Tear in my heart.

Franks POV

After I had my shower I quickly and quietly got dressed and checked on Gerard who was still asleep and I went down stairs to face the music and to get Gerard something to eat and some blood.

I walked into the kitchen and was pinned up against the wall by Mikey.
"You are so fucking lucky that Gerard is upstairs other wise you'd be out of here." Mikey growled and I could see his fangs.
"Where the fuck have you been! Gerard has not been eating he has drunk very little blood because he has been outside sat on that top step waiting for you! He has been waiting for you to come back and see him! He cried his eyes out when he worked out you wasn't coming to see him! He shut every one of us out because he felt regret by you!" Mikey said loudly and let me go and turned his back on me.
"I had some stuff I needed to sort out, I was going to come me a see him but I was with another pack for a while just so I could get food. Mikey I'm sorry that I've done this to Gerard. I swear I'm going to make it up to him, I'm not going to let Gerard down." I said.
"You fucking broke him. Gerard has had to go through addition and he was just about strong enough to get over it, but an eating disorder is so much harder. He has enough going through his mind he doesn't need his head telling him not to eat. So if anything happens to Gerard it's on you." Mikey growled.
"The fucking hell is he doing here?' Ray growled as he came out to the kitchen.
"He's finally remembered Gerard." Mikey spat.
"I never forgot about him! I thought about him everyday I was away!" I shouted feeling like I'm going to lose my cool and shift.
"Then why didn't you come and see him! You have single handed destroyed him." Mikey shouted.
"Mikey stop shouting you'll wake Gee up, this is about the only amount of good sleep he's had in 6 months." Brendon said quietly to Mikey.
"Look I am going to do everything I can to make Gerard better and to prove to all of you that I do care about him and I will do anything to protect him." I said.
"Like fuck can you protect him. You've barely been here to protect him." Mikey growled.
"I've been watching. I've known for a while that Gerard has not been okay." I said and Mikey looked at me not looking happy.
"Then why didn't you come and see him. He had his hopes up that you would come and see him!" Mikey shouted and punched me round the face.
Since I had no control of me shifting since being away for a while meant I didn't have to control myself.
I just stood in the kitchen in wolf form growling and showing my teeth.

I felt a hand on my back and I went to snap at the person but I realized that the hand belong to Gerard.
"I think it's best if we don't piss Frank off for a while, considering he has no control of his shifting yet and getting him pissed off would course him to shift." Gerard said seriously but with a hint of sleep still in his voice.
"I'm going to agree with Gee here. Other than Gee I think it's best we give Frank space and not to punch him Mikey. As much as you want to Frank can easily rip your head off." Ray said seriously.
"Ain't punching him soon anyway, his face is fucking soild." Mikey said and I couldn't help but smirk at myself.
"I'm going to take Frank to my room to cool off." Gerard said.
"Gee is that wise?" Ray asked.
"I know Frank isn't going to hurt me." Gee said softly and touched my head which I returned by nudging it which made Gerard smile.
"Keeping a close eye on you Fank." Mikey said and I sensed Gerard rolling his eyes.
"Come on Frank let's go." Gerard said quietly and turned round and we went up to his room.

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