Ying and Yang

Franks POV

I woke up and saw Gerard and Mikey sat on the floor.
"Look I like him okay, I'm going to talk to mum about letting Frank stay here. If she doesn't like it then I'll take Frank back to his." Gerard said.
"Gee you need to think this through. We need you home some we can all keep an eye on you. Yes you maybe fine now but it won't take much for you t relapse into not eat and you know what the doctor said, if you relapse and you are sneaky about it you could die. I don't want my big brother to die." Mikey said.
"I'm in a really good place right now. I feel really good when I'm round Frank. I feel like he's not going to be putting me down like what Ryan did. Frank actually cares about me as I care for him. I don't see Frank pushing me to things I didn't want to do." Gerard said and I felt him look at me but I was still lead down under the covers so he thought I was still asleep.
"I know you trust him Gee, but I don't. After Ryan I don't think you should trust so easily." Mikey said.
"I have learnt from my mistakes Mikey." Gerard said seriously.
"Ryan even fucking started of being nice to you like Frank. Then a couple of months later he fucking raped you! I don't see you have learnt from you mistakes." Mikey said seriously.
"Frank isn't like Ryan. You wasn't the one who spent most of the time with Ryan. I know Frank is different from Ryan because his whole attitude is different. So stop comparing Frank to Ryan. I don't want to hear his fucking name again. He is out of my life now and I need to move on with my life and I feel like I can finally do that with Frank around." Gerard said and I heard him get up and I felt him sit on the bed and a hand went on my leg.
"Well if he fucking hurts you don't come running to me because I'm just going to say I told you so." Mikey said and I think he walked out the room.
Gerard sighed loudly and I felt him move and I felt him lie down and I'm guessing he was facing me.

"I know your awake Frank." Gerard chuckled softly as he pulled the covers away from my face.
"Damnit. How did you know." I said and Gerard smiled.
"I saw you look at me and Mikes before you quickly hid under the covers." Gerard said.
"I wasn't being nosey." I said and looked down.
"It's fine." Gerard said and I looked at him.
"This Ryan dude pretty much destroyed you didn't he?" I asked quietly and Gerard looked down and I noticed some tears in his eyes as he nodded.
"H..H..He did things which I could never imagine someone doing." Gerard sniffed and I just pulled Gerard into my chest and he just started to cry.
"I'm not like him Gee. I would never dream on hurting you." I said quietly and kissed the top of his head and rubbed his back for comfort.

"Gerard? Gerard, honey you home?" A woman's voice said as she walked into Gerard's room.
Gerard had fallen asleep in my arms not that long ago.
"Who are you?" The woman asked.
"I'm Frank. Frank Iero and I'm a friend of Gerard's." I said and the woman just changed.
"The Iero boy. Such nice people such a shame on what happened to them." She said and I looked down feeling like it was too soon to talk abou mum, pa and Nonna.
"I'm sorry, I'm Donna. Gerard's and Mikey's mum." Donna said with a smile which I returned.
"Nice to meet you." I said quietly.
"I can see Gee is asleep, when he wakes up can you tell him I want to speak with him." Donna said and I nodded.
"Yeah I can do that." I said and Donna smiled and walked off.
I looked at Gerard and he was sound asleep still with his head on my chest.
I moved slowly to lie down so it would be more comfortable for me and Gerard.
I go Gerard's tv remote and his controller for his Xbox and put Netflix on and found something to watched and binged watched it until Gerard woke up.

"Sorry I didn't mean to fall asleep on you." Gerard said sleepily but he didn't move away.
"It's fine, your a good hot water bottle so I'll let you sleep on me." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"Well your quite comfy to fall asleep on." Gerard said shyly and I looked at him and saw a small blush on his pale skin which made his blush stand up more.
"Your hair needs dying again. Want me to do it for you?" I said and Gerard looked at me confused.
"You know how to dye hair?" He asked and I chuckled.
"I'm a man of many talents." I said and Gerard moved and looked at me.
"That can be in the bed department and for other things." I whispered in Gerard's ear and it made his breath hitch which made me smirk.
Gerard moved and sat on my lap.

"Please, do something. It's been so long and I want to see if what he has done to me has changed me." Gerard said quietly.
"I don't want you to be afraid of me." I said.
"I trust you." Gerard whispered.
"I'm not going all the way with you, not yet." I said seriously and Gerard nodded.
I moved towards him slowly and pecked his lips and pulled away and looked at Gerard.
Gerard moved and kissed me and he deepened the kiss.
I moved so Gerard was under me and I pulled back and looked at Gerard.
I moved to kiss his neck and nipped it a little just hoping it's not going to leave a bruise there.
Gerard moaned quietly which made me smile.
I moved my hand and put it under his top and ran my hand up and down his chest stomach which was when Gerard tensed and I felt his breaths quickening.
"Its okay Gee, it's me Frank." I said as I moved my hand out from under his top and got off him.
"I'm sorry, just brings back loads of bad memories." Gerard sniffed.
"Hey you don't have to say sorry to me. I understand." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"I know what you are going through. I've been there and I don't want you to take the path which I took. I want you to be able to trust me and know I'm not going to hurt you." I said and Gerard nodded and smiled.
"Oh your mum wants to talk to you." I said and Gerard groaned and got off the bed and walked out of his room.
I chuckled and went back to what I was watching.

Gerard came back after an hour and he sat on the bed and picked at the covers.
"What's up?" I asked and Gerard looked at me and smiled.
"Mum said that you could stay here for as long as you want as long as one night you cook her something Italian." Gerard and I chuckled.
"Your mum is a babe." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"If my mum is babe then what does that make me?" Gerard asked and I moved and kissed him.
"Mine, if you want?" I said quietly.
Gerard smiled wide and moved and kissed me hard.
"I would love to be." Gerard said and kissed me again.
I smiled and Gerard wrapped his arms round my neck and hugged me which I returned hiding my face in his chest and breathed in his scent.

Notes

Feel like this has moved to quick but I dunno I just wrote something as I haven't updated for a few days.