Gerard’s POV

I woke up and found a tattooed arm round my waist and I worked out it was Frank which made me smile and Frank sighed loudly and I was just about to fall asleep when the door opened.
“Jesus Christ just fuck off yeah? Every couple of hours that door has fucking opened and woke me up! Can’t you deal with Mikey on your own or do you need someone to hold your fucking hand. Fuck sake.” Frank said as the covers got thrown of the pair of us and he stormed to the bathroom and slammed the door shut.
“Jesus, what’s the time?” I asked as I rolled onto Frank’s side of the bed not really wanting to wake up.
“It’s 10am and Mikey need his dressings changed again.” Patrick said and I hid my face in the pillow and breathed in Frank’s scent.
“Fine, I’ll be down in a minute, need to check on old grumpy guts.” I said as I sat up and crawled out of bed and headed towards the bathroom and I just walked in the bathroom shutting the door behind me.
“Sorry they kept on waking you up all night.” I said as Frank looked at me through the mirror.
“It’s fine, I’m just in a grump anyway.” Frank said as he turned round and walked over to me and he cuddled into my chest.
“How is Mikes?” Frank asked as I wrapped my arms round him.
“He’s hurt pretty bad, but he should be okay.” I said and Frank pulled back and looked at me.
“Go and check on him, I’ll just take it out on everyone else in the house as I make us coffee.” Frank said and I nodded and Frank reached up and kissed me which I returned and Frank smiled.
“Hope you are putting more clothes on? Patrick got the sight of you in your pants as you stormed to the bathroom.” I said and Frank chuckled as he pecked my lips.
“Don’t worry, only you can see this.” Frank said with a slight smirk on his face and I pulled him closer to me using his pants he was wearing which made him giggle as his arms went round my neck and he kissed me.
“Put me down and tend to your brother.” Frank giggled and I smiled and kissed him again as I let his pants go and I watch Frank turn around and walk out the bathroom.
“Oh Gee, I expect what we had planned last night to happen tonight.” Frank said and he walked out the door and I smiled to myself as I shook my head and walked out quickly throwing some clothes on and went to sort Mikey out.

I walked into Mikey and Rays room and saw that Ray has t left Mikey’s side since last night which made me smile.
“How was the rest of last night?” I asked softly as I checked Mikey’s bandage round his stomach and saw that the dressing didn’t need to be changed again.
“It was okay, he was a lot more settled than the first time round.” Ray said his eyes never leaving Mikey as I sorted him out.
“His temperature is still up but that I expected.” I said and looked at Ray.
“He’s going to be fine Ray, if he was human I would say he wouldn’t of stood a chance, but if we keep on giving him blood and plenty of rest he’ll be fine.” I said and Ray looked at me.
“How can you be so sure?” Ray asked trying not to cry.
“If he was human then the shock would of killed him fair a square but since our bodies are pretty sturdy compared to humans we tend not to share the same things as them. Yes the stab wound is deep but it missed all his organs so he’ll be fine in the next week or so.” I said and Ray nodded and looked back at Mikey and went back to holding his hand.
“As long as he knows your by his side and we give him plenty of blood he will be fine.” I said and sat on the bed.
“I can’t lose him Gee, sounds stupid and all that but I’ve found my soulmate somewhere inside of him. I thought I would never find someone like that but now that I have I don’t want to let him go.” Ray said and a few tears fell down his cheeks.
“It isn’t stupid Ray, I felt like this when I lost Jack only I knew he wasn’t coming back. Mikey is a fighter and he will fight this and pull through it.” I said and Ray looked at me confused.
“Aren’t you worried at all about him?” Ray asked.
“I worry about him everyday but I know I have you looking after him, it makes me not worry so much because I know you are right beside him every step of the way and if Mikes is ever in doubt or needs someone to talk to then he normally comes running to me.” I said and Ray smiled which was a rare thing unless you was Mikey.
“I’m sorry for ruining your plans with Frank last night.” Ray said and I chuckled.
“It’s fine, there’s plenty more time to have sex.” I said and Ray chuckled quietly.
“I’ll leave you two alone, I’ll have someone bring you up some food and blood for the pair of you.” I said as I stood up.
“Thanks Gee, for everything your doing and have done in the past.” Ray said and I smiled at him.
“It’s fine Ray. Someone will be up soon with what you need.” I said and walked out the room and headed downstairs.

