A/N Hello! I want to say real fast that I reported the plagerizer and my story has been tooken down from her sight! Yay!

Franks p.o.v
(Time lapse! A month!)

The time passed in a daze. There were no more freak outs, my withdraws did not occur anymore, and literally anyone could touch me without me even caring. I ate regularly (which resulted in more weight, weight I truly didn't mind), I could get dirty without freaking out, and I showered one every day. Sometimes less.
I was better.
Apparently my doctor thought so to, because she had decided to let me out. I was notified a week before to go over my releasement plan and some other things. I was mostly excited, but I was kind of scared to leave. I knew I wouldn't be once I was with Gerard and Mikey, but momentarily it scared me to leave.
Despite my worries, I found myself waiting outside of the hospital, in search of Kendall. He said he’d be here at 11 in the morning, so here I was at 10:59, waiting for him. I sat down on the curb with my bag, enjoying the sun that burned my back.
After a couple minutes, I saw his car pull into the parking lot. H took a few minutes to spot me, but when he did, he drove straight to me. He pulled up to the curb, rolling the window down.
“Frank! You look so much healthier, jesus! I missed you, get in, get in!” He sputters, grinningly wildly. I do so, smiling excitedly. I put my bag in the backseat, reaching over to hug him.
“I missed you. How is everyone?” I ask, feeling calm, happy. He starts to drive, making me out my seatbelt on.
“We’ve been...functional. It's weird without you.” He says, a hint of sorrow in his eyes. I felt a pang of guilt that i forced myself to ignore and keep talking.
“How’s Gee? It's been an entire week since I’ve seen him last.” I ask, feeling my happiness grow at the mention of him. I’d gotten visitation rights, so I got to see him every week. It was horrible how long itd seemed when I first got admitted in the hospital.
“He’s...I’m not gonna lie, he was kinda sad. Well, very sad. He was hopeful though, just lonely, but he really excited you're coming home.” He tells me, focusing on the road. I nod, biting my lip a little.
“Hows mom?” I ask, dreading the question. I can sense his hesitation, and it gives me a slight hint of pain.
“I have to talk to you about her. Nothing bad.” He promises, making me frown slightly. I nod though, relaxing into my seat. We drive in silence, until we finally reach the house. Both Mikey’s and Gerard’s car were parked outside, making me smile excitedly.
I jump out of the car when we park, practically skipping toward the door. I look behind me, waiting for Kendall to catch up, before throwing the door open. I rush inside, grinning like a small child as I spot Gerard.
His entire face lights up, and I run toward him, my body slamming into his as we make contact. My legs immediately go around his waist. He grips my thighs, catching me as I jump into his arms. My lips immediately come into contact with his, and I swear, for a minute, it was just us. Everything was paused, nothing else existed, it was him, me and our love.
Then, everything became real agains as we pulled apart. He set me down, and I blushed furiously, grinning at him.
“I missed you.” He says, grinning back at me.
“I know.” I say simply, planting a kiss on his lips before turning toward my mother. Before I can talk, I’m wrapped in her arms.
I immediately hug her back, smiling as she squeezes.
“My baby! You look so healthy!” She cried out, pulling away to exam me. I laugh and nod, sharing the feeling of joy. Lyric and Kendall stood a small distance away, smiling at us. I also greeted Mikey with a warm hug, feeling grateful he was there.
We continued to talk a few minutes, before we went into the kitchen. I hadn't eaten that morning because id been to nervous (and believe me, I’d sorta regretted, because the hospital made a fuss over it), so I was grateful to see my mother had made at least ten different foods for the six of us. It was laid out on the table, and there was no doubt she did all of this morning.
“I didn't really know what to make- though most of it is breakfast food, I made a couple of pies.” She says bashfully, a look of embarrassment taking over her features.
“Thanks mom. I love you.” I say simply, trying to reassure her that there was nothing to be embarrassed about. We sat down at the dining room table, as Kendall and mom went to the kitchen to get plates.
Gerard sat next to me, gripping my hand tightly. Suddenly, the image of us curled up on my bed together over took my thoughts, and my body filled with a warm sensation of want.
“I can't want to fall asleep with you.” I blurt out, making both him and Mikey smile at me.
