Frank’s POV

I was looking at myself in the mirror debating wether I should wear what I was wearing when I looked up and saw Gerard leaning against the door.
“Get out, Your not meant to see.” I said and Gerard smiled and he was behind me before I could blink and he kissed my cheek.
“You look gorgeous, so stop doubting yourself.” Gerard said and I looked at him through the mirror and smiled slightly at him.
“You don’t turn out bad yourself.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
“Come on, I have a table booked for us.” Gerard said and he spun me round and we went out into town.

“So you said you was a vegetarian.” Gerard said and I looked at him shocked that he remember this very important t detail about me.
“Yeeeeah.” I said dragging out the ‘e’.
“I remembered that there was a restaurant built a few years ago and I’ve heard they had really good vegetarian options for fussy people like you.” Gerard said and I looked at him.
“I’m not fussy.” I muttered and Gerard chuckled.
“If you say so.” Gerard said quietly and I just linked my arm through his and we got to this restaurant.
I looked at Gerard confused on why we was here.
“This is one of the most expensive restaurants in town, I would of been happy with a McDonald’s or something.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
“It’s not that expensive, think a first date needs to be a bit more classy that McDonald’s, that’s more like a third or fourth date.” Gerard said and I shook my head as I let go of Gerard’s arm as Gerard opened the door and gestured for me walk to in front of him which I did as I smiled at him and I looked down feeling my cheeks heat up as Gerard caught hold of my hand which made me look at him but Gerard was focused on something else.
“Heya, can I help you?” A waitress asked happily as she eyed up Gerard and I just gingerly hid behind Gerard while still holding his hand.
“I’ve booked a table, it should be under the name Way.” Gerard said and the girl nodded and picked two menus up.
“Follow me.” The girl said and I looked at Gerard who looked at me and he winked at me as we followed the waitress.
“Here you are, I’ll be back shortly to get your drinks and so you can order.” The girl said as she walked off and I looked at Gerard.
“She was totally eyeing you up.” I said and Gerard looked at me.
“I mean I don’t blame her, you look gorgeous.” I said and Gerard chuckled as he smiled at me which I returned shyly.
“If anyone is the gorgeous one here then that will be you.” Gerard said and I looked down and before I could make a tit of myself.
Gerard was going to say something but the girl came and asked what we would like to eat and drink and she went off to get our drinks.

We was both eating our meal when Gerard spoke again.
“You’re so shy. Does being here make you feel uneasy if it does then you should of said.” Gerard said and I looked at him and smiled slightly.
“For me, dates like these are the ones where I made the most money. All I said to do is make sure I looked presentable and have a shower and then all I had to do is keep my mouth shut and then have sex down a alleyway after the meal was over.” I said and had some of my drink.
“So you don’t like it here then?” Gerard asked.
“Yeah, of course I do because I’m with you but I struggle to understand if you are like everyone else or if you generally care.” I said as I set my knife and fork down to show that I had finished and I had some of my drink.
“You think I don’t care?” Gerard asked as he looked at me.
“I know you care Gerard, fuck you took me in and you are nursing me back to health. For that I can never be thankful.” I said as I looked down.
“It just things you don’t understand.” I said quietly and I felt Gerard’s hand on top of mine and I looked at him.
“Help me understand. I want to help you get better and be by your side. But I can’t do that if you don’t open up and tell me.” Gerard said.
“Later, I don’t want to ruin tonight.” I said and Gerard smiled.
“You can talk about anything and it won’t ruin the night.” Gerard said and I smiled at him which Gerard returned.
“Okay, Enough with the heavy talk. When did you find out you like dick?” I said and Gerard laughed.
“I found out I like dick when I was 13 years old.” Gerard said and I smiled.
“What about you?” Gerard asked.
“When I was checking out little Johnny ass out when I was 10 years old.” I said and Gerard laughed.
“But I find your ass a lot better.” I said and Gerard looked at me.
“I’m glad to hear that.” Gerard said and I smiled.
“I don’t know about you but I’m ready for the bill and go for a walk.” Gerard said and I nodded and went to down my drink put Gerard put his hand on top of mine.
“Don’t rush on my behalf. If your not finished then you don’t have to rush. I can wait a little longer for you to finish your drink.” Gerard said and I nodded and messed with my drink a little bit and then I finished it off as Gerard paid.
“Ready kid?” Gerard asked as I watched him put his coat on his top raising up a little bit and I could just drool over him.
I didn’t realize that Gerard was behind me until I felt his breath on the back of my neck.
“There’s a time and a place for those dirty thoughts of yours and this isn’t the time or the place.” Gerard said quietly in my ear.
“You been fishing around in my head?” I asked quietly as Gerard pulled my chair out like the gentleman he was.
“Baby, you would know if I’ve been finishing in your head.” Gerard said as I stood up and looked at him.
“Somehow I don’t quite believe you.” I said as Gerard helped me put my coat on.
“Well that’s up to you to decide, the question you should be asking yourself is if I can look into your mind.” Gerard said quietly and I done my coat up.
“Where too my darling?” Gerard asked as I linked my arm with his.
“The stars?” I said quietly and looked at Gerard who smiled at me.
“I might be able to take you too The stars but I know a place where you can be close to the stars.” Gerard said and he took us somewhere.

