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If that Gerard kid is a rabbit then that means I'm the wolf. How nice, he is my prey and at some point he will be caught. Here's the thing, guys like Gerard are weak, naive, self-deprecating cowards, very easy to control. Why if I could experience the thing called fun, people like him would just suck it out of everything I did. Too submissive, but that's what makes them useful. You want to avoid getting in trouble, just blame them. You want to avoid hard work just leave it to them. You want to have "fun" with someone they're always available. I can use him however I want, hell I could kill him and he'd find a way to blame himself. Does this make me a bad person? Yeah, but c'mon by now you should know I don't care.
Notes
Wow I've taken a long break, especially on this story. So if you read any of my other stories you'll be glad (hopefully) to know that I will continue those. I wanted to start with this one because there's not much thought to it. I don't have to exert myself with the creation of emotions(which I suck at), but rather with capturing the true psychologically of a sociopath, which is still pretty hard.
So I. hope you enjoyed it, stay safe my lovelies(^-^)
@JesusofBaltimore
Thanks so much, I was trying to achieve the "diary" feel, without it actually being a diary. I really appreciate how thoroughly you explained what you liked about my story. Twas very constructive and reassuring.
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