Since Gerard kissing me nothing has progressed. We might have even taken 2 steps backwards.

He was talking to me but that was it, its so frustrating. When he spoke to me it was about school or dinner or his band and i just wanted to slap him.

The only time we ever got close was when id wake up to him puking about 2 times a week and id run in to stop and comfort him and we'd end up there all night, but then he acted normal the next morning.

At first i put it to embarrassment but then it continued.

Why wasn't he talking to me? The only reason i can think of is that he has changed his mind.

During the whole of photography class i have been forming a plan whilst staring dreamily at Gerard.

The way his jeans clung to his legs making them look amazing, and the way his black shirt made his body look lean and gorgeous.

I cant believe this guy has an eating disorder and thinks his fat, he is far from fat. He is perfect.

Anyway back to my plan.

I was going to make him look at me, make his mouth drop.

I was going to tease him into wanting me.

Now don't get me wrong i don't think i'm a super model or gorgeous or anything but i know he finds me attractive.

So for about a week now i have been walking to school and going to the school gym and actually trying in gym lessons and i must say my legs and stomach are looking pretty toned all from sit ups and running.

That was my plan, to get him needing my body. Pretty low but i am desperate.

I've bought loads of skater skirts, dresses, short shorts and crop tops to get his attention. And I've asked Helena and Cal to the beach and they are coming round mine to get ready not tomorrow night but the next.

That's two days of flaunting my body and one of them in a bikini.

I'm no expert but guys tend to crack easily when it comes to a female.

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Gerard's POV

I was washing up in the kitchen before work, i got to go in a bit later today as i didn't have to take my home room class today.

Mikey had left and i'm sure Helena did when i was taking a shower.

"Hey Gerard" I heard her sexy voice from behind me. I'm finally being honest to myself that i like her.. a lot.

I turned around and i was lost for words as soon as i saw her.

She was wearing a short black skater skirt with her bare long toned legs that look amazing and a cream lace crop top showing part of her toned stomach.

She chuckled and smirked snapping me out of my gaze.

"Finished checking me out?" She asked cocking my head

My checks flushed pink i could feel and i turned around and wiped my hands.

"Why aren't you at school? Are you sick?" I asked, i couldn't look at her i wouldn't be able to get out a sentence.

"Do i look sick?" She asked and i just stayed silent.

"Can you give me a ride to school, i'm running late?" She asked, i could hear her moving around in the kitchen.

"Sure, but you're not wearing that, the boys at school aren't exactly caring about what happens to a girl when they want them they'll get them no matter what" I lectured genuinely concerned but also because she has photography with me today and so i wont be able to teach with her looking like that

"But i spent ages getting ready, that's why i'm late. I'm not getting changed besides most the boys are scared of me."

"They aren't boys anymore they are men with muscles" I said trying to get her to change.

"They are boys, trust me. They don't even have a chance with me anyway, i'm stronger and smarter than anyway. Also" she said stepping closer to me.

"I'm into men, not boys" She whispered seductively looking into my eyes.

"I'll be in the car" She smiled instantly and turned away walking out.

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Helena's POV

I was waiting by the car.

I was so surprised by my confidence, i played dirty and i was seductive. I have never done that before in my life and i saw i had done it right by his reaction.

He was still in the kitchen straightening himself out. I chuckled lightly.

Part 2 of my plan - The car journey.

Notes

I'm updating loads of chapters all at once so make sure you've read previous ones and such.

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