You Only Hear The Music When Your Heart Begins To Break

The night seems to drag on forever while Gerard sleeps, blissfully unaware. I roll over and see the clock reads 3.46am. I am so bored. I decide to get up for a glass of water to kill some time so I slide out of bed and quietly make my way upstairs. When I reach the hallway I see light coming from the kitchen and realise someone else is already in there. I hesitate for a second before slowly walking to the doorway to see it is Mikey. "Hey" I whisper and he spins around clutching his chest. "You scared me Z" he whispers back and starts to giggle to himself. I smile in apology and walk into the room. "What are you doing up?" He asks as I grab a glass and make
my way to the sink. "I can't sleep and my sleeping pills are at
home, not that I like to take them anyway" I tell him and he
nods in understanding. "Wanna hang out for a bit?" He asks and I smile at him and nod. I finish my drink and we make our way out of the kitchen as he turns the light off. The hallway is pitch black due to the change in light and Mikey grabs my hand so I don't run into anything. We make our way to the back door and quietly go into the yard. The moon is really bright tonight so when we step out Mikey drops my hand and flops down onto the grass. He lays back and waits for me to lay beside him before pulling a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his pocket. He lights one up then offers me the pack. I hesitate for a second then decide to take one. I light it and lay back finding the smoke in my lungs is actually relaxing.
"I haven't smoked since I moved here" I inform Mikey and he chuckles and says "What a shame." I smile as I continue to smoke my cigarette and ask "Does Gerard do this? I've never smelt it on him." Mikey rolls his head to look at me and says "He used to but I haven't seen him do it in a while. He also had a problem with alcohol but since you moved here I haven't seen him drunk once. He used to be drunk every afternoon. Mom was really worried about him." I stare up at the sky and process what Mikey just told me. 'Gerard used to be an alcoholic and he's only 17. Should I tell him that I know?' I'm snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of the back door opening and tilt my head to look up in that direction to see Gerard standing there in only his pyjama pants, his hair a mess. 'He looks so hot' my thoughts chime in and I smile to myself as I take another drag. I blow out the smoke and Gerard sits on the grass beside me. He reaches out and takes the cigarette from my fingers and puts it in his mouth inhaling deeply. He sighs slightly as he blows the smoke out and I know he hasn't had one in a while. I smile up at him when Mikey says "Well I'm going back to bed, see yous later" and I reach over and squeeze his hand before he stands up. "Thanks Mikey" I tell him before he turns and walks back inside. I turn my attention back to Gerard and he is staring down at me with a small smile on his face. "What are you doing out here in the middle of the night?" He asks playfully and I tell him about not being able to sleep and running into Mikey in the kitchen. "I'm sorry babe. You could have woken me up."
He finishes off the cigarette and flicks the butt across the lawn before standing and offering me his hand. Once he's helped me up he grabs my legs and throws me over his shoulder carrying me back inside. I giggle slightly, trying not to wake anyone, as we make our way back to the basement. Once there Gerard stops infront of the bed and lightly smacks me on the butt before throwing me onto the bed. I giggle again as he climbs over me and plants kisses all over my face. I run my hands up and down his smooth chest and stomach until he pulls back to look at me and my hands still on his chest. "You're so beautiful" he tells me and I feel myself blush. He leans down and attaches his lips to mine and slides his tongue into my mouth. I moan lightly as our tongues start to work together and things start to get heated again. My shirt comes off and Gerard lays a trail of kisses down my neck and across my collar bones, making me squirm underneath him, before trailing down to my boobs. He kisses all around them before taking one of my nipples in his mouth and sucking and gently biting at it. I bite my tongue to try and keep the loud moans in from the sensation. He releases my nipple and grins wickedly before starting on the other one. By now I am a writhing mess underneath him and his hands slide down to remove the rest of my clothes. Once my pants are gone he immediately trails his fingers down to tease me. I feel one slip inside and I can't keep in my moans any longer and one escapes. He removes himself from my boobs and smiles
at me as he says "Shh you can't be so loud or I'll have to gag you" and winks at me. I poke my tongue out at him and he attaches his mouth to mine again as my hands work on his pants. I push them down as far as I can before he kicks them the rest of the way off. He slowly inserts another finger and I moan into his mouth. After a moment he pulls his fingers out and reaches into his drawer for a condom. Once he has it on he grips my waist and flips me over so I am laying on my stomach. He pulls my hips up slightly so I am half laying half kneeling and slides inside. The feeling of his hard dick stretching me open feels so good I have to bury my face into the blanket and release another moan as my hands clench fistfuls of the blanket beside my head. Seeing this spurs Gerard on and he starts a quick rough pace which leaves me a moaning mess. As his thrusts get quicker he gets rougher and his hands grip my hips hard enough to leave bruises but I find that the rougher he gets the better it feels and the more turned on I feel. My moans get louder and more frequent so he starts laying light smacks on my butt, getting harder and harder as he goes. Without warning he stops the smacking and grabs a fistful of my hair yanking me up so i am kneeling infront of him with my back to his chest as he continues to thrust into me hard and his lips attach to my neck biting into the flesh causing me to yell out in pleasure. One of his hands clamps over my mouth to keep me quiet while the other slides down my body to start rubbing at my clit. My pleasured moans get louder and I feel my orgasm racing up on me. Gerard can tell so he shoves me back down onto the bed and thrusts into me at a brutal pace tipping me over the edge and following himself.
The next few minutes I feel unable to move and just lay there overcome with pleasure. Gerard gets up from the bed and a few minutes later returns and cuddles me into his chest. He strokes my hair and asks if I'm ok. "I'm more than ok" I pant out and he smiles wide as he says "I got carried away and I'm sorry if it was too rough." "No rough is good" I tell him.
We lay there for an hour until I tell him I should get home so I can shower and get ready for school. "Can I come too" he asks and I giggle and say "Of course. Who else is going to wash my back?" and stick my tongue out at him. We get out of the bed and dress before Gerard grabs his uniform and bag and we make our way back to my house.

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