Tear in my heart.

Gerard's POV

I got upstairs and looked at Frank who looked up at me.
"You know where my room is." I said quietly and Frank walked off and looked behind him and I just nodded and he went into my room.
I took a deep breath and looked down and I felt tears rolled down my face.
I heard someone walked over and I was pulled into their chest.
By the smell of things it was Frank.
"I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry I have broken you. I'm sorry that the you have cried so many tears over me. Please say you can forgive me." Frank said and kissed the top of my head.
I just held onto him tighter and unable to stop myself from crying.
Frank pulled back a little which made me whimper.
"Shush, it's okay I just wanted to see that face of yours." Frank whispered.
Frank made me look at him and I wanted to look down.
Fank put his hand on my cheek and I couldn't help but moved my face into his hand.
"Baby I'm so sorry." Frank whispered and I looked at him as Frank has never called me that before.
Frank picked me up bridal style and walked me to my room and put me down on the bed where he walked round and lead down and faced me.

"Your so light and skinny Gee." Frank said quietly and moved some hair from my eyes.
"I couldn't eat. I can't get like how I was before, fat and disgusting and hideous." I whispered.
"You have to eat, you'll starve yourself to death otherwise." Frank said and he got hold of my arm and went to roll my sleeve up but I moved my arm away from him.
"Gee you didn't? You didn't self harm because of me did you?" Frank asked and I felt more tears filled my eyes.
I shut my eyes and the tears rolled down my cheeks and a sob left my lips and I felt Frank pull me into his chest and wrapped his arms round me.
"T..T..They d..d..don't know." I sobbed into Franks chest.
"I won't say nothing. But you have to promise me that you will never do this again Gee, I'm not worth any mark on your skin." Frank said and kissed the top of my head.
"You said you would come and see me." I sniffed.
"I know I did. Baby I'm so sorry that I didn't visit you. I wasn't in the state for a while, I had to go and finish so stuff off." Frank said and I looked at him.
"I'm going nowhere now Gee. I promise you I'm here for keeps if you want me." Frank said and I rolled Frank onto his back and just wrapped my arms round his neck and hid my face in his neck.
"I want you to stay. Please don't leave me again." I said into his neck and Frank wrapped his arms round me and held me close to him.
"I'm going no where." Frank whispered.
I felt my eyes was getting heavy and I guessed Frank felt my eyelashes on his neck as he chuckled.
"Why don't you cuddle into my side, it's more comfortable for me and you." Frank said and I nodded and moved to Franks side and I put my arm round Franks middle and Frank put the blanket over me.

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