“No you twat you don’t do it like that, you it like this.” I heard Frank say which made me chuckle and I walked into kitchen where Frank was trying to show Elliot how to do something which wasn’t working.
“Then How the fuck do you do it then?” Elliot huffed and Frank chuckled and muttered something in a different language.
“You know Italian?” I asked which made both Frank and Elliot jump.
“Not a lot since I was learning from my nan when I was little and then swearing as well but that’s all I know.” Frank said and I chuckled and walked over and looked at what they was doing and it looked like Frank was teaching Elliot to make a cuppa.
“You seriously don’t know how to make a cuppa?” I asked and looked at Elliot.
“I drink only coffee, have done for the last 60 years.” Elliot said.
“I only drink coffee but I know how to make a cuppa.” I said and Frank looked at me and smiled as he pretty much bounced over and wrapped his arms round me and kissed me which was strange for Frank and I could tell just by his thoughts he was high on something.
“Frank have you taken something?” I asked as I pulled back.
“Only What was in that cigarette I had earlier.” Frank said as he walked over to the radio we had and he turned it up and started to dance.
“That’s more than weed, what else have you taken Frank.” I said loudly and seriously as Frank looked at me with this cheeky grin on his face but right now I was angry at him but at the same time I knew it wasn’t his fault.
“I found some coke, so up the nose it went.” Frank said and laughed and I looked at Elliot who shrugged his shoulders.
“None of us do drugs anymore Gee, I have no idea where he found the drugs.” Elliot said and Frank looked at me.
“Can we get more drugs? I want some more drugs. Please Gee let me get more drugs.” Frank said and walked over to me.
“No.” I said seriously.
“But I want more drugs.” Frank said dramatically.
“Why’s Frank so buzzed?” Patrick asked as he walked in the kitchen.
“Frank managed to get his hands on some coke, this is the end result.” Elliot said.
“How the fuck did he manage that?” Patrick asked.
“We’ll talk about it later. Need to sort this mess out.” I said and looked at Frank who had now taken his top off and even though I was mad at him I couldn’t help but stare at him.
“Come with me Frank.” I said and Frank looked at me.
“Am I going to get laid?” Frank asked and I rolled my eyes at him and grabbed hold of his wrist and dragged him upstairs.

“Where did you get the drugs Frank?” I asked seriously as Frank lead on the bed like a cheap slut.
“You fuck me and then I’ll tell you.” Frank said as he rolled onto his front.
“You tell me where the drugs came from and I’ll think about fucking you.” I said and Frank rolled his eyes at me.
“It’s my dirty little secret and I’m not about to share it.” Frank said and I sighed.
“Then you won’t be getting my dick for a while then.” I said and turned round.
“But Geeee, I want that birthday sex we was meant to have before Mikey got stabbed.” Frank whined.
“Tell me where you got the coke and I’ll give you what you want.” I said and Frank huffed loudly and I was hoping that Frank’s need for sex would make him give up the hiding place.
“Why are you making me choose.” Frank huffed as he got off the bed and walked over to the wardrobe and looked around and he walked back over and gave me a couple of bags of coke and something else.
“That all of it?” I asked and Frank nodded.
“Yep.” Frank said and I nodded.
“Go and get yourself on the bed, I’ll be back in a few minutes.” I said quietly and Frank smiled and he rushed over to the bed while I hid the drugs somewhere Frank couldn’t find them and I went to give Frank what he wanted.

