When you go

Chapter 19
Gerards p.o.v

The next night i buy hair dye and scissors to cut my hair. Not all of it, but it’s shoulder length and way too long. The hair dye was fire truck red, and i’d hope the color to look good on me. Although black has always suited me, I think the red might look better.
“I’m kinda scared to cut it on my hair.” I admit to Frank as we settle down on my bed together.
“So let me do it.” He says, shrugging. I eye him, to see if he’s kidding..
“Seriously? You know how to cut hair?” I asked quizzically. He looks up at me with a small smile.
“Yeah. I hand to cut my hair ever since my mom left.” He said shrugging. I nodded sadly and kiss his head softly, which he hums happily at.
“Alright babe. Do you wanna do it now?” I ask softly. He nods, his smile bigger now. I get up from our bed, grabbing the bag with my hair dye and scissors and going to the bathroom.
“Sit on the toilet. I’ll bleach it then dye it.” He demands. I nod, smirking a little as i sit on the toilet. He opens the hair dye, putting the gloves on and reading the directions. I wait patiently as he mixed some stuff after reading the directions. He soon starts to leather it in my hair, starting in sections. I stare at his concentrated face as he does my hair, and each time his face moves i feel my stomach lurch with lust.
All too soon, he pulls away from me with a satisfied smile.
“M’kay baby! It’s done! Now we have to wait for twenty minutes. He says beaming. I get up, my back aching from sitting so long.
“Mmm, thanks love.” I say happily. He beams at me, grabbing my hand and tugging me back to our room. I push him in his onto the bed, hovering over him. I press urgent kisses to his neck, sucking softly.
“God, Gee, i fucking….god i want you…” He gasps out. I freeze, bewildered by the words.
“You...you want me like that?” I ask, sitting up to startle him. He bites his lip nervously, tugging on his lip ring. He nods, blushing furiously.
“I...Like right now?” I ask incredulously.
“No! Like, maybe when you don’t have bleach in your hair. And at night.” He said, giggling.
“Does that mean you fuck before the first date?” I say, faking horror. He laughed and slapped my arm.
“Shut up Gee. Plus, i wouldn’t fuck you. I’d make love to you.” He says seriously. I study his face, feeling warmth in my heart. I kiss him softly on the lips, almost gasping as i felt an electric wave come over me. He pushes me away playfull, a small smile on his face.
“Alright, dork. Watch some tv.” He says playfully. I nod, sitting up on the bed.
The rest of the night goes some what like that, loving and joyful.
Then, at the end of the night, he falls asleep in my arms, just the way i want him to for the rest of my life.
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The next morning I sit on my bed, the doors locked and my music turned up. I sit there for a long time, trying to write something for Berts funeral. Everything comes out fucked up, though, slightly bitter towards myself.
I hadn’t seen anyone else yet, i had just locked myself in here. Frankie slept in bed with with me, but he must have gotten up before me.
I sigh, completely out of patience with myself. I throw my door open, walking into the kitchen. Frank sits with coffee in his hand, Mikey and Ray sitting across from him at the kitchen table. I silently walk into the room, taking a seat next to Frank, interrupting their conversation. Frank smiles up at me, his eyes warm and happy. I lean over and kiss him gently, our fingers intertwining.
“I like your hair Gee. Red suits you.” Ray says fondly. Mikey smiles and nods at Ray statement, silently agreeing.
“Thanks, princess fro.” I say smiling at him. There’s bacon, eggs, toast, potatoes, and veggie bacon on the table. The veggie bacon was for Frank i assumed, because he was the only vegetarian.
They all already have plates in front of them, a empty one set at my place. I fill it up, making sure to gets lots of bacon.
“So, love, what are we doing for our date?” Frank asked suggestively, wriggling his eyebrows.
“There’s no fun in telling you, is there, my love?” I say lightly, kissing his forehead. He pouts at me, but doesn’t push the matter farther. I start eating, ignoring their conversation as it starts back up.
