Just Look at all that Pain (ON HOLD)

Frank's pov

"Gee, c'mon baby, you need to stop." I grunted and tried sliding out from under him. "B-but Frankie." Gerard purred and started kissing my neck again. A shiver ran down my spine as he latched on to the sensitive skin. My grip around his waist tightened as he grinned down and moaned softly. "G-Gee, fucking hell..." I tilted my head to the side as he lips ghosted over my neck to and to my collar bone. It felt so good, the friction, the touches, the noise. This isn't right, Gerard is way to drunk to know what he's doing. I rolled us over so Gerard was on the bottom. I'll just get him off and then we can go to bed. "F-Frank, I think I'm gonna be sick." Gerard groaned, I got off of him and carried him to the bathroom. Right when he was leaning over the toilet he started throwing up. I sat next to him and held his hair back and rubbed soothing circles around his back. "I-I feel like shit." Gerard whispered as I gently picked him up and laid him back in bed, pulling the bin next to him. "I know baby, just go to bed." I said softly and kissed his cheek. "O-okay, night..."

"Oh, my fucking head." I groan and slowly sit up with my head in my hands. "It's too fucking bright in here." Gerard mumbled next to me and pulled the covers over his head. I learn over and took the pain killers and a sip of water. "What time is it?" Gerard asked as he sat up besides me. "10:50... I have to leave soon." I sighed and went to go get up when Gerard pulled me back down. "Five more minutes, Frankie." Gerard mumble and snuggled against me more, my own little cuddle bug. More than five minutes pasted and Gerard was asleep again. I slowly unwrapped my arms from around him, I quickly got dressed and wrote Gerard a note before leaving.


Gerard's pov

The light shined directly in my eyes as a loud noise woke me up from the window. I yawned and slowly pulled myself out of bed looking down at the note that Frank left. I was kinda hurt that Frank didn't wake me up before he left but at least he left a note. 'Be back soon, love you Gee.' The noise at the window continued, I got up and slowly pushed the curtains back. I squealed in surprise as a grey cat scratched at the window again. I opened the window as fast a I possibly could and stepped back. The grey cat slowly inched its way into the bedroom and hopped onto the bedside table. "H-hey little guy." I said quietly and slowly reached my hand out towards the cat as it sniffed air before inching its way towards me. It sniffed my hand before purring loudly and nuzzling it's head against my hand. "Aww, why we're you out side? Do you not have a family?" I asked and slowly picked the cat up, he purred loudly and snuggled against me. "I'll take care of you little one." I said and went to the kitchen, filling a boil of water and setting the cat and the boil down. The cat hopped down and drank happily, I studied the small animal, he looked extremely malnourished and so small. "You must be hungry, uh... we have milk, I don't have any cat food. Ok, I can go out and buy some. Yeah, that will work, I just have to walk down the street and go to the pet store that's right next to where Frank works." I said triumphantly and got dress in record time and nervously stood at the door and gulped. Ok, I can do this, yeah, Frankie will be right next door, I can go see him at work. I checked to make sure I have my keys, wallet, and phone locking the door behind me. The sun was already straight above, wow, I slept until noon. I walked down the street until I got to the intersection. When it was clear I walked down the sidewalk until I stood outside the pet store and slowly stepped in. Ok, no over friendly workers, no other customers, coast is clear. I found the cat isle and started looking at all the different brands. I'll take the cat food that isn't thirty dollars for a pound of food please. I picked out some wet and dry food, a little boil, and a blue collar with a little bell on it. Smiling at what I picked out I made my way to the registrar, I passed a mirror, my smile instantly fell as I saw how pale I looked. My hair was sticking up everywhere, my eyes looked way too big with dark circles under them. I sighed and flattened my hair in a vain attempt to look presentable. At least my whole outfit matched, all black, don't yah just love colors? "Did you find everything?" A voice snapped me out of my thoughts, a guy with extremely tight black skinny jeans and a blue and black sweater. "Y-yes..." I stuttered out as the guy smiled at me, his name tag read 'Tyler J.' "I can ring you up right over here." Tyler said, I nodded and followed him up to the counter. Something about him seemed so familiar, maybe I've seen him before... "That'll be eleven dollars, Sir." Tyler said, I nodded and held out the bills, Tyler took them and gave me back my change. "T-thank y-you." I stuttered and took my bag from the counter. "You're welcome, hey, do you live around here?" Tyler asked, I nodded and looked up, something flashed through Tyler's eyes, I wonder what that was... "I haven't seen you around before... Would you maybe want to go out for coffee, my treat." He said with a smile, my anxiety slowly started to make me shake, taking a deep breath I slowly nodded. Tyler smiled widely as that look came back. "Here's my number, I'm free any time." He said, and just like that I was already in Frank's work. "I'm telling you Ryan, Jurassic Park wouldn't be better with Justin Timberlake in it." Frank's voice drifted from the back room as him and Ryan came out. "Gee!" Frank said excitedly and hugged me tightly until my feet weren't on the floor anymore. "Hey Frankie, I have a surprise for you." I said excitedly when Frank set me down, he looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "Is it you?" He whispered and kissed my cheek, I giggled and shook my head. "I found a cat!" I practical squealed. "Really?" Frank asked with an amused smile on his face. "Yeah, he's so cute and his so fluffy." I giggled as Frank wrapped his arms around my waist. "And I talked to this guy at the pet store, I think his name is Tyler, he wants to hang out and get coffee." I said, Frank's smile grow. "I'm so proud of you baby." Frank said, my heart swelled from his praise.

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