"You're a fool" Frank laughs, his breathe turns to a fog. It's very cold in Jersey this time around, it's almost Halloween.


"I know" I bite my lip, to keep from chattering.


The cold breeze made Gerard shiver. Frank chuckled and put his jacket on the boy.


"What's that?"


"What's what?"

"On the jacket, dingus"


Frank made an expression, he looked offended but it was staged. "Oh that? -ha- it's the Misfits trade mark. a-ha- a.. skull"

"The Misfits?"

"Holy shit Gerard! Do you live in a hole?.. that has been boarded up from it's opening and buried hundreds of feet underground, topped by an American Eagle Outfitters sweatshop?!"

"I take it you like the.. Misfit shindig.."


"The Misfits are a punk band!" Frank whined.

"Cool?" Gerard smirked, but he was unenthusiastic, he didn't care too much about that noise. He liked New Wave and Glam Rock.

"Wanna come over and check them out?"

What does that mean? Frank wants me to come over.. am I going to formally meet his mom, are we gonna get high.. or something. Will we..-..

"My brother likes a variety of music, I think he enjoys the punk-..ish scene thing. He might have a tape or something... maybe a record. We could go to my house instead..?"

Frank smiled, "Kay dude".

---

We started walking, I wish he would hold my damn hand. I know he likes me more than he can admit to himself. I fucking know it, I can see it in his eyes.
I noticed my train of thought had stopped my walking.
"Something wrong?" Frank says, eyeing me up. I shake my head, encoring my thoughts.

---

As Gerard and Frank enter his home, a loud obnoxious banging was echoing the house. Frank turned and raised his eyebrows at Gerard, he shrugged in return.

"What is that?" Frank asks.

"No honest idea.." Gerard laughs. The boys walked up the stairs to the hall.

"Mikey?" .. Gerard yelled, the banging was coming up from his room. "Is he shaking up with someone?" Frank cringed. Gee shook his head, "He has a girlfriend, Felicia I think.."
There wasn't a response coming from the brothers room. Frank slowly moved his hand to the knob, he twisted it and opened the door. He thought he would be prepared for anything, but what they saw could never be unseen.
Mikey Way was wearing metallic spandex, with matching moon boots. With no shirt. He was listening to music with his gigantic JVC head phones.

Frank snorted and dropped to the floor, with Gerard had covered his mouth with his hands. "Can he hear us?" Frank wheezed.

"I hope to god not..!" I barely screamed through laughter.

"Are you sure you want to live like common people
You want to see whatever common people see
You want to sleep with common people
You want to sleep with common people
Like me!" Mikey yelled, he stopped jumping.. and the loud banging stopped. Obviously, but honestly I rather enjoyed the jumping rather than the ass shaking he was giving us now.

"Eww" Frank laughed, he grabbed a pillow and threw it at the back of Mikey's head. Mikey froze, and slowly turned around to face us. I smirked, and Mikey looked like a deer caught in headlights.

I waved at him, he took off his head phones and threw them on the bed.

"Hey.."

"Mikes, do you gotta Misfits C'D?" I mumbled.

Mikey snorted in disbelief, "Frank, what are trying to do? Kill the man? .. He doesn't listen to hardcore shit. He likes Michael Jackson..!"

Frank snorted and Gerard whom was blushing a hellish shade of red.

"You were just listening to Pulp!" Gerard added, Mikey shrugged "It's a gay Thursday"
Gerard made a weird scrunched up face, he hated being picked on.

"Well anyways, that's not true! I don't like Michael Jackson. I like Iron Maiden.. and.. and.. Quiet Riot!" he pouted.

Frank smirked and got into a weird stance, he put his right leg in front of the right.. in a potential running stance. But he started to move his left hand, in a punching motion. Like Billy Idol Gerard thought.

"Come on feel the noise! Girls rock your boys, we'll get wild, wild, wild.!" Frank started to sing.

Mikey did the same thing, and started in on the action "Well you think I got an evil mind? I'll tell you honey, I don't know why! I don't know why!"

Gerard frowned and crossed his arms, "You guys are assholes."

"Nahh, eighties hair metal is... okay.." Mikey snorted.

"Oh, fuck you bitches..!" Gerard stomped out of the room.

"Frank?.." Mikey throws the tape at Frankie, who catches it just in time, before it shatters on the wooden floor."

Frankie smiled and exited Mikey's room, leaving him in silence.

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"Gee?" Frankie opens my door, he has that dumb tape. I smile, fake, and go get my player.

"I kinda like Quiet Riot too you know..."

"How else would you know the words to Come On Feel The Noise?"

"Exactly!" Frank giggles.

