"Jesus Frank, get up"

"What?"

I opened my eyes too fast because, the light shot right through them. I gripped my head, it hurt like hell.

"Frank. are you shit faced?"

"What?"

I rub my eyes and try to open them again, I was laying on the our porch steps. Upside down.

"God" I slide to the bottom of the steps and look at my accuser. Mom.

"Frank, it's Tuesday! Where are Gerard and Mikey?"

"I don't know.. I don't..-..ugh" eventually I sit up, and look around me.

"You should be in school Frank."

"Why am I on the steps?"

Mom points at the beer cans that trashed our yard. "I'm guessing you and the brothers had some fun while us civilized adults were talking inside!"

I sigh, "Ma' I'm sorry, I can't remember shit. What time is it?"

"It's eleven."

I raise my arms up, so she could pull me up the rest of the way.

"I'll go get ready.." I mumble.

"Like hell you will!"

I encore her and go inside, sulking to my room. My head feels like shit..

---

Frank barley makes it to his room before puking. He swallows it, and cringes at the taste.
He stumbles over to his dresser, undressing himself. He through his clothes on his bed, and barley noticed the note.

"Another goddamn note.."

He walked over to pick it up, it read
"Knows that she could never hide I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game, 'Cause I was lonely and she was crazy. -this reference made Frank a little uneasy- You sure get touchy-feely when you're drunk." -Gerard.

What the hell? I crumple up the note and throw it at the wall. I rush to get my clothes on, avoiding eyeliner, and hair. It doesn't matter if it's nappy. What does Gee mean?

Frank rushes to get his things, he got his skateboard and rode like hell to school.

---

After that bitch made me get a tardy pass, I made it to lunch. I looked everywhere for Gerard but I couldn't find him.

"Frankie, you look like hell.."

I turn around to see who was speaking to me. Veronica.

"Yeah, I know."

"You okay..?"

"I don't know" I look her in the eyes, she sighs and puts a hand on my shoulder.

"What's wrong?? Can I make it better?" she bites her lip, and bats her eyes.

What the hell? Again. Jesus, she treats me like a roadie every single day and now she's into me? And Gerard's into me? I'm teasing Gerard? God, I don't get this. I'm a-sexual. This doesn't mean shit. Veronica.. isn't even.. that pretty..? Shit. Is it opposite day?

"Frank..?" she snapps me out of my thoughts. She rubs my arm.

"I'm just confused V.."

"Why Frankie? Need a hug..?"

"I need my morphine.. and a cheeseburger." I huff, she laughs and puts arm around me. We walk down the hall, to the outside of the school. We sit by a tree. She smiles and grabs some mints out of her bag, handing me one.

"No offense babe, but you smell like whiskey."

I smile and take the mint, "I was drinking I think.. so that's why.."

"Your hair looks nice like that.."

"It's called, not giving a fuck..this hair style.."

"Yeah.. you aren't wearing your shitty as eyeliner either.."

"It makes me look cool!" I protest, she laughs

"Makes you look like a faggot".

-Flash Back-
Frank takes a sip of the last of the beer and looks at Gerard, he smiles. "I like y-your smile. It's hot as fuck.." Frank slurs. "You're drunk." Gerard takes a sip of his coke. "Yeah.. I am. But I aint no faggot, I aint no hedro slime either. I'm American." Frank practically yells.
This makes Gerard laugh. "I think you're done Frank."
"Take my beer, and I wont suck your dick" Frank slurs. Gerard raises his eyebrows. "Yeah?".
"I like your eyebrows Gerard... you shave" Frank giggles.
Gerard shakes his head, and grabs Frank's beer, taking a chug. Frank pulls Gerard onto him, causing them to fall. Frank crashes his lips with Gerard's sliding his tongue down the boy's throat. Gerard moans and tangles his fingers in Frank's hair.

---

The day had ended and he still hadn't seen Gerard. Frank began to walk home, but at the corner of his eye he saw that someone was in the park. He turned his head, a figure sat on the swing. Faint music was playing. Gerard.
Frank walked over to the park, the boy had his head down. Frank grabbed the boy's chin and brought it up, it was infact Gerard. He had a black eye and a busted lip.

"What happened?"

"You didn't carry me here, so I walked.."

"What happened." I repeat. Gerard smiled, and looked at me with his big hazel eyes.

"I was showering after gym in the locker room, I slipped and fell.. then some dudes just took turns seeing who could make me bleed first. I guess."

"I fell asleep on my porch, sorry" Frank rubbed his face with his hands.

"Did you see the note?.."

"Yeah. What was that even supposed to mean?"

"I felt the lyrics.. they made sense. With our current relationship."

"What relationship?"

"Exactly. You don't fucking get it"

"I don't believe I do."

"I know you like me Frank."

---

"She didn't want to be she didn't want to know
She couldn't run away cause she was crazy
She gave it all away she saw her baby break
And in the air it hung that she was dull razors
And I said I want to fill you up I want to break you I want to give you up
From one another another one should come to one another
No one should come between us
Still I was lonely and she was by my side my one and only
Knows that she could never hide
I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game"

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