. Chapter Seven

  8. Chapter Eight

  9. Chapter Nine

  10. Chapter Ten

  11. Chapter Eleven

  12. Chapter Twelve

  13. Chapter Thirteen

  14. Chapter Fourteen

    Warning: Graphic violence

  15. Chapter Fifteen

  16. Chapter Sixteen

  17. Chapter Seventeen

  18. Chapter Eighteen

  19. Chapter Nineteen

  20. Chapter Twenty

  21. Chapter Twenty One

  22. Chapter Twenty Two

  23. Chapter Twenty Three

  24. Chapter Twenty Four

  25. Chapter Twenty Five

  26. Chapter Twenty Six

  27. Chapter Twenty Seven

  28. Chapter Twenty Eight

  29. Chapter Twenty Nine

  30. Chapter Thirty

  31. Chapter Thirty One

  32. Chapter Thirty Two

  33. Chapter Thirty Three

  34. Chapter Thirty Four

  35. Chapter Thirty Five

  36. Chapter Thirty Six

  37. Chapter Thirty Seven

  38. Chapter Thirty Eight

  39. Chapter Thirty Nine

  40. Chapter Forty

  41. Chapter Forty One

  42. Chapter Forty Two

  43. Chapter Forty Three

  44. Chapter Forty Four

  45. Chapter Forty Five

    I'm really sorry guys but Graphic Violence and Sexual Assault. Please don't read if these are triggers for you

  46. Chapter Forty Six

  47. Chapter Forty Seven

  48. Chapter Forty Eight

  49. Chapter Forty Nine

  50. Chapter Fifty

  51. Chapter Fifty One

  52. Chapter Fifty Two

  53. Chapter Fifty Three

  54. Chapter Fifty Four

  55. Chapter Fifty Five

  56. Chapter Fifty Six

  57. Chapter Fifty Seven

  58. Chapter Fifty Eight

  59. Chapter Fifty Nine

  60. Chapter Sixty

  61. Chapter Sixty One

  62. Chapter Sixty Two

  63. Chapter Sixty Three

  64. Chapter Sixty Four

  65. Chapter Sixty Five

  66. Chapter Sixty Six

  67. Chapter Sixty Seven

  68. Chapter Sixty Eight

  69. Chapter Sixty Nine

  70. Chapter Seventy

  71. Chapter Seventy One

  72. Chapter Seventy Two

  73. Chapter Seventy Three

  74. Chapter Seventy Four

  75. Chapter Seventy Five

  76. Chapter Seventy Six

  77. Chapter Seventy Seven

  78. Chapter Seventy Eight

  79. Chapter Seventy Nine

  80. Chapter Eighty

  81. Chapter Eighty One

  82. Chapter Eighty Two

  83. Chapter Eighty Three

  84. Chapter Eighty Four

  85. Chapter Eighty Five

  86. Chapter Eighty Six

  87. Chapter Eighty Seven

  88. Chapter Eighty Eight

  89. Chapter Eighty Nine

  90. Chapter Ninety

  91. Chapter Ninety One

  92. Chapter Ninety Two

  93. Chapter Ninety Three

    Warning - sexual abuse

  94. Chapter Ninety Four

  95. Chapter Ninety Five

  96. Chapter Ninety Six

  97. Chapter Ninety Seven

  98. Chapter Ninety Eight

  99. Chapter Ninety Nine

  100. Chapter One Hundred

  101. Chapter 101

  102. Chapter 102

  103. Chapter 103

  104. Chapter 104

  105. Chapter 105

  106. Chapter 106

  107. Chapter 107

  108. Chapter 108

  109. Chapter 109

  110. Chapter 110

  111. Chapter 111

  112. Chapter 112

  113. Chapter 113

  114. Chapter 114

  115. Chapter 115

  116. Chapter 116

  117. Chapter 117

  118. Chapter 118

  119. Chapter 119

  120. Chapter 120

  121. Chapter 121

  122. Chapter 122

  123. Chapter 123

  124. Chapter 124

  125. Chapter 125

  126. Chapter 126

  127. Chapter 127

  128. Chapter 128

  129. Chapter 129

  130. Chapter 130

  131. Chapter 131

  132. Chapter 132

  133. Chapter 133

  134. Chapter 134

  135. Chapter 135

  136. Chapter 136

  137. Chapter 137

  138. Chapter 138

  139. Chapter 139

  140. Chapter 140

  141. Chapter 141

  142. Chapter 142

  143. Chapter 143

  144. Chapter 144

  145. Chapter 145

  146. Chapter 146

  147. Chapter 147

  148. Chapter 148

    Warning: Mentions of self harm

  149. Chapter 149

  150. Chapter 150

  151. NEW STORY

Comments

Im rereading this story well because i have to :3

what now what now
4/2/16

Thank you for this great story! I read it over the last couple of days, and was sad when it ended. I really enjoyed the relationship between Frank and Gerard, especially the beginning was thrilling!
The only thing I didn't like so much were the parts about Ruby, for they were really long and not that exciting. Anyways, thank you very much and I'll definitely reread it again some day :D!

backtoblack backtoblack
1/13/16

I just wanted to tell you that you're amazing
I've read this story last summer where I had to steal the WiFi from the nieghboor just to read this story
(It was really difficult)
It's still one of my favorite 'till now!
Thank you :)

PizzaFrank PizzaFrank
7/10/15

Holy fucking shit.
This book is so fucking amazing, and you have such a wonderful talent.
I love this book, and it is defiantly one of my favorites <3

~Riot~

I just finished this and now I'm trying not to cry
so much drama but such a happy ending