Bulletproof Heart

Gerard’s POV

I woke up to find Frank looking at me and messing with my hair.
”Hey there beautiful.” Frank said quietly and I looked down and blushed but frank made me look at him and he kissed me softly which I returned.
I could hear the music from Jamie’s part and I looked at Frank.
”Why aren’t you at the party?” I asked quietly and Frank ran his finger down my cheek bone.
”Because I want you to come with me.“ Frank said quietly which made me sigh.
”You dont have to drink if you don’t want to, you can just sit there and watch everyone make a tit of themselves, even me.” Frank said and I smiled.
”Is that a smile saying you want to come.” Frank said and I looked at him.
”Yeah, I’ll come as well.” I said quietly and Frank rolled me onto my back and kissed me a bit harder than normal which I accepted.
”Go make yourself gorgeous.” Frank said as he sat on me.
”Can’t when your sat on me.” I said and Frank smiled at me as he rolled off me and I got off the bed and got a shower and changed my clothes and looked at Frank when I was ready and Frank just stared at me.
”Damn Babe.” Frank said as I shyly looked down and I heard Frank move on the bed and caught hold of my hand which made me look at him.
”So glad your mine and I get to show you off. I don’t mean that in a controlling way, not in the slightest.” Frank said and I couldn’t help but smile and I lent down and kissed him and his lips tasted for beer and weed.
Frank stood up and caught hold of my hand and we went to the party.


I was sat by the big bonfire they was having trying to keep myself warm while I was watching Frank mess around with his siblings and it made me think of Mum, dad and Mickey.
”What you doing sat here on your own, Why you not joining Frank and everyone.” A drunk Esme said as she sat on me and I looked for Frank and he noticed and he nodded to me saying it was fine.
”Answer me Gee.” Esme said with a slight giggle and I looked at her.
”Don’t want to make a twat of myself.” I said quietly and Esme chuckled.
”You don’t have to worry about that, we’re all drunk and high so we won’t remember what happens.” Esme said and she got off my lap and got hold of my hand and dragged me over to where everyone was.
“Gee!” Frank shouted drunkenly as he came over to me and pulled me close to me and kissed me which I returned.
“Alright there piss head?” I asked with a slight chuckle and Frank smirked at me and he caught hold of my hand and took me over to where everyone was.


“About time you joined us, was getting depressed just watching you stare into the fire.” Freddie said and Frank just glared at him and looked like he was going to say something but I put my hand softly on Frank’s chest which made him look at me.
“It’s fine, just let it go.” I said softly.
“But..” Frank started but I kissed him just to shut him up.
“It’s fine, now what do I have to do to get a drink and a joint.” I said and Frank smiled and he went off somewhere and I turned round and felt awkward straight away.
“Dance with me Gee.” Esme said and went to grab for my hand but I pulled it away from her reach.
“I’m not drunk enough yet.” I said and went to step back and I crashed into someone which made me freak out a little and I heard someone chuckle.
“Easy baby, it’s only me.” Frank said quietly and kissed me cheek and handed me a beer which I pretty much downed.
“Damn the boy knows how to drink.” Jamie said and Frank chuckled.
“He can easily out drink you Jam.” Frank said and I felt like everything was getting out of control for some reason.
“Frank let me go a second.” I said and Frank let me go and I walked over away a little from everyone and sat on the floor and hoped to collect my thoughts.