I left Frank passed out in bed and I went downstairs.
“Think the whole neighborhood heard you two.” Ryan said as him and Elliot was playing a game on the Xbox while cuddling each other.
“Right now, I seriously don’t give a shit. But what I want to know is how the fuck did Frank Get his bloody hands on this.” I said and threw the packet of drugs Frank gave me onto the table as Patrick, Eden and Ray walked in as I wanted to talk to everyone.
“We have no idea how Frank got the drugs, he has a nose like a bloodhound when it comes to drugs.” Elliot said and I looked at the others.
“We have no idea either Gee, like what Elliot said, if we did have drugs lying around and we forgot about them then Frank could of sniffed the stuff out. The kid isn’t stupid.” Patrick said.
“I recognize the coke but not the other stuff.” Ryan said as he moved away from Elliot sand looked at the packets.
“This stuff is new, I never saw it when I was on drugs so it must be modern or upgraded shit.” Ray said and I looked at him.
“Thanks Ray, you can be excused and be with Mike’s.” I said and Ray nodded and he left the room.
I sighed loudly and ran my hands through my hair as I looked at the drugs on the table and looked up to the ceiling.
“You okay Gee?” Patrick asked and I nodded.
“Yeah, I’m good. Can someone please get rid of this. I don’t care how but I want it out of the house and away from Frank and make sure it’s somewhere where Frank can’t find it ever again.” I said and walked out the room and went upstairs to check on Frank.

Frank was just waking up as I walked in the room.
“Feel like I’ve been hit by a bus.” Frank groaned as he rolled onto his front and I sat on the bed next to him.
“And my ass hurts as well.” Frank mumbled as he moved his face into the pillow which made me chuckle.
“How you feeling? Do you remember anything?” I asked and Frank looked at me.
“Remember getting fucked hard into the mattress but other than that I remember nothing.” Frank said and I sighed and climbed over Frank and got under the covers with him where Frank moved so he was close to me.
“You found some drugs which you took.” I said and Frank groaned loudly.
“I was meant to give you them but I forgot.” Frank said and looked at me.
“Don’t worry your drugged up mind gave them to me, it’s amazing how much bribing you with sex actually works.” I said and Frank groaned quietly which made me chuckle and I kissed his forehead.
“Damn stupid drugged filled brain.” Frank whispered as he slowly fell back asleep and I just wrapped my arms round him.
“Roll over.” I whispered and Frank sighed and he rolled over and I moved so I was close to him and Frank felt for my hand and when he found it he caught hold of my hand and held it tightly as I ran my thumb over his knuckles.
“I’m sorry.” Frank whispered.
“It’s okay, just get some rest. I’ll be here when you wake up.” I said quietly and I felt Frank’s breaths even out and I smiled and kissed behind his ear and I rested my chin on Frank’s shoulder and got lost in my thoughts until I fell back asleep again.

I woke up and saw Frank looking at me which made me frown at him.
“You’re cute when you sleep.” Frank said and I just groaned quietly and moved closer to Frank’s chest.
“I wasn’t looking for the drugs, I was just looking for clothes to wear when I stumbled upon it. I wasn’t meant to take them but they was just there.” Frank said and I smiled softly at him as I looked at him and kissed the end of his nose.
“I should of been stronger than what I was Gee. I was so fucking stupid.” Frank sniffed as he looked down and I wiped the tear which had fallen away and Frank looked at me and all the anger I felt for what Frank had done just washed away after seeing how Sorry Frank looked at from what he was saying he didn’t want to find the drugs let alone take them.
“Hey, it’s okay relapse happens. I know what you are going through babe because I have been through it too. Having the voices in your head telling you what you want and all of that. I know it isn’t easy but just because you had that small little relapse doesn’t mean you’ll go back to the drugs.” I said and Frank looked at me.
“You used to be a alcoholic.” Frank said quietly as he sniffed and I smiled softly at him and nodded.
“That’s right, I’ve been Where you have been.” I said softly and Frank smiled.
“I don’t want to be on the drugs, I want to be clean from it all and start a new life with you and the guys.” Frank said and I smiled at him and pulled him towards me and kissed him hard which took Frank by surprise at first but he soon kissed me back and I rolled us over so Frank was under me.