We ended up at this hill and Gerard got me to stand in front of him.
“Do you trust me, I won’t be hurt if you say no.” Gerard said quietly in my ear.
I turned round and looked at Gerard.
“I trust you.” I said and Gerard smiled as he spun me round again and I frowned when his hands went over my eyes.
“If you want me to remove my hands then just say.” Gerard said and I nodded.
I felt Gerard walk and I pretty much let his body push me as we walked somewhere.
“This place I’m about to show you, you mustn’t tell anyone else about it.” Gerard said quietly as we stopped walking.
“I won’t tell a soul.” I said quietly and Gerard removed his hands and I let my eyes adjust and I turned round and looked at Gerard confused.
“I can’t take you to the stars, so I thought I would take you to the place where I feel closest to the stars.” Gerard said and I smiled at him.
I turned round and looked up to the sky and saw hundreds of stars above us.
I felt arms wrap round me and I lent back into Gerard’s chest and rested my head on Gerard’s shoulder and for the first time in a really long time I felt safe.
“When I was on the streets, I used to find a dark spot in the park and lie down on the grass and look up at the stars. Used to make me have that little touch of that I was still human, even when I was off my face.” I said quietly and I felt Gerard tighten his grip around me and I felt him move and soon my ass was on the floor with Gerard’s legs either side of me.
“Well it doesn’t have to like that anymore. The stars can now mean something more to you now then just finding your reality.” Gerard said softly as he kissed my cheek.
“Do you think she would be ashamed of me. For all the bad choices I have had in my life.” I said thinking aloud.
“Who Frankie?” Gerard asked and I sighed loudly.
“My nan. Do you think she is looking down on me and she would be disappointed in me for everything I have done.” I said as I sat forward.
“I think, she would be incredibly proud of you.” Gerard said and I turned round to face him.
“I’ve done nothing to make her proud though.” I said and Gerard smiled as he rested his hand on my face.
“You are clean from drugs. She would be very proud of you for that.” Gerard said.
“I’m very proud of you for being clean.” Gerard said and he gently pulled me towards him and he kissed me softly which I returned.
“So we’ve had food, seen the stars, where else would you like to go?” Gerard said and moved some hair from my eyes.
“Stay here a little longer, then I would like to go home.” I said and Gerard nodded.
“Not for too long though, the wind is picking up and I don’t want you to be getting cold and then getting ill.” Gerard said and I smiled and moved a bit closer and I hid my face in Gerard’s chest.
I was lost inside my head listening to Gerard’s heart beating steadily in his chest when Gerard quietly began to sing which made me pull away from him and look at him with a small smile on my face.
“Why don’t you sing when you’re at the house?” I asked.
“Only certain people can hear me sing.” Gerard said and I smiled.
“Who can hear you then?” I asked.
“It’s only you and Mikes.” Gerard said and I felt butterflies in my stomach.
“Only the people who mean something to me.” Gerard said and the wind picked up which made me move closer to Gerard and I shivered which made Gerard chuckle.
“Let’s go home, we can then eat whatever crap you want to eat and we can cuddle in bed and watch films. That’s if you want to.” Gerard said and I smiled.
“That sounds perfect to me.” I said as I pulled back and kissed Gerard which he returned.
“Let’s go then.” Gerard said and he got up with lighting speed which made me chuckle.
I got up and instead of offering me his arm Gerard offered me his hand and I smiled and caught hold of his hand and we walked home hand in hand.