“You okay babe?” Frank asked as he walked over with a slight stagger on the go and he sat next to me.
“Yeah, I’m just being stupid that’s all.” I said and had a mouthful of beer but this flashback was not going to be leaving my mind anytime soon and it was starting to really bug me.
“Come on, tell me about this flashback.” Frank said as he linked his arm with mine as he lent against me.
“Who said I was having a flashback?” I asked and Frank chuckled.
“I’m beginning to know when you have a flashback, you are either having one or going in and out of one.” Frank said and I couldn’t help but smile.
“Talk to me babe.” Frank said and I looked out to everyone having a good time.
“It was at a party like this when I first met Eric.” I said quietly and looked down.
“Fuck, I was even drinking the same beer back then as what I am now.” I said.
“Really, shit babe if I knew I would of gotten you something different.” Frank said sounding a bit more drunk than what he did a few minutes ago.
“It’s fine, I need to learn that nobody here is going to hurt me and that your not Eric and I need to learn how to trust you.” I said and looked at Frank who looked fucked.
“You feeling okay?” I asked and Frank nodded.
“Pretty peachy right now.” Frank said and I chuckled.
“So tell me what happened at this party where you met this bastard then.” Frank said and I drank the last of my beer.
“I need to get myself another drink, if not a drink then a joint.” I said and Frank patted his jeans and he pulled out a joint and he handed his beer.
“I can’t have your beer.” I said.
“I’m fucked Gee, I’ll have some of the joint with you but I’m not drinking anymore.” Frank said and I looked down.
“I still want you to tell me about this party you met this cunt at.” Frank said and I drank some of the beer and I felt round in Frank’s coat for a lighter which I found and I light up the joint.
“I met Eric at a party like this, part from it was just underaged teenagers getting fucked out their faces. I was a bit too drunk so I came to sit down as everything was getting a bit much with my senses. I’m not even joking when I say I felt like Alice going down the rabbit hole..” I said and Frank started to laugh.
“Don’t laugh, bet you felt like it as well.” I whined as I gently got hold of his arm and shook him which made Frank laugh a bit more and I moved closer to him and put my legs over his and gently lent into his side.
“He asked me if I was okay, which I said yes to but threw up all over myself. Eric took care of me and he took me to the bathroom where he cleaned me up and rubbed my back when I was being sick and he was really kind and he was being so caring.” I said and looked at Frank.
“Such a charming way to meeting such a cunt.” Frank said and took the joint from me and had some himself.
“I know that now. But yeah he even took me home wearing his hoodie and stealing someone’s clothes since I was literally covered in sick. I don’t even remember giving him my number but I did and it all started from that night and when I gave him his hoodie back. Makes me feel like a right twat now but I was young and was craving to be wanted by someone, too feel loved.” I said and looked down.
“I thought I knew what Love was but I was wrong. I know what it feels like now because I have you and you show me how I should of been treated.” I said and looked at Frank who looked at me and smiled and I lent up and kissed him which frank returned.
“I shouldn’t be burdening you with all this, it’s not as if you can do anything about it.” I said and looked down.
“Can burden me all you want love, I don’t care I love hearing you talk and I feel really lucky that you feel like you can trust me enough to talk to me what happened.” Frank said and I looked at him and smiled.
Frank looked like he was going to say something when Jamie, Freddie and Esme joined us.


“Aw look at the happy couple.” Freddie said as he drank some of his beer.
“Just because your jealous little virgin with no girlfriend.” Frank said.
“Fuck off.” Freddie said and looked down for a few seconds before he looked back up again.
“Anyway why you here ruining our couple time?” Frank asked and I just rolled my eyes and took the joint from Frank who had let it go out so I felt round his pockets for a lighter which I couldn’t find on my side so I climbed onto Frank and looked the other side and that was when I found the lighter.
“Christ you guys have a whole caravan to have sex in.” Esme said and because of the drinks and Joints I was really confident so I just suck my middle up at her while lighting the joint and putting it back in Frank’s pocket and I looked at Frank who had this playful smirk on his face and I lent down and blew the smoke in Frank’s mouth which he blew back out again and kiss me which I returned.
“Hey, you two aren’t the only ones here by the way.” Jamie said and I pulled back and climbed on Frank but stayed close to his side.
“Your just jealous.” Frank said and Jamie rolled his eyes.
“Maybe I am who am I to judge.” Jamie said.
“Anyway, I think we need to play a drinking game.” Freddie said and Frank and Jamie groaned loudly.
“Fred, me and Frank are fucked and by the looks of things you and Esme are as well and Gee is slowly catching up on us.” Jamie said and I couldn’t help but smile at them using my nickname everyone close to me used.
“More the reason to play, I’ll get the beers, help me Esme.” Freddie said as he got up and Esme groaned this time but she got up but she had to grab hold of Freddie’s arm as she swayed a little.
“You okay?” Frank asked with some protective in his voice.
“Yeah just got up too quickly.” Esme said as her and Freddie walked off to get some beers for us.
“She’s fucked.” Jamie said as both him and Frank kept a close eye on them even though they was safe in the site but you could see how much they loved their siblings and even though they was both fucked they would still look out for them.
“Yeah she is, think we might have to help the both of them to bed after this game otherwise they will just pass out here and I don’t want that.” Frank said.
“Agreed and then you two might have to help me as well because knowing my luck I’ll end up in someone else’s cabin and that wouldn’t be good.” Jamie said and Frank chuckled as there must be some story behind this.
“Sounds good to me Jam.” Frank said.
Freddie and Esme came back and both sat down handing us a bottle of beer each and we started to play this game.
“Okay, never have I ever slept with someone the same sex.” Esme said and I looked at Frank and frowned.
“What sort of fucking question is that?” Frank asked as he drank his beer and I did the same and me and frank was the only ones who drank to that one.


