Hurt Me More

Frank's pov
"I-I-I uh..." Gerard stuttered, crawling backwards until his back hit the wall. His eyes were wide and scared as I stood a foot away from him. Looking down I noticed that he was still painful hard and I could feel myself becoming harder.

"Finish what you started." I said softly, watching as his eyes widened even more.

"I-I d-don't think-"

"Come on, baby, don't be shy around me." I purred darkly, hearing him whimper only made me more turned on.

Shakily he slowly sat up on his knees, pulling his hand into his onesie. I watched as he shivered when he touched himself before relaxing. His hips slowly pushing into his hand as he started to palm himself. His eyes squeezed shut as soft moans and whimpered left his perfect pink lips.

"That's it, baby, wanna hear you." I purred, sitting near him on the couch as I watched. Palming myself hungrily, my mind clouded with lust and hunger, blocking my better judgement.

"Ah, Daddy!" He moaned, his hand sliding up his chest before he gripped his hair, tugging it. Another loud moan left his lips as he tugged on his hair more.

"That's right, baby boy, just like that." I growled, squeezing my length through my boxers before pushing my hand inside of them. Stroking myself as fast as he was until I felt my thighs stiffen.

Gerard cried out as he came, his body shook and his hips thrusts into his hand before he sat down on his knees. His head hanging low as he gasped for air.

I came a few seconds later with a low growl, riding out my high before pulling my hand out of my hands. Taking a tissue I cleaned my hand off before everything washed over me. I was in shock, my head spinning as I stared at Gerard who was half asleep on his knees.

"Let's get you into bed." I said softly, getting up off the couch before scooping his limp body up. He was still shaking as I carried him upstairs and into the nursery. I changed him and got him into clean cloths before cleaning his hand up.

He was already asleep as I put him in the crib and tucked him in. I put his paci in his mouth before walking out of his room and into my room.

"What the fuck did I do?" I mumbled to myself as I sat in bed. I've broken the trust between us now, he'll call the cops. I'll go to jail, fuck my life.

Taking a few deep breaths I calmed down and stopped overthinking things. There was nothing that I could do, it was up to him. Hopefully when he wakes up from his nap we can talk and get things sorted out.

~~~~~

It was two hours later when Gerard woke up and he was definitely in a cranky mood. He was yelling and crying, throwing things in his crib until I got there. I braced myself for the worst as I slowly opened the door. That's when everything stopped.

"Daddy!" Gerard giggled happily when he saw me. He sat on his knees in the crib sucking his thumb as he smiled around it.

"Hey baby boy, sleep well?" I asked slowly, waiting for any signs of recognition.

"Up." He said, making grabby hands up at me.

I scooped him up making him giggle happily, his arms wrapped around my neck as he snuggled against me. He was definitely in little space and he doesn't seem like anything has effected him.

"Milky, Daddy."

"Okay baby boy, but you need to eat some real food first." I chuckled and walked into the kitchen, setting him in his high chair.

"Want noodles!" He giggled, playing with the stuffed cat on his high chair. I nodded and started making us dinner at this point. He looked so cute when he wakes up, his hair was still all messy.

"Here you go." I said, setting the bowl down. Taking the fork I fed him until his food was nearly done.

"I done."

"Good job, baby, you ate almost all of your food." I said proudly making him blush and giggle. He held his arms up and made grabby hands. Scooping him up I grabbed his warm bottle of milk and walked into the living room. Turning the tv on to some kids show before I started feeding Gerard his bottle.

~~~~~

"Bath time." I said, turning the tv off making Gerard whine.

"But Nemo." He whined as I picked him up watching as he tried wiggling out of my arms.

"I can read you a bedtime store, you can pick." I bargain, he nodded happily before resting his head on my chest.

I filled the tub up with warm water and bubbles as Gerard picked out some bath toys. He held out a toy whale that was blue and it made little jingle sounds when you shake it.

"You wanna play with that one?" I asked, he nodded as I helped him take off his onesie.

"D-don't look." He squeaked as he covered himself with his arms. I still needed to take off his diaper but that seemed like it was the least of my worries as tears welled up in his eyes.

"Hey baby, shhh, it's okay, I'll turn around so you can get your diaper off and get in the tub. The bubbles with hide you too." I said softly, he nodded slowly so I turned and listened as he got into the tub.

Turning I saw his in the tub blushing profusely making him look so cute. I smiled and gave him the toy whale making him smile as I cleaned him.

He splashed me with the water making me chuckle as he giggled happily when I gently splashed him back. We both ended up laughing so hard our sides started to hurt.
"You're silly." I sighed, getting him out of the bath and dried him off.

"No, you're silly." He giggled, wrapping himself in the towel that was way bigger than him.
"Silly goose."

"I'm not a goose, I'm a kitty, meow." He giggled, running into the nursery. I followed close behind, watching as he went over to the bookshelf to pick out a book.

"Silly kitty cat." I said as he handed me the book his wanted me to read. "The Story of Ferdinand, I like this one." I got him dressed for bed before picking him up and setting him in my lap so I could read to him.

"Want bear, Daddy." Gerard said, pointing at the stuffed panda on the shelf. I nodded and handed him the stuffie before getting comfortable.

"There was a little bull and his name was Ferdinand..."

~~~~~

Gerard was asleep in my arms by the end of the book. His head rested on my chest as I rubbed his back soothingly. Smiling down at him I kissed the top of his head before getting up and tucking him into bed.

"Goodnight, kitten."

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