The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

After the shower Frank and I lay on the couch together and cuddle, sharing occasional soft kisses while we watch tv. After a while Frank gets up to make dinner and I lay back on the couch and pull out my phone, a message from William waiting for me. 'Hey baby. Can't stop thinking about you, wish you were here :(' I frown as I type back 'Aww baby. Don't be sad, I wish I was there too. Miss you' A minute later my phone buzzes with a reply. 'Gerard I know you're married and I don't even know what this is between us but I'm starting to really fall hard for you and I don't know what's going on. I just want to be with you all the time' My face pales and my stomach drops as I read the message and I swallow down the lump in my throat as I type back 'William I think I'm falling in love with you and I'm sorry but I love my husband too and I don't know what I can offer you if anything at all and I know that's selfish and irresponsible of me and I'm sorry I'm doing this to you.' 'Baby please don't tell me what we have is over. I don't think I could handle it.' I swallow hard before replying 'No baby of course not. I think we need to talk in person and figure this out. Meet me at the diner tomorrow at 1?' No reply comes through for a few minutes and I panic, worried about what I've just done to my relationship with William but just as Frank calls out to
tell me dinner is ready my phone buzzes again. 'Of course I'll meet you. I can't wait to see you again, I can still smell you all over me and in my sheets. I didn't want to do this in text but I feel like I have to tell you right now, I can't wait any longer. Gerard, I love you.' I smile at the message before locking my phone and sitting it on the coffee table, getting up and walking into the kitchen.

After dinner Frank gets up and starts clearing the table, the slight wiggle in his hips as he walks back and forth between the table and the sink mesmerising and when he comes back over for another handful of dishes I grab his hips and pull him down into my lap, feeling incredibly turned on and seal my lips to his neck, biting and sucking. Frank groans above me and squirms in my lap, grinding down on my rapidly growing dick and I groan against his neck before attacking the skin again, biting and sucking and leaving a trail of hickies. Frank moans at the sensation and the noise sends sparks of pleasure through my groin so I stand up, grabbing him around the thighs and throwing him over my shoulder, carrying him to the bedroom and throwing him on the bed, pinning him down as I tear his clothes off. Once he's naked I lean down and suck more hickies into his collarbones before working my way down to suck hickies into his hips. "Oh fuck baby" Frank pants out and I climb back up, grabbing his wrists and pinning his arms above his head as I growl out "You're mine, all fucking mine" before leaning down and kissing him hard enough to bruise, biting at his lips. Frank kisses back eagerly and I roll my hips down, grinding our hard dicks together before I release him, climbing off the bed and undressing myself. Frank remains where he is, a panting leaking mess waiting for me and I climb back over and grab his thighs, ripping them wide open before forcing my way inside him. "Ahhh oh fuck baby that feels so fucking good" Frank moans out sounding like a whore and I give him a minute to adjust before I thrust in and out, fucking him relentlessly as he just lays back and makes incoherent noises, his mind blown. I feel myself getting close so I grab his hips and kneel back, sitting on my legs as I pull him up to straddle my lap, tightening my hold on his hips enough to bruise as I thrust up into him, going deeper and causing him to throw his head back and scream out in pleasure. I recall the last time we were in this position, him fucking me and how it was completely different to this, but Franks mouth at my neck snaps me out of it. I thrust up hard and Frank bites down on my skin, biting and sucking as he screams out again and I reach down and grab his dick, stroking him as fast as I'm fucking him until he lets go and cums all over me. A few thrusts later I pull back out and throw him back onto the bed, climbing over to straddle his chest as I jerk myself off into his face, the first spurt of cum splattering his lips before he opens his mouth and I empty my load on his tongue. When I'm done I climb off him and flop back onto the bed. "Ohh baby that was fucking amazing. We should fuck like that more often" Frank groans out and I roll my head to smile at him. "Yeah it was pretty fucking great."
The next morning Frank is black and blue. His neck is completely covered in giant black bruises as are his collarbones and hips. His hips also have very obvious finger marks and around his wrists are faint bruises from my fingers too. His lips are still swollen and he has faint bruising around them and I smile when I see it, knowing that now everyone will know he's mine. When he gets out of the shower he comes into the bedroom naked and says "Fuck babe look at me. I look like a sixteen year old who just participated in his first gang bang." I laugh hard at that before saying "No you just look like you're mine and everyone else can fucking suck it. You look hot." Frank smiles and slowly gets dressed for work, most of his bruises covered except for a few high on his neck and the finger marks around his wrists. I slide out of bed and wrap my arms around him as I say "I'm sorry I got carried away baby. Are you alright?" Frank smiles and says "You didn't get carried away, well you did but holy fuck it was so worth it. I love being covered in your marks." I smile back and we kiss before I walk him to the door, him leaving for work and me having the day off. Once he's gone I go into the bathroom to shower, getting ready to meet William and when I step out and wipe the steam from the mirror I gasp at the sight of the massive blue and purple hickie on my neck, teeth marks fully visible around the edges. I gulp as I try to figure out what the fuck I'm gonna say to William about this.

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