The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

I wake up yet again in the hospital, a nurse standing over me checking my iv. "Hey sweety, how are you feeling?" She asks and I croak out "My chest hurts but I'm ok." I look around and don't see Frank anywhere so I ask "Where's my husband?" She smiles softly and says "There are two men in the waiting room. They kept arguing so I sent them out, that stress isn't good for you in your state." I smile gratefully up at her and say "Thank you." "So which one is your husband sweety?" She asks and I tell her "The shorter one with all the tattoos." She smiles warmly at me and says "Would you like me to get him for you?" I nod before another round of coughs silence me and she gently squeezes my hand and leaves the room. A few minutes later Frank rushes into the room and launches himself on me, cuddling me tight before pulling away and pressing wet kisses all over my face making me giggle and squirm. "Baby baby baby stop scaring me like this." He says inbetween kisses and I smile and push him away lightly as I say "Babe I can't breathe when you do that. And I'm fine now." Frank smiles and says "Sorry babe." "So William is still here?" I ask and he frowns and says "Yeah he won't leave until he knows you're ok. We actually talked for a little and I can see why you fell for him. I still don't like him though." I nod and he says "Do you want to see him?" I look at Frank confused and he says "Babe I'll be cool I promise. From talking to him you guys clearly need to talk it out." I slowly nod my head and Frank pecks my lips and slides off the bed, leaving the room. A few minutes later William comes in and closes the door behind him. "Hey" I croak out and he continues to frown as he walks over and cups my face in his hands, leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. "Hey you" he says softly as he pulls away and sits in the chair beside the bed. "How are you feeling?" "Like shit. But I feel better than I did a few
days ago. I'm sorry, about everything." William shakes his head and says "Baby don't be sorry. I knew this would end badly the second we started but I don't regret it, not for a second. You're incredible Gerard and when I said I loved you I really meant it. I know we can't be together but I'm glad I had you for as long as I did." I smile at him and say "I meant what I said about how I felt for you too. I'm sorry that I hurt you and couldn't give you what you wanted but Frank is it for me and I don't think that I could leave him." William smiles and reaches out to take my hand. "I'll walk away from here today happy, not hurt or upset. I know how much he means to you and you mean just as much to him and I would never want to ruin that because I know how hard it is to find that. As long as you're happy I'll be ok with it." I smile and sit up, leaning over to hug him. When we pull apart I say "Thanks William. And thanks for sticking around to see if I was ok." "Of course I did. Im glad you're ok. I'm gonna go now so I'll see you around." We hug one last time before he pulls away and smiles. I smile back and say "Bye William." "Bye baby" he says back and turns, walking out the door and out of my life. A minute later Frank comes back in and climbs onto the bed with me, cuddling me
close and holding me while a few tears escape, just remaining silent and letting me cry it out.

The next day I go home again feeling much better, with new antibiotics. I spend most of the day in bed, sleeping on and off and the next time I wake up it's to a hot, incredibly tight pressure on my dick and when I open my eyes Frank is straddling my lap, my dick buried deep inside him and he smirks at me before slowly starting to rock on me. I groan out and my hands slide up to grip his hips hard as he fucks himself on me. "Ahhh" he groans out as he pleasures himself before opening his eyes and smiling wide. "Hey baby" he pants out and I chuckle before pleasure shoots up my spine and I groan out "Mmm baby what are you doing?" "You were so fucking hard in your sleep and I couldn't help myself. God you feel so fucking good inside me, filling me up with your huge cock." I thrust up a little, burying myself deeper inside him and Frank throws his head back and whimpers as he rocks on me, grinding my dick into his prostate. I slide my hands around from his hips to his back and press hard, urging him to bend down and I seal my lips to his, swallowing all the little groans and whimpers he's emitting while I brace my feet on the mattress and fuck up into his tight ass, hard and fast. "Ahh how are you so tight baby" I groan out when we break apart. "Mmm you're just fucking huge babe" he moans back and I grip his hips again and roll us over, kneeling between his legs as I grip his thighs, pushing them up and holding them apart as I thrust in hard and fast, causing Frank to scream
out in pleasure, his hands trailing down my back, his nails
digging in and scratching me, urging me on further as I watch my dick slide in and out of Franks tight little hole. "Fuck babe you should see this, so fucking hot how you're all stretched around me." Frank groans out and one hand leaves my back, returning to hold a phone infront of my face. I look up at him and he smiles wickedly as I take the phone and snap a few pictures before switching it to video and filming as I thrust harder and harder, Frank moaning like a whore on film. After a minute I stop the video and bring up the pictures, handing him the phone and smirking when he groans and says "Fuck baby so much fucking hotter than I thought, so close baby." I keep thrusting hard as I wrap one hand around his leaking dick and jack him off fast, squeezing hard and he arches off the bed, his eyes closed and head thrown back as he groans out and cums. I follow straight after, pulling out so the last spurt decorates his hole and he groans out again at the feeling. "Give me the phone" I demand and he hands it back and I snap another picture of his cum covered, stretched out hole before leaning in and shoving my tongue in there, lapping up the cum and causing him to scream out at the over stimulation as I look up and smile cheekily with my eyes as I snap another picture, my tongue buried in his ass, looking into the camera. I pull away and wipe my face with the back of my hand and throw the phone on the bed beside him before flopping down wheezing and panting for breath. "Shit, baby, are you alright?" He pants out and I groan out and say "Yeah, just need a minute." We lay in silence, just panting before Frank picks up the phone and says "Oh fuck baby you dirty fucking whore. That is so incredibly hot I think I'm getting hard again." "Mmm" I groan out, unable to move and Frank climbs over and slumps onto my chest. "How did I get so lucky to find someone as incredible as you?" He asks and I smile and wrap my arms around him. "I'm lucky one" I slur out, on the edge of sleep and Frank squirms around and snuggles closer, wrapping his arms around me tight and resting his head on my chest as we drift off to sleep together.

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