Ying and Yang

Franks Pov

I woke up and found a pair of hazel eyes looking back at me.
"Have you literally been watching me sleep?" I muttered and went to roll over but I felt Gerard's hand on my back stopping me from rolling over.
"You'll fall off the bed. And the answer to your question is yes." Gerard said and I couldn't help but look down and blush.
"Aw, did not think I could make you blush like that." Gerard said and I looked at him and playfully punched his chest.
"Leave me alone." I muttered and Gerard chuckled and pulled me closer to him so I didn't fall of the bed and he kept his hand on my lower back to stop me from moving.
"Go back to sleep okay. I'll be here when you wake up." Gerard said softly as I slowly fell back asleep again.

"Fank wake up." Gerard said as he moved some hair from my eyes.
"No." I muttered and went to move but Gerard put his hand on my back to stop me.
"But you get to go home." Gerard said and I opened one eye and looked at him.
"This you playing a trick on me, if so please kindly fuck off and don't come back." I said.
"I'm not playing a trick on you. You really get to go home." Gerard said and I opened my other eye and sat up and looked at him.
"I'm sensing a but." I said quietly.
"You not allowed to live by yourself for a while. You need to have to either move in with someone or someone will have to move in with you. But your not allowed to be on your own." Gerard said and I sighed and looked down.
"Shit." I muttered and looked at my arm.
"Hey, getting angry at yourself isn't going to help you. You tried but you failed, that was your body telling you that your not ready to leave us yet. It wasn't your time to die yet. You can hate yourself as much as you want but deep down you are happy to your alive. Don't be unhappy you didn't die. Be happy that you are a survivor and can carry on with your life. There are people who's family and friends have actually succeeded and it hurts a lot." Gerard said and looked down and I looked at him.
"It's survivor guilt, surely you should understand his Gee. Please say you understand." I said and looked at him feeling tears roll down my face.
"Don't cry, please don't cry. I do understand this feeling. But you need to try and be over it." Gerard said and I felt him move and him pulling me to his side and holding me close to him.
"I've lost everyone." I sobbed into his chest and Gerard just rubbed my back and held me closer to him.
"You have me, Miley and Chris. So you haven't lost everyone yet." Gerard said quietly.
I just sniffed in response and moved away from Gerard and looked down.
I felt a hand on my cheek which made me jump and I looked and saw Gerard wiping away the tears from my cheek.
"I seriously meant what I said the other day about you being to beautiful to cry. Tear stained cheeks don't suit you." Gerard said softly.
I smiled a little.
"You have enough time to have a nap and then your free from here." Gerard said and I nodded.
I moved and put my head in Gerard's lap and Gerard started to mess with my hair which slowly lulled me to sleep.

"Can you not fight about this, I made my choice Chris." I said looking down feeling like I just betrayed my best friend.
"I have fucking been here for you Frank right from when your parents both got themselves blown up. I was fucking there for you when your grandmother died and you choosing him over me. You barely fucking know him Frank." Chris shouted at me which made me move away from both him and Gerard.
Chris's words was literally stabbing me hard in the back.
"Chris stop, your upsetting him." Gerard said calmly.
"Do you really want me to fucking hit you because I will." Chris growled and I moved and stood in front of Gerard.
"You fucking touch him and you'll know what will happen." I said seriously and Chris looked at me shocked at what I said to him because he understands exactly what I mean as well.
"I chose to stay with Gerard because you have your own problems right now Chris. You have the baby to look after, you have your mother to keep an eye on. You don't need me to add to the stress you and Alaska are under." I said calmly.
"But your my best friend Frank. I couldn't give a shit if you brought more stress, I just want to make sure you are going to be okay." Chris said and I walked over and hugged him.
"I can't do that too you, please, I'll come and see you and text you all the time. Your still my best friend Chris. But right now I need to do this and hopefully get into his pants." I said but I whispered the last part in Chris's ear.
"All I can say is good luck and do you accept this challenge?" Chris asked and raised his eyebrows.
"Duh, have you seen him? He's fucking gorgeous." I said quietly and Chris chuckled.
"I expect a full report on what is happening once a week." Chris said.
"And you will, now piss off so I can go and sleep in a proper bed. And actually have a decent big spoon because your fucking useless." I said and again said the last bit quietly.
"I wasn't useless, I didn't want to hog the bed." Chris said.
"Or get a boner." I said and Chris glared at me.
"I'm saying no more, now I'm being serious about pissing off now." I said and Chris chuckled and he walked out the house.

Imturned round and saw Gerard standing there.
"Note to self, I'm not going to piss you off." Gerard said and I chuckled.
"Don't worry that pretty bright red hair of yours, I won't hurt you. Unless you like rough." I smirked and bit my lip ring which I knew affected Gerard in someway.
"Well that's something we're not discussing." Gerard said slowly going red.
"It's just sex, come on I'm sure you've done it just like how I've done it." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"I'm not saying if I like rough or not. That's something you'll have to guess." Gerard said cottoning on with my game.
"Okay, I say bring it. You guess if I like rough or not and I'll do the same to you." I said.
Gerard scoffed.
"Please, that's easy course you like it rough." I smirked and bite my lip ring.
"I dunno about you but I'm going for a nap since I'm bushed and we can continue this later." I said and walked off to Gerard's room and just crashed on his bed.

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