We was stood on the porch while Gerard smoked a cigarette and I was making the most of seeing the stars even though I knew I would probably see the stars tomorrow night.
Gerard came over and sat next to me which made me look at him.
“Guess this is where I ask you if you want to go out with me.” Gerard said and looked at me and I giggled as I lent forward and kissed him.
“If That was you asking me then the answer is yes.” I said quietly and kissed Gerard again and soon we was making out.
“Jesus Christ get a fucking room.” A voice said and Gerard pulled away and looked at the person and saw it was Ray.
“I mean we could always fuck very loud and all over the house if you want that offer.” Gerard said and I bit my lip.
“That’s just disgusting.” Ray said which made Gerard chuckle.
“I know what you and my little brother get up too when your alone in the house. Don’t think you two are all sweet and innocent because your not.” Gerard said seriously and Ray backed down.
“Anyway why aren’t you with Mikes normally where one of you two go the other is soon to follow behind.” Gerard said and Ray looked down.
“We got into a fight.” Ray said quietly.
“Then Why is your ass out here and not inside trying to fix things?” Gerard asked.
“Because you brother told me to fuck off and that’s why I’m not trying to fix things. Anyway your brother isn’t all fucking roses Gerard. In fact he is a awful lot like you.”
Ray snapped and Gerard stood up and Ray was one the floor before I could blink.
“You never speak of my brother like that again, Yes Mikey is not all roses but neither are you. I can tell my brother things about you that will ruin your whole relationship with Mikes.” Gerard growled and it scared me.
“Gee.” I said quietly as I stood up and Gerard looked at me with the same hard expression on his face as what he had when telling Ray off.
“I’m going inside.” I said and pointed to the door behind me.
“It’s fine, I’m finished here anyway.” Gerard said as he stood up and looked at Ray.
“You are not to set foot into the house until tomorrow afternoon. I will tell Mikes but the doors will be locked until I allow you back inside tomorrow.” Gerard said seriously as he got up and walked over to me.
“Let’s go inside.” Gerard said softly and he caught hold of my hand and we went inside and I looked at Ray who looked pissed off.
“Go on upstairs, I need to speak to Mikes.” Gerard said and I nodded and I went to walk off but Gerard caught hold of my hand and gently pulled me back to him where he stroked my cheek which made me smile.
“I won’t be long, find a film for us to watch.” Gerard said quietly and I nodded and reached up to kiss him which Gerard returned.
“I’ll warm the bed up for you.” I said and Gerard smiled and kissed the top of my head and he let go of my hand and I went upstairs to find something for us to watch.

I must of been falling asleep as when the door shut it made me jump and I heard Gerard chuckle as I sleepily watched him undress as he walked over to the bed where he was left in his pants.
“Your on my side of the bed.” Gerard said and I smiled at him and made myself more comfy in bed.
“It’s my side now, I’ve worked hard to warm this spot up.” I said sleepily and Gerard chuckled as he climbed onto the bed and over me and he threw the covers off me.
“Hey! I was nice and warm thanks. Now I’m cold thanks to you.” I said as Gerard sat down and looked at me.
“Need to fatten you up more.” Gerard chuckled as I rolled onto my side so I can look at Gerard better.
“Why do I need to fatten up when I have you too cuddle up to at night.” I said as I moved closer to Gerard who chuckled as he wrapped his arms round me and held me close to him.
“I can’t be that good.” Gerard said quietly as he yawned loudly.
“Best person I’ve ever cuddled.” I said as Gerard rolled onto his back and I rested my head on his chest as I wrapped my arm round his stomach tracing my finger up and down on one of the scars that was on his stomach.
Gerard put his hand on top of mine which made me stop and I looked at him.
“Don’t touch them.” Gerard said with a hint of seriousness in his voice.
“Why can’t I touch them?” I asked as I sat up and Gerard looked at me.
“Just don’t touch them.” Gerard said as he rolled over so his back was to me.
“Gee, I’m sorry.” I whispered as I lead back down and rolled over so my back was to Gerard and my eyes began to Well up and thoughts was going around my head saying how badly I’ve fucked up.
I felt a tear roll off the end off my nose and I sniffed hoping to sound discreet but it ended up with me breaking down crying.
I felt Gerard roll over and him cuddling into my back and he kissed my cheek which kissed a tear away.
“Please don’t leave.” I sobbed and Gerard rolled me over so I was facing him.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you or anything like that.” I sobbed quickly and Gerard made me look at him.
“It’s okay. I’m not going to leave you.” Gerard said quietly as he cupped my cheek.
I sniffed loudly which made Gerard chuckle and he kissed between my eyebrows which made me frown at him.
“Don’t cry, your too beautiful to cry.” Gerard said softly.
“Don’t be daft, I’m just some street kid nobody cares about.” I said as sniffed and looked down.
“Well that’s lies as I care a lot about you.” Gerard said softly and I looked at him.
“Why?” I whispered and Gerard moved so he was now above me and he kissed me softly which I returned.
“Because you are now my boyfriend and I wouldn’t ever want to see you as the person you was when I first saw you.” Gerard said and kissed the end of my nose.
“Make me feel like a person again.” I said quietly and Gerard smiled softly at me.
“What would you like me to do?” Gerard asked and I smiled shyly at him and Gerard knew and he kissed me and he worked his way down my body kissing my body softly as he went down until he got to my pants where he pushed the covers away and looked at me for permission which I nodded and Gerard got hold of my pants and pulled them down and I lifted my hips up to help him.
Gerard moved and his face was inches away from mine.
“I’ll make you feel like a person and you’ll feel love but if I go too far for you to cope with then you need to tell me and I’ll stop.” Gerard said quietly and I nodded.
Gerard kissed me again but this time it was a little bit harder but not much.

I looked at Gerard who gave me this cheeky grin as he kissed down my body and got to where he wanted to be and he just worked his magic.

Notes

Really don’t like this chapter at all..

dont know if im wasting my time or not with this story...