I walked out of the kitchen feeling deflated. Why did i just admit i liked her? With her track record i know she'll get me into trouble, she's known for getting teachers fired for Christ sakes.

Why do i trust her so much?

My hair was mussed up for running my hands through it too many times. Damn Ray for leaving! I thought. Scrap that damn me for being so fucking fat. What does she see in me anyway?

"Dude, what is wrong with you? I haven't seen your hair that messed up since 4th Grade when you fell off the stage at school" Mikey said walking into the basement for a reason unknown to me.

"Not in the mood Mikey" I said getting up and ready to walk out when he grabbed my arm.

"Helena's in the exact same position as you on the kitchen floor. Either you tell me whats going on or you fix it, she's my best friend I don't want to see her hurt because of my idiotic brother"

I just blinked at him not knowing what to say. He shrugged and so i turned and walked upstairs.

When i walked into the kitchen my heart tore even more, Helena was sitting on the floor, exactly where i left her when i stormed out, staring off into space with messed up hair just like mine.

"Oh Helena" I whispered to myself whilst going over to comfort her, it seemed like my legs had a mind of there own.

I sat down next to her and put my arm around her about to pull her close to comfort her when she snapped out of her daze.

"Get off me, you aren't doing this" I looked at her shocked as she stood up and went to leave.

"Doing what?" I asked genuinely confused.

She spun around by the door "Leading me on then saying 'I'm your teacher' and then making me feel like utter crap" She sucked in a breathe utterly stunned that she was breaking down in front of me "You either want to be with me or you don't, simple."

I sat there stunned as she walked out and slammed her bedroom door.

I got up and went to her bedroom, i knocked on the door and she didn't answer

"Helena?" Still didn't answer but i knew she was listening.

I sat outside leaning against the door.

"Helena, its not simple. I wish you'd understand. I could go to jail! Jeez i'd be one of them sick minded men who take advantage of little girls, i don't want to be seen like that. Even if i wanted to be with you, it's not simple Helena, it's far from simple." I sat there for a moment ready to leave when the door opened.

I fell through the door so i was on my back in her bedroom. I took a look over her, she looked perfect except her face. She had changed into shorts and a black vest top. He make up was all smudged and her cheeks blotchy from crying.

It hurt to know i caused that.

I stood up and she walked towards me "It isn't simple, you're right..." She looked me in my eyes and stepped so close that our bodies were literally touching and my heart was racing.

"...But when is anything ever simple?" With that she kissed me.

She kissed me, not the other way around.

It was just as amazing as the first time.

I took control and backed her up against the wall, putting my arms above her head 'pinning' her against the wall.

I pulled away as whispered against her ear. "You're making this so difficult" With that i took her face in my hands and kissed her.

Notes

So i didn't get the tickets :( ( After sitting at the laptop at 8am ready for the tickets to go on sale ) buuut i am going to London on Wednesday and sooooooo i'm really hoping Green Day might be there. They probably wont but i'm hoping (fingers crossed) and so i can meet them instead.

I'm still utterly gutted.

Don't be afraid to tell me more things you want to see happen and i may or may not include them ;)

Thank you for reading, i uploaded another chapter before this on literally 10 minutes ago so make sure you've read it :D

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