Just Look at all that Pain (ON HOLD)

Frank's pov

"Yeah man, I was wondering if you wanted to come to this clothing with me tonight? My friend, Dean, you've bet him before, his younger brother's always in here, Sam. Well Dean said he'll let us in for free and give us free drinks." Ryan said as we stacked boxes in the back room. "I'm only 20, you're like 19, it's against the law." I said with my eyebrow raised. "Yeah but Dean said it was okay, he'll give them to us for free. Come on, Frank, I don't want to go alone." Ryan whined as I walked to the front of the store, he trailed close behind. I sighed and leaned against the wall with my arms folded. "Fine, I'll see if Gerard wants to come too." I said making Ryan fist pump and cheer.

"Gee, I'm home." I called as I pushed the door open, everything was silent as I set me stuff down and kicked my shoes off. "Gee?" I called out as I went deeper into the pitch black hallway. I slowly pushed the bedroom door open and slid in. Using the light on my phone I saw a Gerard sized mound under the sheets. I smiled and changed quickly before leaning over the bed. Gerard's hair was ruffled and his mouth was slightly open as he slept. I laid down and pulled him closer, breathing in his warm scent. "F-Frankie?" Gerard yawned as he snuggled against my side. "Yeah baby, how are you feeling?" I asked softly as I kissed his head. "Better, you're home early." He mumbled against my chest. "Yeah, Ryan let me out an hour early because business was slow today. He mentioned about all of us going to this club that his friend owns. I was wondering if you wanted to go." I said as Gerard slowly woke up, he was quiet for a few seconds before hesitantly nodding his head. "I'm trying, Frankie, I wanna get better." He said as we sat up, I smiled and kissed him making him smile against my lips. "I'm so proud of you baby, so, so proud. You're doing so good, let's go get ready." I said and kissed him one more time before texting Ryan.

"I'll be with you every step of the way, Gee." I said as we stood outside of the club. We could hear loud music playing from the inside as Ryan chatted with the Bouncer. They talked for a bit before we we let in, Dean and Sam waved us over to the bar right when they saw us. "Hey man, thanks for coming." Dean said to Ryan and gave him a fist bump. "Hey Dean, Sam." I greeted as we sat at the bar, they greeted back and put a row of shots in front of us. "All on the house guys." Dean chucked and went to serve other customers. "So, is this the famous Gerard that I finally get to meet." Ryan says and looks at Gerard who was still holding my hand tightly. "Yep." I chuckled as we all took a shot, Gerard looked at me with his eyebrow raised. "One for me, you can drink, Gee. Do you want something else?" I asked as he looked at his shot glass and shook his head. "I'm under age, so are you." He said as Ryan finished his third shot and then ordered some blue colored drink. "I know but tonight we can break the rules, you don't have to though, no one is pressuring you." I said sincerely, no one was making him do anything. "Okay." He said with a smile and took the shot in one swig. After three more shots his grip on my hand loosened and he looked way more relaxed. "You havin' fun?" I asked over the music, Gerard nodded his head happily as he swayed slightly to the music. I turned and started talking to a slightly buzzed Ryan, he was a giggling messed by his second blue drink, maybe Ryan was more than a little buzzed. I turned back to Gerard who was now drinking a purple drink. I didn't notice until now that he drank about five shots and three of those drinks. "Hey Gee, I think you're done with the drinks for now." I said and took the drink from him, he didn't seem to care because a boil of cherries got his attention. I took a sip of the purple drink and gagged, it tasted like straight up whiskey and moon shine, not a good combination. "Hey baby." A voice said catching my attention. A guy sat next to Gerard and leaned in way to close for comfort. "H-hello." Gerard hickuped and smiled at the stranger, anger blossomed in my chest as the guy smirked at Gerard. "Whatcha up to?" The guy asked as be leaned even closer, Gerard leaned back a bit then shrugged. "I-I'm with Frankie, w-what'd your name? I'm G-Gerard." Gerard giggled and went back to pulling the skin off of the cherries. "Oh, who's this Frankie guy Gerard?" The man asked and looked around before looking back down at Gerard. "H-he's my boyfriend." Gerard slurred. "Oh, so this boyfriend of yours is here?" Gerard nodded and giggled again. "Would he mind if I danced with you?" The man asked, Gerard shrugged and popped a cherry into his mouth. "My name is Tyler." The man said and stuck his hand out, Gerard slowly took it and giggled when Tyler kissed his hand. That was the final straw for me so I cleared my throat loudly, both of them turned to me. "I think we better get going, Gee." I said and took his hand as I tugged him to the door. "B-but Frankie, I wanna s-stay." Gerard whined as I led him to Ryan who was sitting with some guy at the end of the bar now. "We're gonna split, talk to you later, Rayn." I said and drank half of the purple drink that Ryan was sipping. He waved a goodbye before going back to kissing the guy he was with. Gerard whined behind me as I tugged him along, we stopped outside where I called a cab. "You should be called Frankenstein." Gerard giggled as I pulled him into the cab and told the man the address. "And whys that?" I asked in an amused smile as Gerard bounced in his seat. "B-because you're really strong and y-your name is Frank, short for Frankenstein." He giggled and kissed my neck, I sighed and pushed him away a bit. "No Gee, you're drunk." I said as he tried to kiss me again. "N-no I'm n-not." He pouted as he was pushed away again. "F-Frankie, I need you." Gerard all but practically moaned out, the cab stopped and we got out, I payed them then they were gone. "P-please..." Gerard whined as I dragged him into out flat and locked the door. "I let you drink way to much." I mumbled and pulled him to the bedroom. "Get ready for bed or sleep in your cloths." I said and left Gerard to do what he needed to go. The alcohol in that drink is making me feel really buzzed as I got the pain killers and eater for the morning hang over that we'll both have. I went back to the bedroom where Gerard was already in bed, I stripped down to my boxers and slid in next to him. I gasped in surprise as Gerard straddled my waist, his hips sliding up and down. "I need you, Frankie." Gerard moaned and kissed my neck feverishly. "Gerard, stop, you're drunk." I frowned out and stopped his hips.

Notes

I'm such a horrible person for not updating in so long, you have permission to hate me.