"I know you like me Frank"

"No, Gerard. I don't like anyone.. because I.. because I can't"

"You're bullshitting, of course you can. What's stopping you?"

"Everything, the Universe."

"Oh, stop it Frank. You're denying your feelings because you're afraid of the Universe? I'm pretty sure you don't believe in magic."

"You don't know me Gerard."

"You don't know yourself" A tear slips down Gerard's cheek.

"Why are you so infatuated with me?" I scream, which I instantly regret because his small whimpers are passed by with loud sobs.

"You took my virginity yesterday. Frank."

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*Flash Back*
Gerard pushes Frank off him after countless minutes of make out action. "Why is it you say you aren't gay, yet you keep attacking me?"
"Because you're pretty. Ya' know I heard you walking in the locker room, I know you didn't walk away. I fell in love with your voice before I saw your perfect little face." Frank slurred, poking Gerard's nose. He shook his head and leaned in for a kiss.
"Why do you like me hmm?" Frank mumbled, grabbing another beer. They had moved to his room.
"Because you're different. Even though they beat the shit out of you, you don't cower away.. you make jokes. Sometimes you hit them back. You saved me." Gerard said happily, laying his head on Frank's chest.
"Gerard..?"
"Yes?"
"You didn't take my beer, I can still suck your dick if you want." Frank slurred, he was gone you could see it in his eyes.
"Oh I don't.. do you know how to?"
"No..heh, but I've watched enough gay porn."
"You're shit faced."
"So??" Frank crawled over Gee, sliding down to his boxers. Frank stripped him down. "We've only know each other for one day"
"It only takes one second to fall in love" Frank whispered.
He grabbed Gerard's base, and swirled his tongue around the tip. Gerard's moans were out of control, Frank took him in his mouth, he started to deep throat..-

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"Oh, god.."

"Yeah.. I'll be going now" Gerard gets up and starts walking away.

"Gerard!" I yell, he speeds up his pace, but I run after him.

"Go!" He cries.

"Stop running! I'm sorry!"

"Go!" Gerard repeats, when I finally catch up he stops running and turns to me, tears flood his hazel eyes.

"Do you not understand Frank? Please tell me.. that it's.. that this is real.. what are you afraid of?"

"Gerard. I'm afraid of ... myself."

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"Desperate and displeased with whoever you are And you're a star Somewhere he pulls his hair down over a frowning smile A hidden diamond you cannot find A secret star that cannot shine over to you May the king of gloom, be forever doomed And in your sad machines You'll forever stay Burning up in speed Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines"

Notes

Hi guys, I'm going to see family on Wednesday, so you'll be without a chapter for the week.. or the weekend I don't know :C
sorry about the future update schedule, I just wanted to fit this one in so I can leave you guys ripping your hair out for what will happen next
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-DIO-