Gerard’s POV

The last couple of months have been hell.
I managed to land myself in hospital since I had a fucking huge breakdown and thought that Frank was Eric which made me say things which I regret badly and ended up running away and went missing for 4 days until Jamie found me.

”Hey Gee.” Frank said as he walked into my room and joined me in sitting in the window.
”Have you managed to get hold of Mum?” I asked quietly and looked at Frank who shook his head and I sighed and looked down.
”Look, I’m going to tell you something and I think that you are mentally able to cope with it compare to when you first came in, but your gonna have to promise me you will not fly of the handle and have a go at me.” Frank said and I looked at him and he held his little finger out which I linked with mine.
”Right when you went missing, I phoned your mam. I told her what had happened and that you was missing and that you would probably end up in hospital because of it.” Frank said and I looked at him.
”Gee, Babe she wants nothing to do with you. She’s happy playing happy family with mikes and your dad.” Frank said and I looked down the only thing stopping me losing it was my little finger linked with Frank’s and he noticed.
”Still got it.” Frank said quietly and I looked at him and smiled while tears rolled down my cheeks.
”She’s just abandoning me?” I said with my voice cracking as I cried.
”I’m sorry baby.” Frank said softly as he pulled me into his chest and I cried while frank rubbed his hands up and down my back.
I heard the door open.
”It’s fine, just leave us be and I’ll calm him down.” I heard Frank say and whoever the person was accepted this and my door opened and shut again.
”Baby look at me.” Frank said as he lent back and I moved back and looked at him.
”She isn’t worth your tears okay. Nobody is ever worth your tears.” Frank said quietly as he gently wiped the tears away.
”You can still come and live with me if you want to when you get out of here.” Frank said and I nodded.
”But your dad said that I couldn’t stay.” I sniffed.
”I’ve spoken to him and he said you’re allowed back, but this time please don’t go batshit as you literally had us all worried about you.” Frank said and moved some hair from my face.
”I’ll try not too.” I whispered and Frank smiled and kissed my forehead.
”Let’s go and lie down and have a nap and then I can tell you the good news.” Frank said and I nodded and followed Frank out the window and we went to lie down on the bed.
”I’ll be here when you wake up.” Frank whispered as he lead down and I rested my head on his chest.
”Promise?” I mumbled as I fell asleep.
”Promise Baby.” Frank said and I fell asleep to Frank breathing and his heart beating slightly faster than normal.

Turns out the good news was that I was out of this shithole by the end of the day which I couldn’t wait for.
”You ready baby?” Frank asked as I packed the last of my stuff.
”Yeah.” I said quietly as Frank spun me round and I wrapped my arms round his neck while his hands rested on my lower back.
”You sure your family wants me to be part of your family? I’m a fucking nutcase as they have already learnt.” I said quietly.
”Yeah you’re a bit of a nut case, but it’s nothing we can’t handle. We all love you as if you was family anyway. We wouldn’t want anyone else in our crazy family.” Frank said quietly.
”I love you, just remember that.” Frank whispered and kissed me which I returned and he let me go.
“I love you too.” I said quietly and Frank smiled.
”Have you got everything?” Frank asked and I looked round and spotted the teddy Frank got me when I was first admitted and I reached over the bed and picked it up and held it close to me.
”Can’t forget little Frank.” I said quietly which made Frank chuckle as he walked over and pulled me close to him.
”Better not be replacing me.” Frank said and I looked at him and kissed him.
”Can never replace you, you’ve literally been my rock through all of this and I couldn’t of done this wothout you. Hell if I didn’t have you I would still be in this place wasting away sat in the window watching the world go by.” I said and Frank smiled and moved some hair out of my face since my hair had gotten longer and was looking a bit of a birds nest.
“Good because I’m not leaving you anytime soon.” Frank said and I smiled.
The door opened and me and Frank looked towards the door and we saw Jamie leaning on the doorframe.
”Ready to go guys?” Jamie asked and Frank looked at me and I took one final look round my room and I caught hold of Frank’s hand which made him look at me and I nodded.
”I’m ready to get out of here.” I said quietly and Frank smiled and he picked my bag up and we headed towards Jamie who pulled me into a hug which took me by surprise.
”Don’t fucking do that again, you almost killed us all.” Jamie said seriously and he pulled back and looked at me which made me look down.
”Come on everyone is waiting for us at home.” Jamie said and he draped his arm round mine and Frank’s shoulders and we walked off back to the car and went back to the site.

