Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

Everyone was out part from me, Frank, dad and Riley so dad treated us all with takeaway pizza.
We was all sat in the sitting room watching films.
Me and Frank was sharing a pizza since we both weren't really that hungry so we was sat in the chair Frank sat on my lap with the pizza in his lap.
Riley and dad had the sofa.

"So I heard Frank beat that Alex kid up today." Riley said and me and Frank stopped eating and looked at each other.
"Really? Why did you do that Frank?" Dad asked.
Frank had only just calmed down from this morning and I didnt want dad to ruin Franks returned good mood.
"He did it because he was sticking up for me." I said and looked at Frank who was messing with the pizza while looking down.
"Why was Frank doing that? You said everything was fine at school." Dad said and now its my turn to look down.
"I was doing it because that Alex bastard was talking shit about Gerard. You know for someone who watches peoples body language and trying to get into people's brains, your pretty shit at reading your own children's body language." Frank said and got up and put the pizza on my lap and stormed upstairs then ran back down the stairs and went ton the back door slamming it behind him.
I knew what Frank was doing so I didn't really worry. What in was worried about was dad finding out what school is really like for me and I didn't have Frank to speak his mind like he's good at.

"Ri, go and see what Frank is doing." Dad said and Riley looked at him.
"Its better if you leave Frank alone for a while. Thanks to you he's all worked up again and he needs space to chill otherwise I don't known what he'll do." I said and Riley got up and went upstairs instead of going outside.
"Gee why didn't you tell me school was getting bad again." Dad said.
"Because you don't listen. I have tried to tell you but you just ignore me. The only time you don't ignore me is when I'm having a PTSD meltdown." I said and looked down.
"Gee I'm sorry you feel like that. But I'm always here for you if you need to talk." Dad said and I looked at him.
"But your not. Your only here for me when I feel like killing myself. Even then you send me away. I want my dad back, the dad who used to take me to the comic shop or the music shop. It feels like your just pushing me away because of my problem, your slowing pushing me away. For me it feels like your running away from me, just like mum did. Me and Mikes already lost her, we can't lose you too dad." I said and I looked down.
"Gee, I am sorry that you feel like this. I tell you what. At the weekend how about me and you go to town and we go to the comic book shop you love and the music shop." Dad said and I smiled and looked at dad.
"I'd like that." I said and dad smiled.
I got up and went to walk out the sitting room and stopped and looked at dad.
"Promise me this isn't one of your empty promises." I said quietly and looked down away from dads eye contact.
"Its not a empty promise Gee, I want to spend some time you." Dad said and I smiled and went outside to Frank.

I went over and cuddled into Franks side.
For some reason I loved the smell of Frank when he smokes weed.
"You smell nice." I said quietly and sniffed his arm and buried my face in his arm which made him chuckled.
"So good." I muttered as I really loved the smell of Frank.
"Trying to get yourself high off my clothes?" Frank chuckled.
"No, you smell good." I said but was muffled since my face was still buried in his arm.
"You fucking oddball." Frank said and put his arm over my shoulders.
" I love you Frank." I said and looked at him and Frank looked at me and smiled and he kissed me softly.
"I love you too Gee." Frank said quietly and kissed me again.
I smiled and cuddled more into his side as he finished his joint.

We was both in bed naked and cuddling after sex because why not.
Riley walked in and sat on the bed.
"Do you mind, your ruining my post orgasm." Frank said and I looked at him and slapped his chest.
"Ow." Frank muttered and rubbed his chest.
"Anyway, I'll pretend I didn't hear that. But my poor ears don't want to hear you two having sex. I've never know two people who are so loud. Its fine when no one isn't in the house but when there is people in the house its just disgusting." Riley said.
"Just because you jealous because your getting no action." Frank said and cuddled into my side.
"Please, I get enough." Riley scoffed.
"Oh yeah your fucking that Josh dude aren't you?" I asked and Riley blushed a deep red.
"So yeah, please leave the room so I can fuck Gee again." Frank said and sat on me.
"Christ you are literally disgusting." Riley said and walked out the room shutting the door behind her.
"So do you mean what you said?" I asked and Frank smirked.
"Well I do have your hard dick pressing against me and that's pretty hard to ignore." Frank said and started to leave hickies down my chest.

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