I had planned to take him out to lunch then we would walk around the mall. It wasn't too exciting, but i don't think first dates ever really are.
“We need to leave by 12. What time is it?” I ask Frankie. He looks at his phone quickly.
“11:24.” He responds. I nod, finishing my food and putting my plate in the sink. I walk down to my bed room, quickly pulling out some nice clothes.
I walk to the bathroom, jumping in real fast. I take a total of six minutes before jumping out and brushing my teeth and hair. When i was done getting ready I'm dressed in a black dress shirt, with the sleeves rolled up to my elbows, and a red tie. I also have on red skinny jeans and my Doc Martins. My hair is messy, yet good looking, and i have eyeliner on.
I walk out of the bathroom, finding Frank sitting on the bed. The sight of him make me freeze for a second.
He was in a black dress shirt like me, with black skinny jeans on and his black converse. His dress shirt was long sleeved, unlike mine. He wore eyeliner and his hair was a little more messed up than usual but in an extremely attractive way.
“Hey baby.” I breathe out. He beams up at me, a huge close mouthed grin on his face.
“Hey gee.” He says sweetly. I look at the time, seeing its 11:56.
“Ready to go baby?” I ask, my tone light. He smiles at me, nodding and chewing on his lip ring.
“Alright. Here we go.”
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We were currently in the mall, more specifically Forever twenty one, dressing in women's clothes.
Yeah thats right, we were crossing dressing. Frankie comes out of the dressing room in an extremely tight black dress and heels. I burst out laughing, holding my mouth shut.
A middle aged woman and her daughter paa by, making a disgusted face.
“Gays have rights too! I am so offended!” He says in the girliest voice he can manage. It sends me into another fit of laughter, along with him.
“Your turn Gee!” He says happily.
“Oh, n-no. not gonna happen.” I say sternly. He gives me puppy dog eyes, making me groan in frustration.
“Fine! One dress!” I say, grabbing a black and red one off the rack, along with black pumps. Once i’m in the dressing room I immediately regret my choice, finding the dress was very tight and horribly slutty. I sigh stripping down and squeezing the dress on. I put the back pumps on, wobbling a little as i did so. I don’t even look in the mirror before walking out, my legs shaking a bit.
When Frank sees me he doesn’t even laugh. I hear his breath hitch in his throat and a soft wine.
“Holy fuck Gee- Oh fuck you look so fucking hot.” He practically moans. I blush, bewildered by the comment.
“What?” I ask, my confused voice coming out softly.
“L-look in the mirror.” He tells me. I do as he says, turning around to look in the mirror behind me.
To my utter surprise, i actually look like a fucking chick, A really hot chick, at that. I study myself for a minute, surprised, yet delight at the sight.
“Gee, holy fuck, please get that dress.” Frank says seriously. I turn around to face him.
“Is this a kink of yours?” I ask with a light giggle.
“Holy fuck Gee, I don’t even know. It fucking might be with the way you look.” He says, still completely serious. I nod, turning back to the dressing room. I strip off the dress and the heels, putting them in a neat pie. I dress in my clothes, grabbing the dress and shoes and moving out of the dressing room. I find Frank. Fully clothed, out in the store right next to the dressing rooms. I keep the dress and heels close to my side, grabbing Frank's hand and tugging him with me to the cash register. I quickly pay for the stuff, feeling slightly embarrassed. Frank had a small seductive smile on his lips, making me think how much he was probably enjoying this.
I walk out of the store, Frank's hand in mine. I put the bags in the back seat and start the car up.
“Frank, you are a kinky mother fucker.” I say laughing a bit, He laughs to, biting his lip ring.
“Mmm, yeah, but you love me.” He says dismissively. I nod, agreeing with him.
“Yeah,” I say, agreeing. “I totally do.”

Notes

Hello Lovlies :)
I just wanted to tell you guys that I won't be updating for a week because I'm going on vacation and I will not have internet.
I will have alot of chapters when I came back though, so at least there's that :)
I hope you guys have a good thanksgiving, bye loves.
-May <3