Just Look at all that Pain (ON HOLD)

Gerard's pov


"Let's go out tonight." Frank said as he helped me clean up the coffee that he spilled on the counter. "I-I don't know if I can." I stammered as I put the mug in the sink. Frank arms wrapped around my waist from behind, I leaned back against him and sighed softly. "Yes you can, Gee." Hs said and kissed my cheek. "You're so strong and brave, I'll be with you the whole time. We can just go to that small diner a block away." Frank said, I thought it over for a few seconds, what's the worst that can happen? "Okay." I said as Frank kissed me again, he hugged me tightly before letting go to get ready. I went into our bedroom and changed into my black skinny jeans, a dark gray sweater, and my black convers. I fixed my hair a bit before getting back into the living room, Frank smiled at me and got up to leave. He held the door open for me like a gentleman making me giggle. I laced my fingers through his as we walked down the road to diner. My heart rate picked up as we entered the diner, Frank lead me to a booth. I slid in taking the window seat as Frank slid in next to me, he took me hand and squeezed reassuringly. "What can I get you huns?" The waitress ask as she took her note pad out, she was an older women that had a grandmotherish vibe to her. I smiled shyly up at her and asked for a coffee, she smiled as Frank ordered the same. "I'm proud of you, babe." Frank whispered and kissed my cheek, I leaned my head against his shoulder and looked through the menu. "She just seemed nice." I said as he wrapped his arm around my waist, sliding me closer to him. The waitress put our coffees on the table and took our orders. Frank poked my side making me giggle as we ate, we stole each other's food. This was the first time in a while that I felt this happy in public. Frank fed me a french fry as I leaned against him making me giggle and nuzzle my head against his neck. "Fags." A teenager spat at us, all of his friends laughed. Like a switch being flipped I went from happy to depressed. My smile dropping from my lips as I looked down. "What the fuck did you just say?!" Frank growled and stood up, his fists shook at his side's. "I said-" The teen was cut off as the owner saw what was going on, he kicked the teens out and apologized to us. Frank slid back in next to me and pulled me against his side. I fought back tiers as Frank got some free huge cookies. I took his hand as he led me out of the diner, stopping, Frank took both of my hands in his. "Don't listen to them, Gee, they're just jealous that I have you all to myself." Frank said, cupping my cheeks in his hand as he kissed me. I pulled away as my shoulders slumped, I felt like I was going to throw up my dinner. "F-Frank, I think I'm gonna throw up." I said as Frank sped his pace up, right when we got home I ran to the bathroom and throw up my dinner. Frank knelt next to me rubbing my back soothingly as I dry heaved. I sat back and slowly got up, I rinsed my mouth out and felt a little better. "Sorry." I mumbled as Frank got me a glass of water and some pain kills, my head felt like it was about to explode. "Its okay babe, I sorry that those stupid kids messed up our night." Frank said and kissed me passionately, I kissed back as he walked us backwards into the living room were a movie was just about to start, some popcorn and chips were set out. This is what I love about Frank, he always does cute little things like this. I went into our bedroom to change into my pajamas. Frank gestured for me to come over to him, I sat down next to him, leaning against his said and tucking my legs next to me. Frank wrapped his arms around me, rubbing my side soothingly. "Love you." "Love you too."

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