Hurt Me More

Frank's pov
I felt bad the moment I make Gerard piss himself. I knew I went too far but I was caught up in the moment. I humiliated him again, I made him cry like that and then I just left him in the playpen on his own when I should be comforting him.

Sighing I finished making waffles with strawberries and whipped cream on them along with warm syrup. Putting the plate on the high chair I walking back into the living room. Gerard was curled up in a ball rocking back and forth as he sobbed.

"Gee baby." I said softly, stepping into the playpen and kneeling down next to him.

"I-I'm s-s-sorry." He sobbed, shying away from me as I gently rested my hand on his shoulder. "I-I won't d-do it a-again."

"Hey baby, it's okay, shh, come to Daddy." I said, sitting down as I held my arms out to him. Gerard sniffled and crawled into my lap, sobbing into my chest as I hugged him. "Shhh baby, Daddy has you."

"I-I'm sorry..."

"I know baby, it's okay, I forgive you, you're so good for Daddy."

Gerard soon stopped crying so I gently picked him up and carried him to the kitchen. Setting him in the high chair without any struggle from him.

He watched with big watery eyes as I took the fork and took a small piece of food. Holding it to his lips he ate slowly. Still staring at me with such innocent look I felt my heart break. I watched as a small smile formed on his lips as he ate.

"Is it good?" I asked with a smile, watching as he ate. He nodded his head, opening his mouth for more making me smile even wider.

After feeding him I picked him up, surprised when he started to snuggle against me. Wrapping his arms around my neck as he buried his head into my chest. Smiling I made him a bottle and walked into the living room my room. Sitting on the couch I cradled him in my lap. He took the tip of the bottle into his mouth happily.

Drinking with his eyes half closed, he made grabby hands at the stuffed panda on the couch making me chuckle. I got the panda and gave it to him making him giggle happily.
He's finally fallen into little space.

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"Daddy!" Gerard squealed, clapping his hands happily as we watched Lilo and Stitch for the second time today. Once the movie was over the first time he begged me to play it again and I couldn't say no to that cutie.

He was currently in my lap, refusing to get off of me which I didn't mind. He was so cute and he just wanted to cuddle and watch movies. Putting the pacifier in his mouth he settled down against my chest, cuddling the stuffed panda happily.

"Getting tired, baby?" I asked softly as Gerard yawned around his paci.

"No, Daddy, movie." He mumbled, pleading with his big puppy dog eyes.

"Okay baby." I chuckled, petting his hair making him giggle.

We watched the movie until it was half way through before Gerard fell asleep. Snoring softly around his paci. Picking Gerard up I walked upstairs to the nursery and got him all tucked into bed. I kissed his forehead before I walked into my office and did some work.

~~~~~

"Daddy! Daddy!" I woke up with a start as I heard Gerard calling for me through the baby monitor. Sitting up from my desk I got up and hurried into his room. Gerard sat up on his knees in the crib, gripping the crib bars in his small hands.

"Did baby boy sleep well?" I asked watching him nod happily as he popped the paci into his mouth.

"Wan' milky." Gerard said around his paci making him sound so cute.

"Daddy will get you some warm milk and then maybe we can play with your stuffies. One of my friends will be over later with his baby boy too." I said making Gerard squeal happily.
He giggled, cuddling against me as I got him his bottle.

~~~~~

"Hey Pete, Gerard's been in little space all day." I said as Pete helped Patrick take his shoes off.

"That's great, Frank, Patrick has been so excited to have a new friend." Pete said, Patrick nodded his head happily. "Come on baby boy, let's go meet your new friend." Pete said softly as he took Patrick's hand.

"Gee baby." I said as we went into the living room. Gerard was playing with the stuffed animals in the playpen. When he heard my name he turned and looked at me happily. Making grabby hands up at me, I chucked and picked him up.

"Daddy, I-I made messy." Gerard said shyly, blushing profusely.

"Aw baby boy, Daddy will clean you up." I said and hurried up stairs to change him before coming back down.

"Dada, where Uncie Frankie?" Patrick asked Pete who was sitting on the couch.

"Hey Patty." I chuckled as we walked into the living room. "Patty, this is Gee, Gee, this is Patty." I said, Gerard hid against my side shyly.

"Aw aren't you cute." Pete said making Gerard blush profusely.

"Wanna play with Patrick, baby?" I asked softly, Gerard nodded timidly making me chuckle. I set him in the playpen and watched as Gerard shyly started making friends with Patrick.

~~~~~

"Business has been good, how about you, Pete?" I asked as Pete helped me make the boys a late lunch. We left them in the playpen while we make the veggie wraps.

"It's been good, Patrick isn't a hand full. He fell into little space a week in." Pete said. Pete is in the same business as me, helping turn disobedient boys into well behaved boys.

"Gerard finally just did, he's been the hardest boy I've ever had to work with." I sighed, shaking my head as we chuckled.

"Well it's done." Pete said, I nodded and followed him into the living room. Also running right into Pete who stopped in the doorway. Looking around him a felt my heart jump into my throat.

Gerard was in Patrick's lap as they made out intensely. Patrick was gripping Gerard's bum tightly, grinding him down against his crotch making Gerard moan loudly. Patrick worked his way to Gerard neck, kissing and sucking a hickey on Gerard's neck.

Another moan left Gerard's parted lips making my heart start to beat faster. My jeans becoming extremely tight.

Clearing my throat loudly I watched as Gerard squeaked loudly in fright before falling off of Patrick's lap. His cheeks flared up as I stared down at them. Patrick was grinning up at Pete and I proudly.

"Pete, I think it's time for Patrick and you to leave." I said slowly.

Pete nodded and got Patrick, scolding him angrily as they walked out the door. I looked down at Gerard who was panting softly, his blush still painted his cheeks red and I could see the tent in his onesie.

"Someone's been a bad boy."

Notes

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btw there will be smut eventual