Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

I was sat on the floor smoking and having tears roll down my face.
" Jesus Gerard you trying to freeze to death?" I heard Nate say as he sat next to me and I felt him put his jacket over my shoulders.
"I'm not cold, just numb." I said quietly and flicked my cigarette away and got another one out and started to smoke it.
"Gee, you need to stop." Nate said and took the cigarette out my mouth and started smoking it himself.

"Their gonna send him away aren't they?" I said quietly.
"I don't know Gee." Nate sighed.
"I can't lose him. I can't Nate. No matter if he dies or if he gets sent away, I need him and nobody can see that. Why can't anyone see that." I sniffed.
"I can see it Gee. Since Frank has been with us I have seen the happy Gee. I haven't seen that for such a long time. Not since Elliott did them things to you. I can see that you really do love him and I know that Frank feels the same. He's fixing you Gee, I know that you have PTSD because of that bastard. But you are so different around him, I like seeing you happy Gee. I hope that Frank gets better soon as I don't like you being like this." Nate said and I looked at him and smiled.
"That means a lot Nate." I said quietly.
"I just like seeing you happy Gee." Nate said and pulled me to his side.
"Let's go back inside and check on Frank." Nate said and I nodded and moved away from him and got up.
Nate got up and smiled at me.
"I have your back Gee. Your a brother to me and family stick together." Nate said which made me smile.
"Thanks Nate." I said quietly and we walked in the hospital.

Dad was talking to someone and I tensed up and grabbed hold of Nates hand.
"Everything will be okay." Nate said quietly as we got to dad.
"Gerard where did you go?" Dad asked.
I couldnt speak so Nate spoke for me.
"He needed some air." Nate said and I squeezed his hand in thanks.
"Okay, Gee can I talk to you?" Dad asked and I nodded and walked towards dad and we both went off.

"I know you want Frank to stay with us." Dad said and I looked at him.
"Your not going to give him a chance are you?" I asked.
"I've been in a meeting about Frank." Dad said and I sighed and looked down and felt tears in my eyes again.
"He's getting sent away isn't he?" I asked quietly.
"I've managed to talk them round and let Frank stay with use." Dad said and I smiled and ran over to him and hugged him.
"Thank you so much." I said with a smile on my face.
Dad returned my hug and he pulled back.
"But Frank has to stay on a ward for a month. Its the best I could do. Their going to refer him for the month to see if he is okay to come back. If he is okay to come back then he is welcomed back home. If not then I have no choice or power to stop them sending Frank away." Dad said seriously and I looked down and nodded.
"Thank you dad." I said quietly and dad smiled.
"Have you heard anything about Frank?" I asked and dad shook his head.
"The last thing I heard was that Frank was in surgery." Dad said and I looked at him and frowned.
"Why?" Nate asked.
"Frank had cut himself really deep on his arms and legs. He also banged his head hard against something so he's pretty cut up right now. He's in surgery so they can see what damage he has done to himself." Dad said.
"Can I see him after?" I asked hopefully.
"Yes you can Gee." Dad said and I smiled.
"Go and wait in the visitors room, I'll be with you soon." Dad said and I nodded and turned round and me and Nate we t back to the visitors room.

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