“I’m starving.” Frank said out of the blue as he looked up at me since he was lead between my legs and his chin was resting on his hands which was on my stomach.
“Your always hungry.” I chuckled and Frank smiled at me.
“I can’t help it.” I said and I smiled at him and started to mess with his long hair.
“Need to get your hair cut.” I said and Frank lent his head more into my hand.
“It’s on the to do list.” Frank said and I smiled.
“Right if you get off me and then I can get something you something to eat.” I said and Frank nodded and he moved but I caught hold of his hand and pulled him back on top of me which made him giggle as he looked at me and I lent up and kissed him which Frank smile into a kiss.
“Put me down and make me some food.” Frank said with his lips brushing against mine and I rolled him over so he was under me.
“Maybe after this.” I said quietly and Frank giggled softly and pulled my head down and kissed me.
“After this.” Frank whispered and I kissed him lovingly.

We moved to be downstairs with the others and also because Frank was really hungry as well.
“I believe you wanted pizza.” I said as I sat down next to Frank on the sofa and put the pizza box on his lap.
“It’s cheese and pineapple?” Frank asked as he looked at me before he opened the pizza box which made me chuckle.
“Yes it’s cheese and pineapple.” I said and Frank smiled and he kissed my cheek as he got himself comfy cuddling into my side and started to eat his pizza as the others, minus Ray and Mikey, joined us to watch a film.
“Where’s our pizza?” Patrick asked as he put his arm over Eden so she could cuddle into his side.
“Get your own, I’m not your slave.” I said and looked for a film.
“Yet you get Frank whatever he wants.” Patrick said and before I could respond Frank spoke.
“Yeah But I give him sex and cuddles so I pay my way.” Frank said and I just rolled my eyes.
“And also he’s my boyfriend as well so boyfriend perks.” Frank said with a mouthful of pizza and Patrick chuckled.
Elliot and Ryan showed up and looked at the tv.
“Ohh movie night, awesome.” Elliot said as he sat down and Ryan just jumped on him as Ryan giggle and kissed Elliot.
“Ouch you fat ass that hurt.” Elliot said and Ryan laughed.
“Where’s our pizza?” Ryan asked.
“Boyfriend perks.” Frank said But was muffled by the food in his mouth.
“I want pizza.” Ryan pouted to Elliot.
“Steal some of Frank’s.” Elliot said.
“I wouldn’t, he likes pineapple on his pizza.” I said and Ryan looked at Frank in horror.
“Okay now we can’t be friends and I’m not sharing my coffee with you.” Ryan said and Frank laughed.
“And that’s how you get the pizza to yourself, now either shut up or fuck off because I want to watch this film.” Frank said bluntly and everyone stayed quiet after that.
Halfway through the film I looked down and noticed that Frank had fallen asleep and that he still had half a pizza left in its box. I looked up and saw that everyone else was still up.
“I’m going to check on Ray and Mike’s if Frank wakes up can you tell him where I have gone. I don’t want him to think I’ve just abandoned him.” I said to anyone who was listening.
“Of course Gee.” Elliot said as he looked at me through Ryan’s hair which made me chuckle and I gently lifted Frank’s head up gently and I put a cushion under his head and I got the blanket from the back of the sofa and put it over Frank who sighed softly which made me smile and I went to go and check on Ray and Mikes.

