Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

"Wake up babe." I heard Frank say but groaned and rolled away from him.
Frank chuckled and rolled over and cuddled into my back and he kissed between my shoulder blades.
"Babe it's 1 in the afternoon, you have to get up." Frank said and I sighed and I opened my eyes and rolled over to face Frank.
"And the sleeping beauty finally awakens." Frank said and kissed me which made me chuckle.
"Can say the same for you on the weekends." I said sleepily and moved some hair from his eyes and messed with a strand of hair which made him smile.
"Your dad wants to talk to you." Frank said and I groaned and head butted his arm gently which made Frank chuckle.
"But not before our cuddle and I cook you breakfast. Your mine until your dad gets home." Frank said.
I smiled at him and kissed him as Frank rolled onto his back and took me with him and I lead on is chest and Frank traced his fingers up and down my back which felt nice.
After a while Frank stopped which made look at him and pout which made him chuckle and kissed me.
"Better go and feed you otherwise your dad will have a go." He said and I just sighed and rested my head back on his chest.
"I'm happy here though." I muttered.
"I know but off, my heating services are no longer available." Frank said and rolled over knocking me off him.
"No fun." I muttered and got off the bed and pulled some clothes on and Frank did the same and pulled me to his chest and kissed my neck.
"Let's go and have something to eat." He said quietly and nip my ear.
I turned round and looked at him.
"No, I don't mean that." Frank chuckled and turned me round and pushed me out the room.

Frank was in his room doing stuff since he didn't want to be downstairs with everyone else.
"Gee can I talk to you." Dad said and I nodded and got up and went to the kitchen.
I sat on the table while dad sat on the side.
"Last night, what happened?" Dad asked and I looked down and messes with my hands.
"Gerard I heard you scream in your sleep, something which you haven't done since before you went to hospital. I heard you down here at four in the morning where something smashed on the floor." Dad said.
"Yes I had a nightmare. I came downstairs to have a coffee but Frank came down and made me jump which made me drop my mug." I said.
"Is Frank being here too much for you?" Dad asked and I looked at him.
"No. No he's not going away!" I said loudly.
"Gee, you have gotten worse since he's been here. Maybe it was my mistake on taking frank on. I should of been thinking about you." Dad said and I shook my head.
"No, no, no! Frank isn't going away! He has finally found somewhere he can finally settle down. Have you even thought about him? What he has been through?" I said loudly.
"Gee please listen to me." Dad said and got off the side and walked towards me and I moved off the table away him.
"No. I need him. I can't lose him, if I lose him then I am nothing. You want me to go back to the hospital, you take Frank away then there's my one way ticket into that place." I said and I felt like crying.
"Gerard. You need to think about this, about your well being, about your mental health." Dad said and I just snapped.
"You weren't the one who was in a abusive relationship! You weren't the one who was made humiliated right in front of everyone even though they all thought of you as a freak! You weren't the one who was handcuffed to a bed where people raped and beaten you and you weren't the one who got stabbed! So don't fucking tell me to thinking about it." I shouted.
"So don't fucking tell me to think about it. I do enough of that." I said quietly and turned round.
"Oh and FYI, me and Frank are together and don't worry I'll make good choices." I said and walked off.

I went upstairs and stormed into Franks room slamming the door behind me.
"Someone seems extremely pissed off." Frank said and I looked at him and it looked like he was smoking a joint out the window.
"Dad us going to kill you when he finds out." I said.
"Yeeeah, but right now I don't care, I'm high and my extremely hot boyfriend looks like he has some daddy issues." Frank said.
"Don't Frank." I said quietly.
Frank put his joint on the window ledge outside and walked over to me and pulled me into a hug which I returned.
"Have some weed, it'll chill you out a little." Frank said and I looked at him.
"Frank, I can't do drugs my medication.." I started but Frank stopped me by kissing me and catching hold of my hand and leading toward the window where he lent against the wall by the window.
Frank reached out the window and picked the joint up a d handed it to me.
"One puff, that's all you have to do." Frank said and I took the joint, looked at it and shrugged my shoulders and had a toke from it which ended up with me choking and Frank laughing at me.
"Don't laugh at me!" I whined and punched his chest playfully.
"Aw poor Gee." Frank chuckled and pinned me up against the wall.

"Where's this heading?" I asked quietly.
"Where ever you want it to head." Frank said and kissed me.
I smiled and pushed Frank towards his mattress which must of hurt Frank since I landed on him.
"Well that hurt." Frank chuckled as he rolled me over and sat on me.
"I'm sorry." I said and sat up so mine and Franks nose was touching.
"I'll forgive you." Frank said and kissed me again which I returned but it soon turned heated but it was shorted lived by someone knocking on the door.
"Fucking people." Frank muttered and rested his forehead against mine.
Frank got off me and answered the door.
"I was literally just about to have a good time." He said and I brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them.
"Well its a good thing I stopped it. Gerard in your room." Dad said.
I shook my head as I sensed dad was really angry about something.
Dad went to walk in but Frank stopped him.
"He's staying in my room tonight." Frank said and pushed dad out his room but dad came back.
"Seriously, you fucking stay out of my room." Frank said getting pissed off.
"You need to get out my house." Dad said.
"Um, one problem. I have a fucking tag round my ankle. I have a time curfew on it, you know I have to be indoor by 5 and its kinda important I have a roof over my head." Frank said.
"I don't care. I want you out of my house. I want you to go no where near my son!" Dad shouted.

Frank looked at me and I looked down.
"This because he's gay and he's with me? Because if so you are a asshole. You son was raped, beaten, held hostage and you did fuck all for him! Now he's with me and he's happy. For once in his bloody life he is happy and you want to take that away from him!?" Frank shouted and I flinched away but I got up and walked over and pulled Frank behind me before he hit dad.
"Frank isn't going anywhere. I'm with Frank and if you don't like it then runaway just like mum did. Just fuck off and leave me and Frank alone. If your that lonely and that then go out and find someone. Focus on yourself and let your children grow up and learn from their mistakes. That's what you have always said to me." I said and dad looks at me.
"Just because I have PTSD doesn't mean I can't have a life. I have one but right now I am finding it hard to cope. The only way I am coping right now is with Frank around." I said and dad frowned.
"Dad, I need your help with something." Mikey said and dad looked and walked off.
"Well someone has been smoking the weed." Frank said and I just looked at him.
"Just saying." Frank said and rolled my eyes at him and kissed him.
"So I have no TV in my room so your room and Netflix?" Frank said and I smiled.
"I like that idea." I said and linked my hands with Franks and we walked to my room and cuddled and watched films.

Notes

don't really like this update..