Gerard smirked and grabbed the tape, he put it in the track player.

---

"If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed
Would you still love me anyway?
Why don't you love me anyway?"

The volume was so loud I jumped back in fear, thankfully I jumped into Frank's arms. He put his head in the crook of my neck, and smiled into my skin. He started swaying us back in forth to the beat.

"Cutting with the knife, blood is spilling everywhere
She will be my wife
Secondary spine Incisions must be accurate know just what to do
My hands are trembling, I can't spare to slip up with this knife"


Frank pulled Gerard back to the bed. He started to kiss his friends soft skin. And Gee couldn't help but moan. He didn't know exactly how innocent Frank wanted this to be.


After a minute of heavy petting, Frank gulped and pulled his shirt off. Gerard did the same. "I wanna be here this time.." Frank whispered and kissed Gerard's chest.
He began to grind on Gerard's leg.

---

Frank and Gee were completely naked, and Gerard was completely scared. Again.

Frank turned Gerard around onto his knees. He then stuck two fingers in his mouth, soon after he stuck them into his friend.

Gerard shivered and moaned in complete agony, but yet it felt.. good?

After a few minutes Gerard cried out, and told Frank that he was.. ready.

Without any word, Frank lined himself up and shifted inside.

After getting comfturable, Gee asked him to move. Frank started to slowly thrust into his friend. Whom was growling Frank's name.

"I know" he huffed.

He started to pick up pace and eventually felt himself tingle. Gerard.
Frank quickly wrapped his hand around his friend and started to tug. Gerard's eyes were closed and he was bleeding from wher ehe had bitten his lip too hard.

At last they both came, together. "Wow" Frank gasped.

Gee nodded and looked back at Frank whom had pulled out.

"Nice song.." Gee laughed.

"Glenn Danzig's voice makes me horny.."

Gerard snorted.

"I take It that you like your pansy Bowie more than Glenn, don't you?"

"How did you know?..-.." Gerard began but was cut off by Frank. "Your ceiling"

Gerard had plastered David Bowie posters above his bed.

"Frank can we cuddle?" Frank smiled at the question, but he shook his head.

---

*Ring.. Ring!"
"Hello?"

"Veronica?! Hi!"

"Yeah, I'll.. yeah sure.. be there in a sec"

Frank hung up and smiled at me, I could feel my heart exploding. Shit.

"I gotta go.."

I shrug, obviously hurt. "Okay. Where are you goin'?"

"Out with a girl, I think she's into me!" Frank smirked.

....why?

"Oh.."

Frank dressed and walked to my bedroom bedroom door. "Bye Gee!" Frank winked, I give him a pitiful smile and a sad 'goodbye'.

He might have been here, but just like last time. He didn't understand the meaning, our beautiful message behind it. Our secret. But fuck, I know he does. Secretly. I know it.

I take that horrible tape out and put in a more suitable Smashing Pumpkins eight track.

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I hear a knock on my door, it opens. Mikey pops his head in and frowns at me.

"Gerard..?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For you.. for your relationship with Frank. He's using you"

"No he isn't!" I yell.

Frank told me he was confused, he told me that he would break my heart. I told him I was fine, I'll wait for him to understand.

"You're insane Gerard."

"Fuck you.." I push him out and slam the door in his face.

I wait a few seconds before I speak again. "Mikey..?"

"Yeah..?"

"He's gonna be my boyfriend."

Mikey didn't answer. I roll my eyes and walk over to my dresser. I grab my crimson stained razor. I know what you might be thinking, and I know this sounds fucked up up.. but I have to remember this. This moment. The day Frank confessed his love for me. I slide the blade across my wrist, I then make out the date on my chest. Frank Iero will be mine.

---

I lie, I wait
I stop, I hesitate
I am, I breathe
I meant, I think of me
Is it any wonder, I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder, I found peace
Through you?
Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
Turn away from light
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough
I taste

Notes

Here are the songs I quoted if you're interested..:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Haypxj24_Uw -Come on feel the noize- Quiet riot-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHVrkuf2uO8 -Helena- The Misfits-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLFxMXlZYbo -Eye- The Smashing Pumpkins-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuTMWgOduFM -Common People- Pulp-

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So guys, I made this chapter to ..uh.. give you an insight on Gerard. And his weird feelings, sometimes quiet is violent. So, Frank's an asshole. You can see how their talk has changed them, but they act as if it's normal. I'm smart, I know what I'm doing.
I made this chapter dedicated to Eye, because Gerard is hopelessly devoted to Frank. If you read the lyrics and listen to the song and then just read the chapters the songs are dedicated to, it would all click. Perfectly.

Happy New Year fuckbois -DIO-