Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

I was allowed to go and see Frank with I was really happy about but I was told that Frank was coming round from the general anaesthetic and that he head could be hurting him because he managed to give himself serious concussion and his arms and legs are bandaged and there would be a nurse coming to change the dressing every couple of hours since Frank has managed to fuck his arms and legs up.

I was sat beside him in the chair and I had hold of his hand running my thumb over his cut knuckles from where he punched something a few days ago.
"Gee?" Frank asked groggily.
" Yeah, I'm here and I'm not leaving." I said and kissed the back of his hand which made frank smile and chuckle softly.
"Tell you what, my head fucking hurts." Frank said and I chuckled.
"Well if I can say so, your looking pretty sexy with a bandage round your head." I said and Frank laughed but stopped.
"Stop making me laugh will you." Frank said and I smiled at him which he returned.
"How did I get here?" Frank asked and rolled onto his side and looked at me.
I looked down not sure if I feel strong enough to tell him.
"You nearly killed yourself Frank." I said quietly.
"No I didn't, I woke up to make myself something to eat..." Frank said but stopped and thought about it.
"I found you on the floor with your arms cut really deep and you passed out." I said and looked at him knowing tears was rolling down my cheeks.
"I don't remember it." Frank said quietly.
"Its okay, the doctors managed to save you." I said and it was Franks turn to look down.
"No, don't you dare say you say what I think your thinking." I said seriously.
Frank stayed quiet.
I got up and walked round and climbed on the bed and pulled Frank into my chest and held him close and Frank rolled over and hid his face in my chest and I could tell he was crying.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I heard Frank sob into my chest and I just traced patterns on his shoulder hoping this would comfort him.

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