”So my family has decided to throw you a welcome home party, even though I said not to go over the top, but they probably have gone over the top. But if you need some space then just say and we’ll understand.” Frank said and I couldn’t help but smile as we stood by the caravan
”I need a shower first, need to wash this hospital feeling off me and get changed but after that I’ll be joining you guys.” I said and Frank nodded and lent into me.
”Unless you want a hand.” Frank whispered and I looked at him and smirked.
”A hand would be nice but not just round my dick though.” I said quietly so nobody could hear me.
”Can see what I can do.” Frank said and caught hold of my hand and we went inside.

I have no idea how long we had been but it must of been a while since Jamie walked into the caravan.
”Get the fuck out will you!” Frank said loudly even though we was dressed we was just enjoying each other’s company without anyone else butting in.
”Well all I can say is that you two don’t take long.” Jamie said.
”Yeah well that was only round 1.” Frank said as he sat up and I smacked his chest and glared at him.
”I don’t even want to know.“ Jamie chuckled as he shook his head.
“Anyway, everyone is waiting for you two to show your faces.” Jamie said and Frank looked at me since I was still lead down tracing patterns on Frank’s hip.
”You ready baby?” Frank asked and I sighed and nodded.
”Yeah.” I said quietly as I sat up.
”Loving the hickey Gee.” Jamie said and I put my hand on my neck and felt my neck which had a dull throbbing pain on my neck.
”Blame Frank.” I said and Frank looked at me.
”Love you.” I said and Frank smiled and kissed me which I returned.
”Oi love birds stop sucking each other’s faces off and get out of the caravan and see everyone.” Jamie said and Frank kissed me again and pulled away.
”Just because you have spilt up Tay and is down in the dumps because you can’t get a decent shag anymore doesn’t mean you are stopping me getting laid.” Frank said.
”I’m not going to keep on arguing with you, just get the fuck out before I send mam in and she will get you out.” Jamie said and Frank sighed loudly and he moved of the bed and I followed him.
We all walked out the caravan and went inside since it was now winter.

We walked to the sitting room and there was a welcome home banner across the wall which made me smile and I caught hold of Frank’s hand who looked at me.
”You Okay?” Frank asked and I nodded.
”Yeah, I can’t believe you did this. I’m not even family.” I said and Frank’s Mum got up and walked over to me and pulled me into a hug which I returned.
”You are family now. Frank told us about what your mama did to you, we couldn’t turn you away. You’ve change Frank for the better and I couldn’t be anymore happier that Frank found you.” Frank’s Mum said and I pulled back and smiled at her.
”Thank you.” I said quietly.
”Gee.” Esme said as she came over and pulled me into a hug which I returned but I soon let go as I didn’t want to offend anyone.
”I have something to give you.” Esme said and she ran off and soon returned.
”Here, I made it myself. Well I actually brought the charms but made the bracelet.” Esme said as she put the bracelet round my wrist and I looked at it and noticed stuff which wasn’t normal in my eyes.
”Esmeralda give them some space.” Frank’s dad said and Esme nodded and went back over and sat next to Jamie on a sofa and Frank took me over to a chair where he sat down and pulled me onto his lap and I cuddled into his chest.
”We’re not going to have a mad party, but we thought that we could have a movie night with a takeaway and enjoying each other’s company.” Frank’s Mum said.
”That’s Fine, I can’t drink on my new lot of medication anyway so you’re doing me a favor.” I said and Frank chuckled quietly.
”Okay, I’m going to get the food you Okay to keep an eye on things.” Mam said as she and pa got up taking Vic, Noah and Freddie with them.
”Yeah.” Frank said and they left and Esme went upstairs to get something and Jamie went outside for a cigarette leaving me and Frank alone.
”What is this?” I asked and looked at the bracelet Esme got me.
”This is all of the stuff what Gypsies think will bring you good luck.” Frank said quietly.
”I get the four leaf clover but nothing else really.” I said and Frank chuckled.
”So the horse, we believe that if you see a white horse looking over the gate it’ll bring you good luck. The wishbone is basically when you break it you get to make a wish. The feather is basically saying crows, rooks some other birds are lucky if you see them in pairs. Stars aren’t meant to be lucky especially a shooting star as it means someone could be dead. There’s loads more but can’t be ass to explain.” Frank said Amd I couldn’t help but chuckle and gently put my hand on his face and made Frank look at me and I kissed him which Frank returned.
”Jesus Christ get a room.” Freddie said as he walked in the room with the food along with Victor and Noah ‘helping’.
”Leave them alone Fredrick.” Frank’s dad said seriously and I looked at Frank and smiled.

