Ying and Yang

Franks POV

I didn't feel like going to school and I knew Chris was looking after his brother so I asked him if he wanted to meet up which he said yes too.

"What's new in the land of Frankie then?" Chris asked and checked Ethan who was asleep which was nice to have some peace with Chris.
"I may or may not be with Gerard." I said with a big smile on my face.
"Shut up, tell me this isn't bullshit." Chris said.
"It's no bullshit." I said and sipped on my coffee.
"Who asked who?" Chris asked.
"I asked him but it was odd. Not like how I normally ask dudes." I said thinking about past exs.
"So spill, how was it odd." Chris said leaning forward.
"Christ you have a pair of tits under them clothes?" I asked.
"Nope, but my best friend has literally has the best bit of gossip going so I want you to spill." Chris said and I rolled my eyes.
"So his mum pretty much said that I could stay as long as I cooked some Italian food. So anyway I said to Gerard his mum was a babe for letting me stay there and Gerard asked what he was to me and I just blurted out mine. So he said yes and that's me being awkward asking Gerard out." I said and Chris chuckled.
"At least you weren't high or drunk when you asked him. And I think that was a nice way, compared to previous ways you asked people out." Chris said and I chuckled.
"You happy?" Chris asked and I looked at him comfused.
"You happy that you are finally with Gerard." Chris said.
"Course I am. I mean have you seen his ass? The way his blush looks perfect on his pale skin." I said and looked at Chris who rolled his eyes at me.
"Anyway, I've only been with him for what 2 days. Give me a few months then I know when I'm actually really happy to be with him." I said and Chris smiled.
"I can see you still being with him." Chris said.

"So is that you giving Gerard your blessing to be with me?" I chuckled and Chris smiled.
"Yes it is. You tell him if he hurts you then he's going to have me to answer to. I mean it Frank, if he makes you cry you tell me and me and him are going to be having serious words." Chris said.
"You have my word that I'm not going to hurt him." I heard Gerard say from behind me and I turned round and smiled which made Gerard smiled and he kissed the top of my head and sat with me and Chris.
"I'm being serious here Gerard." Chris growled.
"I know you are and you need to trust me that I'm not going to hurt him." Gerard growled back and I just looked at him because that wasn't a side of Gerard I was used to.
"smettila." I said and both Chris and Gerard looked at me.
"Stop it the pair of you. Chris I know you are looking out for me but I can stand in my own two feet. Gerard, I trust you. You don't need to be like that." I said and Gerard and Chris looked down and soon Ethan started to cry.
"We'll leave you be shell we?" I asked and Chris nodded and we all got up and I got hold of Gerard's hand and we walked back to his.

I was lead on Gerard bed when he walked over and lead down and rested his head on my stomach and my hand went and started to mess with his hair which looks better now I dyed it again for him.
"It's Nonna funeral next week." I said quietly and Gerard looked at me.
"You okay about it?" Gerard asked and I shook my head.
"I have family coming over from Italy to pay their respects but I don't want them there. I just want it to be me because my other family hardly saw her, they knew she was ill but they still didn't bother coming over. Just like when mum and pa died. They knew it was hard for me and for Nonna but not once did they come over and see us or even come to the funeral." I rant and sat up so Gerard's head was on my lap.
"Their vigliacchi every single one of them." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"vigliacchi means cowards in Italian." I smiled and Gerard nodded.
I bent down and kissed him which Gerard returned.
"If you want me there then I'll be there." Gerard said quietly and moved some hair from my eyes which made me smiled
"Please be with me. I had Nonna when mum and pa was buried and now I have nobody." I whispered and looked down and Gerard moved and I felt him sit on my lap and he made me look at him as he rested his forehead against mine.
"You got me, Chris, mum and Mikes. You won't be on your own." Gerard said quietly and kissed me which I returned.
"Let's get ready for bed and watch a DVD." Gerard said and I nodded and Gerard got off me and he got of the bed stripping as he did until it left him in his pants.

I knew Gerard had scars on his arms from self harm but I also noticed some scars on his back and on his chest.
Gerard turned round and noticed me looking and he looked down and wrapped his arms round himself.
I got off the bed and walked over to Gerard and unwrapped his arms and I gently kissed the scars on his chest and made Gerard looked at me.
"Your still beautiful. Scars in all." I whispered and pecked his lips.
"No I'm not. I'm fat and disgusting." Gerard said quietly.
I looked st him and frowned.
"Gee your not fat, or disgusting. Your perfect, if anything you put a little bit of weight on but you don't have to do that. Listen to me Gee okay, whatever he has said about you is not true. You are beautiful just the way you are. Please don't let him get to you" I said and Gerard looked at me and nodded.
"Talk to me if you need to. It's what I'm here for." I said and kissed him which Gerard returned.
"Ti amo." I said quietly and Gerard looked at me.
"I'll tell you soon. But you'll like it." I said.
Gerard smiled and he started to undress me which I didn't mind and soon we climbed into bed where we cuddled and watched films until we both fell asleep.

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