The Voice From The Ocean
Chapter 6: I'll tear my heart out
The numbness in my legs began to loosen and I began to feel the marshy ground beneath my feet which suggested I was in water but not drowning somehow although I still couldn't sense where the voice came from at all. I knew it was close.
" I demand you tell me why I am fucking here " I ordered angrily
The voice chuckled " Oh Gerard , I merely saved you from the life you hated so much. I listened to you. I've been inside your head. You can't lie to me. I saw how unhappy you were , so I decided to give you a second chance at this game"
My heart felt like it was going to fall out of my mouth. I didn't know what to feel.
"So you mean.. nothing ever happened ?" I asked coldly
The voice replied sharply " Yes. you can fix everything that went wrong Gerard "
"What about Lindsey ? What about fucking Bandit ? Do they play a part in this " I yelled full of anger as I took into account what was happening.
I felt sick. I felt disgusted with myself. How could I have hated my life so much that it was acceptable for this?
The voice began to let in the light. It wasn't just a voice anymore. It resembled a cloaked woman with just her jawline showing with the ends of her raven black hair.
" You meet Lindsey at Art School briefly , but she drops out to join MSI and you lose contact. I'm sorry Gerard but there is no Bandit. She was never born."
She paused as I cried hysterically
" No you can't do this..my GIRLS I..I...I NEED TO GO BACK. FUCKING TAKE ME BACK "
" I demand you tell me why I am fucking here " I ordered angrily
The voice chuckled " Oh Gerard , I merely saved you from the life you hated so much. I listened to you. I've been inside your head. You can't lie to me. I saw how unhappy you were , so I decided to give you a second chance at this game"
My heart felt like it was going to fall out of my mouth. I didn't know what to feel.
"So you mean.. nothing ever happened ?" I asked coldly
The voice replied sharply " Yes. you can fix everything that went wrong Gerard "
"What about Lindsey ? What about fucking Bandit ? Do they play a part in this " I yelled full of anger as I took into account what was happening.
I felt sick. I felt disgusted with myself. How could I have hated my life so much that it was acceptable for this?
The voice began to let in the light. It wasn't just a voice anymore. It resembled a cloaked woman with just her jawline showing with the ends of her raven black hair.
" You meet Lindsey at Art School briefly , but she drops out to join MSI and you lose contact. I'm sorry Gerard but there is no Bandit. She was never born."
She paused as I cried hysterically
" No you can't do this..my GIRLS I..I...I NEED TO GO BACK. FUCKING TAKE ME BACK "
this fic is fuckin with my mind
im goign to c r y
3/27/14