After watching god knows how many films and eating fuck loads of food me and Frank decided to go back to the caravan and see where the mood would take us.
”Fucking hell, Think I’ve eaten enough food for the both of us.” I said as I felt Frank behind me and pulling me close to him and undoing my jean button.
”I know one way to burn it off.” Frank said quietly and nipped my ear and gently pulled it.
”Christ if it’s what your thinking then yes.” I said and Frank spun me round and kissed me hard which I returned as I moved my hands down his waist and when I got to the bottom of his top I pulled it up and we broke away so I could get Frank’s top off and reconnected our lips as my hands roamed over Frank back.
”Bedroom?” Frank panted as he pulled back and looked at me with his lips slight swollen.
”I don’t care just fuck me.” I said quickly as I pulled my top off and Frank just pretty much pulled me to the kitchen side and bent me over while he pulled my trousers down.
”Okay when I say fuck me I don’t want it that rough.” I grunted as I got myself as comfy as I could as Frank kissed down my spine and back up again and lent against me with his jean button digging into my ass and I could feel his hard on.
”Did offer you the bed, and you said you didn’t care.” Frank said and nipped my ear.
”And I don’t care but don’t be so rough, Eric used to be really rough and I’m not ready for really rough sex right now.” I said quietly feeling the mood shift.
”If your not ready for rough then I’ll respect that as I can go over the top.” Frank said and he moved away and stood me back up again and stood back a little and looked at me.

”I’m disgusting aren’t I?” I said quietly as I looked down.
”Not disgusting, the complete opposite.” Frank said and I refused to look up at him.
”Look at me.” Frank said seriously and in my nature I looked at him thanks to Eric.
Frank took a couple of steps forward and pulled me towards him.
”You are the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever laid eyes on. And I get to have you all to myself, I can’t believe how lucky I am to have you in my life. When I first saw you, you literally took my breath away. The more I learnt about you the more I fell in love with you and I had to learn that not everything is about me, that I had to go on your terms on anything we did. It made me realize that it’s not always about sex but it about the little things. Like how when you’re really focused on drawing you stick your tongue out and you frown a lot. That when you’re having a nightmare you twitch a lot. I’ve learnt so much Gee Amd I can only thank you for it.” Frank said and I smiled at him and kissed him which Frank returned.
”I’m changing because of you Gee.” Frank whispered as he rested his forehead against mine.
”Don't change to much, I still like your bad boy attitude.” I said as I messed with some of Frank’s hair as Frank chuckled.
”For you Baby I’ll be the biggest softie going. But not for anyone else.” Frank said and I smiled.
”I’m glad about that.” I said quietly.
”Now we do have a problem here.” I said and Frank pulled back a little and looked at me.
”What might that be Baby.” Frank said.
”Well I’m naked and have a hard on and you are still somewhat dressed. Can’t see how that is fair.” I said and Frank smirked at me as he stood back and looked at me again.
”I find it very fair. Such a beautiful thing like you shouldn’t hide it all away from me.” Frank said and the mood shifting again.
”Well I hope you like what you are seeing then.” I said in a flirty way.
”I like the sight I see very much. But it would be better on the bed.” Frank said and I took the hint and went to reach for his hand but stopped when Frank shook his head.
”Lead the way Baby, I’ll follow behind you.” Frank said Amd I nodded and turned round and walked towards the bedroom and I could hear Frank followimg me.

I turned round and Frank gently pushed me towards the wall until my back was against it and he just smirked at me as he went down onto his knees and took me into his mouth and I threw my head back and arched my back so my dick went more into Frank’s mouth which made him choke a little.
”I’m sorry.” I said as I messed with his hair and Frank looked up at me and pulled back a little and went back down my dick and he did his a few more time but really slowly.
”Don’t tease it isn’t fair.” I whine as Frank worked round the head of my dick.
Frank pulled back and kissed the end of my dick and stood back up and kissed me and he felt for my hands and when he found them he put them above my head and held them there with one hand.
”I can tease as much as I want to tease.” Frank said quietly and kissed under my ear.
”Not too much please.” I whispered and Frank snapped out of whatever head space he was in and cupped my face with his free hand.
”I’ll always allow you to come and get the best. Nothing but the best for you babe.” Frank said.
”I don’t want toys, that’s one thing I can’t have right now especially handcuffs.” I blurted feeling ashamed.
“Hey, I understand, I have enough to work on here without toys. Don’t know why you brought this up babe but it doesn’t bother me. But you need to tell me if I get to much Okay, because I can and I’m being honest with you. If I go to far then just stay.” Frank said and I nodded.
”You also need to learn that I’m not him. I would never hurt you in the slightest wether that slapping you or denying you something in sex. You’ll get to come at the end.” Frank said and for some reason it made me blush like I was a virgin all over again.
Frank’s mood shifted again which was starting to confuse and worry me at the same time.
”The bed.” Frank said quietly as he let go off my hand and stepped back and I walked towards the bed and when I got to it my hands automatically went in front of me.