“So that’s everyone posted through the front door and into bed, now it’s our turn.” Frank said as we left where Jamie lived.
“Thank fuck for that as I felt like I could of happily passed out at Jamie’s.” I said as me and Frank slowly walked home leaning on each other.
“Well we can both pass out when we get home.” Frank said and for some reason that made me pout.
“What you pouting about?” Frank chuckled.
“Could really do some good sex right now.” I said and Frank started to choke on the smoke of his cigarette and looked at me.
“You serious?” Frank asked shocked that I said what I said.
“Yeah, I mean being a horny drunk either has it plus or down sides and I’m guessing this is a plus.” I said not having a clue what I was saying thanks to my intoxicated mind making me a lot braver than sober me ever was.
“You’re not saying this because you’re afraid I’ll cheat on you?” Frank asked and I didn’t realize we was at the caravan until I felt Frank pin me gently against the caravan keeping a close eye on me incase I freaked.
“No, I’m generally a horny drunk so if you want you Way with me then nows a good time.” I said with a slight of sadness in my voice as I looked down.
“I would never use you like that, if you want sex now then I’ll be more than happy to do that but if not then it doesn’t matter. I mean it when I said I would wait for when you’re ready.” Frank said and I looked at him and kissed him a bit harder than normal which frank returned as we started to make out heatedly with too much teeth and the lip biting.
“If you don’t want it then we should stop because if we both carry on like this and we get inside then I won’t stop.” Frank said seriously as he pulled back with his lips slightly swollen.
“Don’t want to stop, please, I want this so badly. Show me how it should be done.” I said quietly as I rested my forehead against Frank’s.
“Okay, But you have to remember the color thing we have Okay?” Frank said and I nodded and kissed Frank hard which returned and he pulled back and grabbed hold of my hand and dragged me towards the caravan door which he opened and I shut behind me and Frank’s lips went straight back onto mine as we made our way to the bedroom, taking our clothes off in the progress.


