Frank’s POV

I was cleaning since everyone expect for Ryan was out hunting.
“How old are you?” Ryan asked as he followed me out to the kitchen.
“17, although today is Halloween which means it’s my birthday so I’m 18.” I said and started to clean the sides down.
“Does Gee know it’s your birthday?” Ryan asked and I shook my head.
“It’s just another day in my eyes, just that I’m one year older and closer to death.” I said and I could sense Ryan frowning at me.
“But it’s your 18th, you are technically an adult, you can do the things you want to do now and you don’t need to ask anyone.” Ryan said.
“Ry, no offense in this What so ever. But I have been doing what I want to do since I was 14, I’ve been on the streets since I was 14 and during that time I have managed to get myself onto drugs and I managed to get myself alcohol and I was some cheap slut who only slept with people to get me the things I wanted. In my eyes I was more of an adult then than what I am now.” I said and walked off to the sitting room and Ryan followed me.
“Gee wouldn’t stop you going out if you wanted to go out.” Ryan said.
“He doesn’t trust me Ry, he thinks if I go out I’m going to go running back to the drugs.” I said and started to straighten up the sitting room.
“How do you know that?” Ryan asked and I sighed loudly.
“Because who the fuck would trust me Ryan? I’m just a waste of fucking space okay. Now just fuck off and leave me alone and stop following me.” I said loudly and Ryan nodded and left me alone.

I was in mine and Gerard’s room cleaning when someone walked in.
“I told you to fuck off Ryan.” I said seriously.
“And Ryan has told me everything you said to him.” I heard Gerard say from behind me and I turned myself around and looked at Gerard.
“So you going to give me a fucking lecture on why I should enjoy my birthday?” I spat and Gerard just stood there.
“Or you going to give me a lecture on how well I’m doing and that you trust me to go because it’s fucking bullshit Gerard and you fucking know it.” I said loudly and got hold of the polish and threw it at Gerard who just moved still not speaking.
Gerard not saying anything was only getting me more pissed off.
“Fucking say something.” I shouted and walked over to him but Gerard still say anything and he didn’t even flinch instead he just looked at me.
“Is you brain even working or are you going into silent mode?” I said sarcastically and scoffed when Gerard didn’t speak.
“That’s what I thought, now I’m going out.” I said and went to walk past Gerard but he quickly put his hand on my wrist.
“Get the fuck off me.” I growled and glared at Gerard and the in a blink of an eye I was pinned to the wall and I looked at him.
“You think I want to be trapped in this fucking house all the time Gerard. I want to go out and feel the autumn sun on my face.” I said loudly.
“You are fucking staying in this house until I can trust you enough to go outside and not run to fucking drugs. Remember the last time you went out the house on your own you almost fucking killed yourself!” Gerard said loudly.
“That’s not your choice to make!” I argued loudly back.
“Yes it fucking is! I am fucked if I’m watching the person I love, go out and take drugs and end up nearly killing themselves! I am protecting you, but if you want to go out and kill yourself then be my fucking guest!” Gerard said loudly and backed away from me and I looked at him and for the first time I did feel scared of Gerard.
“So what’s stopping you? You want to go and take drugs then go!” Gerard shouted.
“Hey guys what’s with all the shouting?” Mikey said as he opened the door.
“Get the fuck out Michael.” Gerard growled and Mikey backed out the room and shut the door and I looked down.
“I’m sorry.” I whispered and looked at Gerard who had his back to me.
Gerard spun round and I looked back down again.
“Don’t you understand what I am doing is trying to protect you.” Gerard said and I looked at him.
“I don’t need your protection.” I spat.
“Well clearly you do because if it wasn’t for me and for the people under this roof you would still be on the streets and you would probably be dead so yes you do need protecting.” Gerard said seriously.
For some reason Gerard’s words hurt and I moved away from the wall and walked out the door.
“Hey Frank...” Mikey started But I stopped him.
“Fuck off Mikey I’m not in the mood.” I said and walked out the front door.

I was sat on the park bench freezing my balls off and watching everyone out for Halloween when someone sat next to me.
“Here put this on.” The person said who sounded like Gerard.
“I’m fine.” I said as I shivered and I felt something being put over my shoulders.
“I could hear your teeth chattering from up the road.” Gerard said and I looked at him and looked back down again.
“I didn’t take anything.” I said quietly.
“I know.” Gerard said and I sighed.
“I nearly slapped you earlier.” I said and Gerard chuckled and he pulled me close to him and I just relaxed into his side.
“If you did, I would of slapped you back probably.” Gerard said and I smiled slightly.
“Anyway, it’s your birthday and we shouldn’t of fought like we did.” Gerard said.
“It’s fine, even with the fight, today was the best birthday I’ve had since I was little.” I said quietly and I felt Gerard kissed the top of my head.
“Fancy going somewhere nice?” Gerard asked and I shook my head.
“No, I just want to be with you.” I said and I looked at Gerard and I looked down again and messed with Gerard hand.
“I understand why you do protect me, why I can’t go out and why you don’t trust me if I go out and that.” I said quietly.
“And I love you too.” I whispered and looked at Gerard.
Gerard smiled and he lent down and kissed me which I returned.
“Let’s go home.” Gerard whispered and I nodded and I stood up and looked at Gerard who a smile on his face.
“I believe because it’s my birthday, so that means I should be in luck with some sex.” I said and Gerard chuckled as he stood up and he caught hold of my hand and his hands went to my hips and he pulled me close to him.
“And some make up sex.” Gerard said and I smiled and kissed Gerard.
“Sounds pretty good to me.” I said and Gerard smiled and he kissed me.
“I’m sorry for my behavior.” I said quietly against Gerard’s lips and Gerard just kissed me which I returned and Gerard looked at me.
“I forgive you, let go home.” Gerard said and my stomach made a noise reminding me that I haven’t eaten all day and that now I was pretty hungry.
“Second that, I need to feed you first and then I can have my wicked way with you.” Gerard said with that smirk on his face when he was planning something.
“Please do share.” I said as Gerard caught hold of my hand.
“Nope, not sharing.” Gerard said and I just pouted as Gerard took me too this restaurant.