“I know. Sleeping alone has never sucked so much.” He states, rubbing circular motions on my hand with his thumb.
I smile and lean my head on his shoulder, feeling nothing but calm and happy. It was a new, weird feeling, and I knew I’d made the right choice going to the hospital.
Soon, kendall and mom returned with plates, silverware and cups. We all began to fill our plated with all the breakfast food, which consisted of various delicious things.
We chatted amongst ourselves happy, discussing random things. I mostly stayed quiet though. Not because I was sad, like I normally would have, but because I was content. I was comfortable with listening to them talked without having a response, because I felt I really didn't even need one.
We must have sat there at least an hour, discussing things, before Mikey announced he and Gerard had something to tell me.
“Is it good?’ I asked nervously, itching my arm out of habit.
“Yes. Very good, in fact, it's exactly what we planned.” Mikey said bluntly, a smile goring on his face.
“Okay…” I beckon, looking expectantly at them.
“Mikey got a job a couple weeks ago..” Gerard says, looking at me. I stared blankly for a minute, before it clicked.
“That..means no more drugs!” I shout happily, covering my mouth with my hands.
“Sure does sugar. But, that's not all.” He says, grinning wider.
“At the rate were earning money, which ranges about nine thousand a week, we’ll have a house soon. Like, an actual house and not some ghetto apartment.” Mikey continues, grinning at me. I squeal happily before jumping up from my chair and running over to him. He gets up to allowing me to hug him tightly.
He gasps when I do, probably because of how tight i'm clutching. He hugs back, a laugh leaving his lips.
I pull away after a second, laughing happily as everyone begins to chat excitedly about our future.
We all stand after a minute, going into the living room.
“Y’know, I’ve never even seen you once go in your pool.” Gerard says suggestively, making me smile.
“You wanna go swimming?” I ask, grinning at him. He nods, making me smile even wider.
I announce for everyone to get their bathing suits on, and rush up the stairs with Gerard, feeling like an excited child.
I hadn't felt so good in a while. In over two years, in fact.
I threw Gerard one of my bathing suits, hoping it’s fit him.
“Do, um, you mind if we both get dressed in here, or do you prefer if I go to the bathroom?” He asked, making me smile lightly. I lean over to him, pecking his lips softly.
“Stay.” I say simply, before taking my shirt off. I quickly rid myself of all my clothes, feeling slightly nervous and uncomfortable, but not enough to make me stop.
I quickly pulled another pair of swim trunks on, before grabbing a plain white t-shirt over my head. I’d probably swim in it, but maybe not.
I finished just as Gerard did, and an idea quickly formed in my head.
“Race you to the pool! Last one there has to clean up the breakfast mess!” I declare, rushing out of my room, Gerard hot on my heels. I run down the stairs and outside, unsurprised to see we were the first ones there. I plunge right into the pool, shirking as the cold water came into contact with my skin.
I sink in the water, enjoying the way in encloses me. I resurface after a minute, gasping for air when I come up.
He still standing at the end, grinning widely. He jumps suddenly, splashing a fair amount on me. I laugh as comes up for air, pushing his wet hair back. I swim over to him, pecking his lips as I wrap my arms around him.
“Watch out!” I hear Kendall call out, making me snap my head toward him. He runs toward us, making me squeal and pull Gerard to the side of the pool. Kendall makes a big enough splash to where it reaches us, which is surprising. Soon, everyone is outside in their bathing suits, even my mom.
We end up spending an hour in there. I kissed Gerard a lot, making up for the lost time. The thing is, in order to do that, I’d have to kiss him every second of every day, because I’ve spent my entire life without him.
It seemed weird how he was crucial to every day all of a sudden. I guess that how I knew I loved him, because even though I’d spent so long without him, I couldn't be without him now.
But there was nothing to keep him from me now, so that was perfectly fine.
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That night, falling asleep in his arms seemed like heaven. I savored every moment of it, all of it. The way he smelled, how his breath tickled my neck, the way he breathed. I didn't want to forget a second of it, even though I knew, deep down, we’d have this everyday from now on, I could have this forever, and I wanted it.
I’m sure, so sure, we could last like this forever.

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