Gerard handed me a cup of coffee. He sat on the other side of me on the couch. I can tell he’s being cautious of me. He’s taking care of me but he’s also keeping his distance. I looked down to my coffee before mumbling, “I’m sorry I attacked you.” Even if your skin was soft. “I didn’t mean to grab you in a wrong way.” Even though when you struggled it made me a little excited. I glanced up at him. He bit his lower lip-that fucking lip bite. He looked away, “Yeah, okay. I get it.”

I set my mug down before inching my way closer to him. Gerard looked at me before moving close to the end of the couch. I mumbled, “I won’t hurt you.” I actually wasn’t sure. My sexual frustration was making me think things. Like tying him up or gagging him. I don’t want to hurt him in any way but the way he’s moving away is making me feel like shit. I grabbed his arm and I could feel his muscles tensing up. My body touched his, “Don’t scream.” I slammed my hand over his mouth. His voice gave a muffled scream against my palm as I led him off the couch.
Mikey’s voice called from his room, “Can you guys keep it down? I have a big headache ..”

Gerard’s eyes widen as he tried screaming through my palm. I called back, “Sorry, Mikes.”

Mikey didn’t reply back. He kept to himself as I led Gerard into his own room, crashing through the door. I kicked the door closed behind me and quickly locked it. I threw Gerard on the bed and quickly took off my jacket as he cried, kicking at me as I made my way to him. I hushed him, “This would be easier if you’d just shut up.” I climbed over his body before tying my thin jacket over his mouth. His teeth bit down onto it, his muffled cries were making mild noise. I ripped off a piece of fabric from the jacket and tied his wrists together before tying it on the head board. I walked to the stereo and turned up the volume to its highest to drown out his cries.

I sighed a bit before climbing on his body and whispering in his ear, “Please forgive me.” I made my way down to the front of his pants where he pressed his thighs together. He knew what I was going to do. I forced his legs to open before sliding down his pants and boxers. His penis was flaccid. I grinned a bit, “Wow, you really are straight.” I slid my tongue against it, making him toss his head back and shut his eyes. I caressed the shaft of his penis with the end of my fingertips. My body was getting hot as I entered the tip in my mouth and whirling my tongue around. Gerard was crying. I can hear him repeat the word, “Stop” through the fabric wrapped around his mouth.

I did as he wanted, but I headed up to face him. I stared into his eyes. That sparkle I’ve seen so many times was gone. I put my hands on the fabric before slowly sliding it down. He did not speak. His eyes said it all-he was scared. His bottom lip quivered, “D-Don’t hurt me.”

I frowned, “I don’t want to.” I sighed before kissing his cheek, “That’s the last thing I want to do.” I glanced at his lips, “But I know we’re meant to be. Ever since you saved me.” I brushed my lips against his, “Be mine.”

Gerard didn’t reply. He felt so helpless. His raspy voice softly replied, “I don’t want to be.”

He’s lying. I tucked in my lips, “Yes, you do.” When I pressed my lips against his, I let out a weak moan. His lips are so soft and they’re warm. His tears fell in between our kiss, but it didn’t bother me since I was more focused on the passion we shared. Gerard’s body jerked as he cried through our kiss. He broke it, “I hate you.”

I shook my head, “You don’t mean that,” I pressed my lips against his cheek, “I’m going to show you just how much you mean to me.” My hands reached for his penis, clenching it. Gerard flinched his body in reaction. I quickly put back on the fabric around his mouth. I spat on my free hand before trailing it across his cheek, making him turn his head away. I said softly through the loud music, “You’re so soft.” I lowered my head down to his crotch and shoved his cock deep in my mouth. I gagged before spitting it out. Despite him being straight, it seemed that he still like the stimulus of my tongue and warm mouth. His penis was slowly getting erect. I can tell he hated that his body was enjoying it. I can hear him muffle lewd hatred messages toward me as he shed tears, but I’ll teach him to love me.

I smothered his cock with my tongue, suffocating his cock in my mouth. Gerard’s hips thrusted a bit even if he was still crying. My arms cradled his ass as he regrettably thrusted into my mouth. Tears were forming in my eyes but I wouldn’t pull him out of my mouth until he came-and he did. His semen bursted out of his head deep into my throat. It taste was bittersweet but it made me feel good.

After Gerard’s body relaxed he hysterically cried. He shut his legs together, laying them to the side. I was grinning, “Don’t be ashamed, babe.” I looked at his desperate face but it was no use. If I stopped, he wouldn’t take me seriously and would probably call the cops. I need him wrapped around my finger so I know he’s mine. My teeth clenched onto skin, tugging it slightly. He gave a shaky howl. I can feel my erect cock twitch-fuck I need him. Knowing that he won’t give me a blowjob or fuck me, I guess I would have to fuck him.

My hands grasped underneath his thighs, lifting them up from the bed. I can see the fear in Gerard’s eyes as I took out my cock from my jeans. Gerard thrashed his legs, struggling to escape my grasp-I quickly spat on my cock before shoving it inside Gerard’s ass. He let out a suppressed howl. More tears fell from his eyes. I hummed, “It’s going to be okay-I’ll go slow.” Gerard relaxed his body as he sobbed.

“Good, yeah-relax your body.” I moved my hips. I said through my clenched teeth, “You’re so tight.” As much as I wanted to stay calm and move slow, he’s just too good. I let out a deep breath before thrusting faster. Gerard was moving his body with faint whimpers. I couldn’t stop-I didn’t want to stop. I continued my lust as he struggled to move away with tearful eyes.

It wasn’t until I came when he finally stopped moving. I smiled as I tossed my head back and slowly pulled out. My body relaxed and Gerard was finally calm. We laid there for about 20 minutes until I realized Gerard was staring at me. I locked eyes with him in silence. Gerard said with a dry mouth, “You’re a monster.”

I looked away, “I know.”

Notes

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