I felt my knees hit the back of the bed which made me fall onto the bed with Frank following me and landing onto top of me which made me laugh for some reason.
“Christ that’s a beautiful sound which should be made more often.” Frank said as he worked on leaving his mark on my neck.
“With a past like mine there’s nothing to laugh about.” I said quietly and Frank pulled away from my neck and looked at me.
“Well I will make sure that our relationship is full of laughs and good memories then.” Frank said and I smiled at him and pulled his head down and kissed him using too much tounge and biting Frank’s lip which made him groan into my mouth.
My hands started to wonder up and down frank’s body while Frank started to kiss down my body making sure he pays extra attention on my sensitive areas.
“Tell me what color you are at right now.” Frank said as he pulled away and spun me round to get me on the bed more.
“I’m good Frank.” I said and Frank looked at me for a couple more seconds before he made his way down to my dick.
“Remember to tell me what color you are at, if you’re uncomfortable at any time then don’t be afraid to tell me.” Frank said as he sat on his knees between my legs.
“I trust you.” I said as I looked at him and Frank had this big smile on his face which made me smile as well.
Frank moved his head to my dick and he kissed the head of my dick before he took me into his mouth and I threw my head back and moaned loudly since I forgotten what it felt like to have someone’s mouth round my dick.
Frank started to bob his head round my dick and when he got to the head of my dick be paid extra attention to my slit which made my hips buck up and me moaning loudly as my hands found their way to Frank’s hair and I pulled on it harshly which made Frank pull of my dick and I whined at the lost of him working on my dick.
“You okay?” Frank asked with concern in his voice.
“Yes.” I panted and I felt Frank move from my dick and he was kissing me which I returned removing my hands from his hair to his face where I cups his face and wrapped my legs round his hips as I looked at him.
“Do something please.” I whispered and Frank smiled and kissed me again and pulled away so his lips would brush against mine.
“I want to take this slowly for you.” Frank said quietly and I smiled.
“Just do something please, I need this.” I begged and Frank lent down and kissed me again and he pulled away and started to kiss down my body nipping my skin as he went down and probably leaving the odd hickey as he went.
“You a top or a bottom?” Frank asked and I laughed.
“What do you think?” I asked as I laughed and I looked at him.
“You could surprise me and say top but I’m guessing you like being bottom too much.” Frank smirked.
“And he hits the nail on the head.” I said and Frank laughed and he kissed the inside of my thighs.
I watched Frank stick 2 fingers in his mouth and he pulled them out of his mouth and I felt a finger round my hole.
“You sure?” Frank asked and I nodded and pushed my ass down on Frank’s finger and he got the message.
After a couple of minutes Frank stopped which made me whine and look at him.
“It’s okay I was just going to add another one.” Frank said and I huffed getting inpatient with him.
“Don’t give a shit about that just fucking fuck me or something.” I growled.
“Damn Babe so desperate.” Frank teased as he stroked my dick.
“I’m being fucking serious here.” I spat but Frank carried on stroking my dick with a smirk on his face.
I huffed loudly and kicked Frank away and sat up and pushed Frank onto his back and held his hands tight above his head.
“Loosen your grip on my wrists babe.” Frank said and I did and gave him a apologetic look which made Frank smile.
“It’s okay, just remember that I need the blood to go to my hands.” Frank said and I just smiled at him and went back to what I wanted and that was to have some decent sex.
I let go of one of Frank’s hand and moved it to my other hand as I got hold of Frank dick and guided it to my hole and I lowered myself onto Frank’s dick moaning as I did so and once I bottomed out I had to give myself some time to adjust to him.
“Fuck you feel good round me.” Frank groaned and I let go of his wrist and put my hands on his chest and dug my nails into Frank’s chest as smiled at Frank but at the same trying to ignore how much my ass was on fire from stretching round Frank’s dick.
“You okay?” Frank asked as he rubbed my thighs.
“Yeah, Just forgotten how much it hurts. But it’s no where near as bad as when Eric used to rape me.” I said and looked down feeling ashamed that I’ve just brought it up.
“Baby look at me.” Frank said softly and I looked at him.
“Don’t think about him, just think about you and me doing this.” Frank said and I couldn’t help but smile at him shyly.
“Your pace and on your terms.” Frank said and I nodded and I felt like I was ready and I braced my hands on Frank’s chest and started to move on Frank’s dick.
“Oh fuck. Forgotten how good it feels.” I said and Frank chuckled as I felt his hip snap up which sent him deeper inside me and I moaned loudly.
“How could anyone not like the Sounds your pretty mouth makes.” Frank purred.
I didn’t answer him and I shifted a little bit and found what I was looking found where I threw my head back and moaned louder than before and just worked Frank’s dick against my prostate.
Frank must of noticed I was getting tired and he moved his hands onto my hips and supported me while I carried on chasing our orgasms.
“Fuck I’m getting close I don’t know about you.” I panted as my thighs burned from riding Frank’s dick and the rhythm I had getting sloppy.
“Same Here Baby.” Frank muttered as he pushed himself up inside and it sent me over the edge and I came hard over Frank stomach.
“Fuck Frank.” I gasped as Frank chased his own orgasm and he wasn’t that far behind me when I felt him pulse inside me and him moaning loudly under me.
Frank moved a few more times inside me before he help me climb off him and I collapsed onto the bed panting as Frank rolled over to face me.


“Hey beautiful.” Frank said as he tried to slow his breathing down.
“I’m definitely not feeling beautiful right now.” I said breathlessly which made Frank chuckle a bit.
“Then how do you feel?” Frank asked.
“Fucked.” I simply said as I felt my eyes getting heaving as Frank laughed.
“Hey, we need a shower and clean bed sheets before we can sleep.” Frank said as he gently shook me.
“Not now, later.” I muttered and I felt Frank move and him walking somewhere and I heard the shower running and Frank walking back into the room.
“Come on Baby, you’ll feel a lot better afterwards.” Frank said and I reluctantly opened my eyes and Frank offered me his hand which I took and Frank helped me up and he picked me up bridal style and walked us to the shower.
“You’re going to have to stand now I’m afraid.” Frank said as he put me back onto my feet and I felt the warm water hit my back as I pressed myself against Frank which made him chuckle and he began to wash my hair and my body.
After he was finished with me he gently sat me on the floor and began to have a shower himself.
“Do you want me to help you?” I yawned and Frank looked at me with a smile as he shook his head.
“I can manage.” Frank said and I nodded and forced myself to stay awake until frank had his shower and changed the bed.
Frank came back and turned the shower off and wrapped a towel me and dried me off and he helped me stand up where he then guided me back to the bedroom where he sat me on the bed and dried my hair which felt really nice, in fact this whole after care thing felt so good and it slowly sent me off the sleep.
“Lie down baby.” Frank said softly and I nodded and let Frank lie me down and I felt Frank climb into bed and cuddle into my back and he kissed between my shoulder blades and he said something but I didn’t hear him as I just passed out.

Notes

Haha enjoy some very very shit smut because I can’t write smut to save my life...
But they have finally done it with a little help from weed and alochol