unbreakable

i felt like something was bubbling from within me. i was trying to remember the last time i was this happy. thats what it was right?

sarah opened my door allowing me to roll my selfe in. my aunt was waiting me for me, pacing the small room.

“CRISTAL!!” i swear she over reacts whenever she gets the chance.

“please accept the help i'm seeking you, please!” she was next to me, holding my hand, and crying. i hated seeing her like this. she has never been able to have kids. she's told me she tried everything but nothing worked, and why my parents died she was the first (and only family) to bring me in. i had denied her already three, four times and i wasn't going to change my mind now.

“No” i didn't look at her i was too busy looking at the wall.

“GOD. Cristal ur to fucken stubern just go once. if u dont like it then u dont have to go again” Sarah was leaning on the wall and my aunt didn’t seem to notice her cursing. but she was right about me being stubborn and i wasn't going to like it. i looked at then i really didn't want to go but if i said no again i'll be bothered over and over.

“fine i'll think about it” i said loudly, irritated and annoyed. my aunt could care less how i said it as long as i said something. she stayed for sometime , i know she was trying to make me feel good, so like always i acted happy for her sake. eventually my uncle came to said his hellos and took my aunt home. i was exhausted from keeping up with my aunt, but once again i was alone. i was looking at the ceiling hating myself for giving my aunt false hopes. i would either get stronger pills or hope someone to kill me. or i could..this was a hospital they had all the equipment to save lives therefore they had the equipment to kill someone.

i got up from my bed (i was better so i didn't need to be hooked up anymore)and looked around the small room. i found were they were hiding my clothes, i also found my razor in my pants. i thought they looked through my stuff, guess they didn't. i went back to my bed razor in hand. i cut myself several times. the i put the the razer right on my wrist

just deep enough and it will all be over i could join my parents and that prade my aunt wouldn't suffer over me anymore and i'll finally be at ease

the blade was so close it had drawn some blood when the door to my room opened and frank came in

Notes

sorry this is a small ch. but hope u like it :D