After a really nice meal me and Gerard had just gotten home.
“The house is quiet, where is everyone?” I asked as we walked inside.
“They all out enjoying Halloween, the only time of year where we don’t have to hide what we are.” Gerard said and I looked at him.
“You don’t have to hide what you are from me.” I said and Gerard smiled and he walked over to me and he picked me up and I was over his shoulder.
“Gerard!” I laughed as Gerard bit my ass through my jeans and he chuckled and the next thing I knew I was in our room and Gerard was putting me down on the floor.
“That really hurt.” I whined and Gerard chuckled as he looked at me.
“I mean how would you like it if I was just to randomly come over and bite you on the ass.” I said and looked at Gerard and I smiled shyly at him.
Gerard took his top off as he walked over to me and when he got to me he caught hold of the bottom of my top and he looked at me silently for permission and I nodded and Gerard lifted my top up and over my head and he threw it on the floor where he stood back and looked at me.
“How did you get tattoos when you was underage?” Gerard asked.
“Having sex with the tattooist and in order to keep quiet with him doing it with a minor he gives me tattoos for free. The man couldn’t risk his reputation or his marriage so that’s how I got my tattoos.” I said and looked down my body at the tattoos and then back at Gerard.
“What is your favorite one?” Gerard asked and I had to think a little and I put hand hands into a fist and put them together.
“Halloween?” Gerard asked confused.
“Yeah, you know because it’s my favorite holiday and it’s also my birthday.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
“How come you have no tattoos?” I asked as I walked over to him.
“Needles are scary things these days, never know where it’s going to go. For all you know there’s a huge needle that could be going into your ass cheek.” Gerard said and I couldn’t help but laugh at him and I reached up and put my hand round the back of his head and I kissed him which Gerard returned.
“Think that’s more for when you need a sedation if you go bat shit.” I said quietly and Gerard chuckled and he rested his hands on my ass and pulled me closer to him and kissed me a bit harder than before.
“Go over to the bed.” Gerard whispered in my ear and I nodded and turned round and walked towards the bed and I could feel Gerard’s eyes on me the whole time.

“So is this birthday sex or make up sex?” I asked and I felt Gerard against my back.
“That’s for you to decide.” Gerard whispered in my ear and I felt him tug on my earlobe which sent shivers down my spine.
“Tell me if it gets too much, I sometimes forget how strong I can be.” Gerard said and I nodded.
“I will, I trust you enough not to hurt me.” I said quietly and I felt Gerard smile into my shoulder as he kissed my shoulder.
I normally don’t like being a bottom but with Gerard I couldn’t help but become submissive to him.
“Where would you like me?” I asked and Gerard chuckled.
“Anywhere you would like to go.” Gerard said and I smiled as I climbed onto the bed and turned round to look at Gerard who smiled at me and he walked over and climbed to the bed as well and he gently pushed me onto my back and kissed me.
I heard the front door slam shut and I put my hand on Gerard’s chest to stop him.
“It’s fine, it’s just the guys coming in.” Gerard said softly and kissed the end of my nose and I heard someone run up the stairs and our door flying open.
“Gee, Mikey is hurt.” Ryan said and Gerard didn’t look pleased as he turned to look at Ryan.
“Can I fuck my boyfriend first or what?” Gerard asked and I looked down.
“Gee It’s fine, go and sort Mikes out.” I said quietly and he looked at me and he kissed me as he moved away from me and picked a top up and walked towards the door.
“If this is some stupid trick then I will not be happy.” Gerard said seriously as he shit the door behind him.
I sat up and sighed loudly as I looked round for the tv remote and turned the tv on and I got off the bed and headed towards the doors which led out to the balcony Gerard had attached to his room and I sat on the bench he had and started to smoke a cigarette.

I had moved back into the bedroom and was lead in bed slowly falling asleep when the bedroom door opened and shut.
“Babe, you still awake?” Gerard said quietly as I heard him walk across the room and I felt the bed dip beside me.
“Kinda.” I said sleepily and forced my eyes opened and looked at Gerard who had blood on his clothes and some on his face.
“Is Mikes Okay?” I asked which came out as a yawn which made Gerard smile.
“Yeah, just lost a lot of blood but it’s nothing what I can’t fix.” Gerard said softly.
“Cuddle.” I mumbled as I let myself fall asleep.
“Let me have a shower first, then I’ll cuddle.” Gerard said and I nodded as I forced my eyes open again.
“Go to sleep, don’t force yourself to stay awake.” Gerard whispered as he lent forward and kissed my forehead and messed with my hair a little.
“I can wait until you get back.” I mumbled and Gerard chuckled and I felt him Get off the bed and I watched him walk towards the bathroom stripping as he did and then I heard the water run.

I rolled onto my side to see what was on the tv to try and keep my eyes open but it didn’t work well and I fell back asleep again.

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