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I'm on my 3rd beer now.  I haven't really drank before but my parents are screaming at each other again. I can't handle it when my dad screams at my mom.  Sob into the can when I hear him call her a bitch and a waist of space.  I chug the rest of this can and flick my lighter open, someone gave me a pack of cigarettes yesterday, I've never smoked before but I've been told it will help you calm down.  My first puff brings me coughing with my hands on my knees, the next one isn't so bad, and after a few more drags i've gotten used to the burning feeling.  I look down at the- Wait There were supposed to be six beers in here! Why is there only one left??? Who has been drinking all my beer! I stand up, gonna find that sucker.  No one drinks my beer but me! As soon as I stand up, I fall over again.  "Fucking hell-" I moan and get back up to my unsteady feet and run out of my room. The guy has got to be outside.. I stumble over the threshold and tumble into someone. "Ah ha! Gotcha! Gimme my beer back you Thief!" "Frankie what..?" I feel hands on my arms, steadying me and keeping me standing upright "Gimme back my- Ge rard-...?" Im having trouble focusing on his greasy head.... So I poke it. "Why didja steal m' beer-..?" "..I didn't steal any b- Oh.." I can see his chubby face sadden and it makes my heart hurt and I suddenly feel like a horrible ass' ass, "Frankie? You- You're drunk.." "Yup." He sighs and starts leading me across the street to his house, I stumble a few times but he wraps his arms around my shoulders and holds me close as he pulls me into his house and down to the basement, gently laying me down on his slightly dirty mattress, kneeling down by my feet to unlace my converse and pull them off before pulling the sheets over me. They smell musky and like smoke  and faintly of alcohol and underneath it all, coconut.... Just like comfort. Just like home.  Just like Gerard. 

Notes

So hello again!
Im Parker but my Killjoy Persona is Electric Siren (hence the user name) and if you want you can call me Parker or Siren or whatever
i feel like I should tell y'all about myself
i am a Christian, huge nerd, complete band trash, emo, INFP, I struggle with anxiety and depression and I'm slightly paranoid. I'm a white cis girl and I'm extremely tall.
I'd try to list all my fandoms but I've counted before and I have 50, and I'd list the bands I love but there are a lot and I'll probably forget some of them but here goes: MCR, BVB, FOB, P!ATD, Green Day, Gerard Way, Frnk Iero, TØP, SWS (somewhat), Evanescence, Paramore, and I'm starting to get into Tonight Alive and Of Mice & Men. I'm trying to get into some punk and rock bands so any suggestions are welcome :)
all the stories I've already written thus far play off a roll play I'm doing with a friend, but I will try to write some new material.
so
yeah!
ill talk to y'all in the next chapter.
XoxoS