”How do you me want sir?” I asked not realizing what I said.
“I’m not sir or master or whatever that sick fuck got you to call him. I’m Frank or whatever you want to call me but don’t call me sir or master because I am none of them.” Frank said and I felt his hand on my back which made me jump.
“You’re my lover, not my slave or pet. I will never do anything you’re not comfortable with.” Frank said and I nodded not speaking.
”Talk to me Baby.” Frank said quietly.
”I sense your mood shifting. I’m confused and worried on what you might do to me.” I said quietly obeying what Frank want me to do.
”Shit he really did get inside your head didn’t he?” Frank said quietly as he sat on the bed and I sensed him looking at me since I refused to look anyway but my hands in front of me.
”I don’t do this whole dom and sub or master and slave relationship. For me it’s fucked up and I got proof in front of me of what happens when it’s mistreated.“ Frank said but I was only half listening since I was trying to focus on not moving or crying or anything else which would result in me getting hurt.
I saw Frank’s tattooed hand go on top of mine.
”Look at me.” Frank said and I looked at him.
”Christ I can literally do anything with you right now and you would just let me.” Frank said but I didn’t say nothing and carried on looking at Frank.
”Baby, this is horrible seeing you like this. What can I do to make you snap out of this?” Frank said but I didn’t respond which made Frank sigh and he stood up and I looked back down again.
”Finish undressing me and once you have done that on the bed on your hands and knees.” Frank said seriously and I moved and undressed Frank as quick as I could and I went on the bed and got on my hands and knees and waited for Frank.
I felt the bed dip behind me and Frank’s hand cupping my ass and squeezing it a couple of times.
”Such a beautiful ass.” Frank said quietly as I felt his hands wonder round my ass.
I was waiting for a hard slap on my ass and was shocked when it didn’t happen and instead feeling something wet round my hole and then going into my ass.
I had to hold back a moan and stop myself pushing back onto whatever Frank had inside of me.
Frank added another whatever he was sticking in my ass and it burned a little and holding my moans back became that bit harder as he hit my prostate.
Frank pulled whatever it was out which made me whimper at the lose of pleasure and I realized my mistake and started to panic that something was going to happen.
”Easy baby, everything is going to be okay.” Frank said quietly and he stopped whatever he was doing and he kissed my ass cheeks and he slowly began to stroke me until I had calmed down and he carried on with what he was doing.
The next thing I felt was being full and Frank slowly working himself in and out of me.
”Don't hold those noises back, let me hear them.” Frank said as he hit that spot and I moaned loudly and bit my lip to stop myself moaning too loudly.
”Tell me how you feel.” Frank said as he picked his pace up a little and hit the spot a little bit harder which made me moan louder than before and I had to hold onto the bed sheets before I could answer.
”Full and close Sir.” I said not realizing again what I said but I think Frank let it slide as now he was really pounding into me and my moans got louder and louder.
”Fuck Don’t stop.” I panted as Frank Just fucked me hard and my arms gave out and my ass went more into the air sending Frank deeper into me making scream in pleasure.
”That’s it let me hear you.” Frank growled as he held onto my hip tightly with his nails which was going to leave marks in the morning.
”Im close, don’t fucking stop.“ I pleaded and Frank carried on hitting the same spot over and over again.

”Come for me baby.” Frank grunted and i got hold of the bed sheets tightly and screamed as loads of Swear words left my mouth and I left Frank’s hips snap forward and him pulsing inside me moaning my name loudly and he slowly and carefully pulled out of me and collapsed beside me as I just let the rest of me flop on the bed and we both panted for breath amd I closed my eyes.

”Babe.” I heard Frank say and the bed moving.
”Gee, Gee Baby Talk to me.” Frank sounding worried as I felt myself beings rolled over.
”Gee open your eyes.” Frank said and my eyes fluttered open.
”Jesus babe I thought i had killed you or something.” Frank said.
”Death by dick and orgasm sounds awesome.” I said lazily and Frank chuckled.
”Right now it doesn’t, You Okay?” Frank asked and I nodded.
”Yeah.” I yawned and felt my eyes getting heavy.
”Cuddle Frankie.” I mumbled as I felt something being pulled over me and Frank moving behind me being big spoon.
”I love you Gee.” Frank said quietly as he messed with my hair.
”Love Your too Frankie.” I mumbled and lost my fight to stay awake.

Notes

Really don’t know what to make of this chapter.. feel like it’s utter shit but I like it at the same time and i finally got round to finish it at 2 in the morning while at work because I can’t sleep..