Where's your heart?

I stand frozen as I watch Franks lips move, his voice inaudible over the club music and when they stop both he and James sit back just a little so they can look at each other and they both laugh, Frank clearly unaffected by our conversation earlier and as I turn to leave the club again I make it a few steps towards the door before arms are wrapped around my waist, my body pulled back against a strong chest and as I turn around to push him away Frank clenches his hands in the back of my shirt and pulls me against him, his lips smashing against mine and kissing me with so much force it hurts but when I try to pull back one of his hands comes up to fist in the back of my hair and he pulls me back in, holding my head in place as he forces his tongue into my mouth and as I give in and start to kiss back I feel more tears fall, wetting both our cheeks and Frank hums softly into my mouth, his grip on my shirt and hair loosening slightly as he pulls back a little, relieving the harsh pressure of the kiss and turning it into a softer one and after another few seconds his hand from my hair slides around to gently cup my cheek, his hand against my back sliding further around so his fingers are wrapped around my opposite hip and I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling back after another second and burying my face in his neck. "Baby, shh baby" he coos softly in my ear as his hand slides back up into the back of my hair, stroking softly as I calm down again. When I manage to pull myself together I stand back up straight and Frank frowns as he lets me go, slipping his hand down into mine and he leads us over towards the bar, my head turning to look at James as we pass his booth where Franks abandoned drink remains on the table and he frowns, starting to glare at me but I turn my head back towards the bar and keep walking, following Frank and letting him lead me around the back again.

We end up going down the hall into the dressing room and there's a girl there with a clip board and a walkie talkie and her eyes light up when she sees Frank and she says "Frank you're up next, two minutes." Frank shakes his head as he drops my hand and gestures for me to take a seat on the couch I passed out on last time I was in here and as I sit he says "Can you send someone else, I really need a few minutes first." The girl turns her head to look over at me, her eyebrows raising before she turns her gaze back to Frank and says "You know Kat would flip the fuck out if she knew you were bringing your boyfriend in here and...." "Jamia I swear to god" Frank snaps, his hands clenching into fists by his sides as he breathes out harshly and says "Send the next guy after me out next and keep your fucking mouth shut or I might have a few things to tell Kat about you." The girl, Jamias eyes widen and she nods, taking a step back before turning and hurrying from the room and when Frank turns to face me I stare up at him wide eyed, never having seen him that angry before and I feel a little frightened and a little turned on. "Baby" Frank says softly as he kneels at my feet, his warm hands resting on my thighs. "I'm only gonna have a few minutes, I'm gonna have to go on next after whoever she's putting up now but please, will you stay and wait for me? I'll cut out early after I've danced and we can go home and talk" Frank says and I swallow hard and nod, looking back up from my lap to meet Franks eyes and he smiles wide and kneels back up again, his lips connecting with mine again only soft and gentle this time and a few seconds into the kiss I bring my hands up to tangle in his hair, getting lost in the contact as my hormones take over and the next thing I know Frank has my back pinned to the couch, his body laying over mine as his hands wander up and down my sides and we make out until the door opens and Jamia says "Oh for fuck sake Frank you're up in two minutes and you better be on that fucking stage ready to dance" a sharp huff escaping her before she leaves again, slamming the door behind her.

Frank leans in and presses one last soft kiss to my lips before he climbs off me and as I sit up, my hand coming up to run through my messed up hair Frank grabs a bottle of oil off the table and starts rubbing it over his chest and stomach, making his torso glisten and when he's done he turns to smirk and wink at me as he says "Guess the guys are getting a little more of a show tonight," his hand coming down to pop open the button of his pants and I see his half hard dick become more noticeable, the bulge making my eyes widen and Frank chuckles as he steps back over, pulling me to my feet and saying "Kiss for luck?" I smirk, leaning in to seal our lips again and as my tongue slips into his mouth my hand slides down his slick stomach and into his sparkly briefs, my fingers wrapping around his dick and I start to stroke and play, teasing him and feeling him harden even further under my touch. "Ohh you are so fucking in for it later" Frank pants out when we pull apart and as he turns and walks across to the door Jamia went out of I go to sit back down and as he opens the door he turns back and says "I love you Gee, I really really mean that." I smile to myself as I'm left alone and in what feels like no time at all Frank is back, his chest heaving from the movement and the adrenalin and he throws his discarded pants on the couch beside me, his sparkly briefs being his only article of clothing left and he slips his hand into the front of them and retrieves a handful of crumpled notes, throwing them into the air over my head and making them rain down on me and I giggle, watching as he does it again until I'm surrounded by money, Frank smiling wide as he climbs into my lap, his ass resting on my thighs as he leans in to kiss me again and as we kiss, my hands sliding around to rest on his ass Frank reaches down and grabs two fistfuls of cash again, throwing them back up and making them rain over us as we make out, pulling back a second later and smiling wide as he says "I fucking love seeing you smile and laugh, it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" making my cheeks go bright red and I lean forward to bury my face in his neck, trying to hide the blush.

Frank and I end up going to a late night diner on the way home, ordering pastries and coffee and once we're done we walk home hand in hand and as we get closer to the house we seem to slow down, both of us knowing what's going to happen when we get home and the fact that Franks seemingly nervous makes me even more nervous. When we finally make it inside Frank heads for the bathroom, needing a shower and I make my way into the bedroom and change into sweatpants and a shirt, feeling exhausted but knowing I'll be unable to sleep until Frank and I talk. What seems like only seconds later the water stops and a moment later Frank comes into the room dressed in loose sweatpants, his upper body remaining shirtless as he rubs at his wet hair with a towel. Frank climbs on and settles on the bed infront of me, the towel coming to rest in his lap and he brings a hand up to run through his wet hair as he says "I love you, I just wanna make that clear before we say anything else. I want you, I want to be with you and I can see myself being with you for a long long time." I nod, taking in what he said before saying "How long ago did you and James break up?" "Almost two years ago" Frank tells me after a moment of thinking and I nod again before asking "Why did you break up?" Frank sucks in a sharp breath before saying "Honestly, he got into some bad shit and one night he just packed up and left, no warning, no note, no nothing he was just gone and I was bitter and upset about it for a long time but life's too short to hold onto the grudge. I heard through mutual friends a while ago he was ok and it was fine but seeing him at that party, it was like old times and I know it looked bad but I can promise you right now, I'd never betray you like that." I remain silent, just taking in everything I've been told and after a long few minutes I shift around and slip under the covers, settling against the pillows and Frank drops the towel on the floor and joins me, reaching out to turn the lamp off before pulling me into his arms and once we're settled, cuddled up together I softly say "I love you Frank and sometimes that scares me but mostly it makes me so happy and I feel like for the first time in a really long time everything makes sense but I feel like James threatens all that and...." "No, baby I swear I won't let him ruin what we have. It's all you babe, you're everything I want and more and I'm not gonna lose that" Frank says back softly and I hum softly in acknowledgement, remaining silent after that and I curl further into Franks side as I let myself slip into sleep, his hand slowly rubbing up and down my back and helping me relax fully as I drift off.

Notes

Should Gee trust Frank?