The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

I'm woken up by a warm wet pressure on my neck and when I open my eyes Frank is licking and sucking and nibbling on my neck, giving me one hell of a hickey, I smile at the thought of being marked as his and I let him continue, the slight stinging sensation only helping to make my dick harden faster. He pulls away with a wet pop and I turn my head and seal our lips together, sliding my tongue into his mouth and tangling my fingers in his hair, pulling him closer to me and keeping him there, careful to avoid his injury. We make out like a couple of horny teenagers for a while, I roll sideways to fully face him and we grind our erections together as we kiss and touch each other. I trail my lips down and start working on a hickey of my own on his collarbone which is causing him to make the most unbelievably sexy noises ever and he is practically fucking my thigh when the door opens and we break apart, startled. I pant a few times trying to regain my breath before I turn my head and see Mikey coming into the room, followed by the last person I want to see right now, Dr Wentz. My erection basically instantly dies as I stare wide eyed at them in disbelief that Mikey would betray me like this. "Why?" Is all I can manage to ask and Mikey looks upset as he says "He's mentally unstable Gee. He needs help, I'm only trying to protect you." I shake my head and say "Frankie never did anything to me. You can't take him away." Dr Wentz steps forward and says "Gerard it's my understanding that he stabbed someone as a result of a fight...." "No he fucking didn't. Check the fucking police report, our roommate was stabbed by two teenagers who mugged him not Frankie. And as for the fight yeah he did get into a fight because the roommate was FUCKING RAPING ME." I spit out, yelling by the end. "Wouldn't you do anything to protect someone you love if you walked in and saw that happening?" Dr Wentz looks shocked and Mikey looks ready to murder someone. "Bert did what?" He snaps and I start to cry as I tell them that we tried an open relationship for a while but that it didn't work out and Bert got possessive and when I tried to end it he raped me. I know it's not entirely the truth but I can't let Frank be taken away from me and I'm not pressing charges or reporting it officially so Bert will be fine. "So what happened to Frank?" Dr Wentz asks and I say "I called Bert to let him know we were in the city and to tell Mikey but he ended up talking me into telling him where we were just so he knew if anything happened and he ended up showing up really late and started a fight with Frank and when he punched him, Frank fell." Mikey walks over and leans over me to see the stitches in Franks face and he says "Are you ok Frank?" Frank nods and buries himself into my side, as terrified as I am that he's going to be taken away from me. I wrap my arms around him as I start to cry and Dr Wentz speaks up and says "Well Gerard and Frank, I will be checking the police records over the stabbing. If it does check out Frank is officially free to care for himself and will no longer be under Mikey's care. If it doesn't, Mikey will be fined $5000 and Frank you will be readmitted to Belleville Psych and for the first three months you will be isolated and not allowed any visitors. I'll be seeing you both very soon." Dr Wentz turns and leaves the room and I feel my heart stop before I turn back to Frank and see he looks even paler than last night. I gently cup his face in my hands as I say "Babe it'll be ok. I was there when he made the statement, the police believed him, he even gave them descriptions of the kids." Frank nods and smiles before I lean in and seal our lips together. When I pull away Mikey says "Gee we need to talk" before motioning to the door and I peck Franks lips one last time before telling him "I'll be right back baby" and climbing off the bed, following Mikey into the hall. We walk until we find an empty waiting room and he pulls me inside and tells me to sit down. When we're both sitting Mikey says "Ok cut the shit Gee, what really happened with all this? I know you were lying." I look down and say "If I tell you you have to promise it stays here. If Frank is taken away I will never talk to you ever again." Mikey sighs and nods his head before moving closer and taking my hands in his. "Gee I just wanna keep you safe that's all." "I am safe with Frankie" I tell him and he nods again before telling me "Well what happened?" I tell him the whole story about the open relationship and the jealousy and Frank proposing and how Bert had too but I said yes to Frank and what Bert did to me and how he hurt me and how Frank did stab him but only to protect me and how Bert lied to cover it up and save them both and then the fight that lead to us being here and how the truth about our engagement tipped Bert over the edge. Mikey listens and doesn't interrupt me once and he just shakes his head sadly as he says "Gee I'm sorry. If you're truly happy with Frank and this is what you want I will do whatever I can to help you." "Thanks Mikes" I say as I lean forward and we hug. When we pull away we go back into Franks room and upon walking through the door I see Dr Wentz standing there and Frank cowering in fear on the bed. I run over and put myself between the two, scooping Frank into my arms and comforting him as I tell him whatever happens I won't let go of him. He buries his face in my neck as a few tears escape him at the thought of us being separated and his arms tighten around my back. I pick him up fully and sit on the bed, settling him in my lap and wrapping my arms tight around him and rocking him side to side gently, trying desperately to calm him down. I hear Mikey and Dr Wentz talking but with all my focus on Frank it's just noise. After a few seconds Dr Wentz speaks up to get my attention and I look up, tightening my hold on Frank and crushing him to my chest as I prepare myself for what's coming.

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