I knocked on Ray and Mikey’s door with coffee and food for Ray and when the door opened Ray looked exhausted.
“Hey Ray, I’ve got you coffee and I ordered you a pizza as well when I ordered pizza for Frank.” I said and Ray smiled and stood away from the door and invited me in and shut the door behind me and I walked over to Mikey and checked him .
“He’s getting there Ray, I reckon by tomorrow he’ll be awake.” I said and looked at Ray who was putting the pizza box on the bed.
“Ray you need to rest, you won’t be no good to Mike’s or yourself if you are run down.” I said softly.
“I can’t rest, I feel like if I just shut my eyes for a second something will happen to him.” Ray said quietly.
“Why don’t you go to my room and have a shower, get into some clean clothes and you can have a nap in my bed.” I said and Ray looked at me.
“I can’t do that Gee, that’s yours and Frank’s bed.” Ray said.
“You can Because you are going to. Frank is asleep on the sofa when I left him with everyone and I’ll stay here and keep an eye on Mikes.” I said and Ray looked at Mikey and sighed loudly.
“I can’t Gee, I know I smell and look like shit but I can’t leave him.” Ray said quietly.
“Go Ray, I have everything here under control and I don’t want you getting yourself ill because Mikey is going to need all the help he can get from you.” I said and Ray sighed loudly and just nodded giving up the fight which he knew he wasn’t going to win.
“Fine, I’ll go and get myself sorted but if anything happens good or bad you get me straight away.” Ray said as he got some clean clothes and his towel.
“I will Ray, now go and get yourself cleaned up and have some rest.” I said and Ray walked over and kissed Mikey’s forehead and smiled at me and he walked out the room.
I sat in the chair and got lost in thought about Frank and Mikey.

“Gee.” I heard someone say and I looked up and saw Ray who looked a lot better than what he did before.
“Shit I fell asleep didn’t I, Ray I’m sorry.” I said and Ray chuckled.
“It’s fine Gee, from what I’ve been hearing all day you sounded like you need some sleep.” Ray said and I smiled at him.
“I completely forgot You was up here to be honest and I did promise Frank sex and all that so I’m sorry for everything you heard.” I said and Ray chuckled as he looked at Mikey.
“It’s fine, I call it pay back for the times me and Mike’s have fucked as loud as we can.” Ray said and smiled sadly at Mikey.
“You two will be at it in no time, I need to check on Frank, but if you need something then you know where my door is. Just might have to watch it though either me or Frank could be naked.” I said and Ray chuckled as I stood up.
“Come down in the morning, you need a break and some food as well.” I said and walked out the room and went downstairs to find that everyone had just crashed with some film playing and I looked over at Frank and saw he was still asleep so I quietly took the blanket off him and put it over Elliot since he was lead on top of Ryan and I walked over to Patrick and Eden and put a blanket over Eden since Patrick always moaned at how hot he was when they both cuddled so I just put it over one of them and left them to fight over it during the night.
I walked over to the lamp and turned it off and then walked over to Frank and picked him up which made him sigh loudly and his arm automatically going round my neck and I went upstairs to our room.

I quietly placed Frank on the bed and took his socks off and I was thankful he was wearing swears so I didn’t have to battle trying to take them off.
“Gee?” Frank said sleepily as I climbed into bed and cuddled into his back.
“Yeah it’s me, don’t worry.” I said quietly and kissed his cheek.
“Thought you dumped me back out the streets like everyone does.” Frank mumbled.
“I’m not like everyone else. I love you and I’m not letting you go back out on the streets. I would never abandon you like everyone.” I said and Frank rolled over he was half awake and half asleep but he was more asleep than awake.
“People say that but they leave.” Frank said and I made him look at me and Frank was struggling to keep his eyes open but his brain wouldn’t let him sleep.
“I’m not leaving you. Now go to sleep and I’ll see you in the morning.” I said and kissed Frank which he slightly returned and he snuggled into my chest and I could feel his breaths on my skin.

Once I knew Frank was asleep I allowed myself to fall asleep as well.

Notes

Absolutely hate this chapter but it’s the best I can do after everything which has happened this week and my mental health going to the pit of hell

but it I finally updated even if it is shit